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Saturday, January 26, 2008
highs and lows: BEWARE! TIS VERY LONG!
good news:
I saw mandy today and we went to applebee's so i basically vented everything that has happened for the past few weeks
Duane got his phone back, so now i can vent everything to him now while we watch our shows. Its been really quiet and weird watching deathnote and the other shows, without discussing what happened during the commercials. This is the only day i really talk to him and we olnt talk at night when our family is asleep because we can have some very... strange conversations.
Bad News:
My two best friends have now turned bi... and are going out with some girls, then one of them was dumped and she's not taking it well, she's also the one i would NEVER expect to be in the closet, i thought she was so far away from the closet i thought she was outdoors! So yeah she's not taking it well and she is really flaky, and i have NO idea what the hell she's going to do now. She does not take break-ups very well. She's a very needy little thing... she annoys the hell out of me because of it, but i still like her, i mean we've been best friends for a long time... she's just REALLY flaky.
Para is going out with someone(lets call her tweety). Again i did NOT see that coming. in fact one of my friends who didnt go to the school had to tell me about it, so i asked tweety, because me and her are fairly good friends and she said it was true and then i talked to Para and i was like FTW!? when did this happen? and he's just laughing at me because i was ranting about how no one tells me things. so yeah i felt like a blonde idiot. I hate that feeling too.. and that happens alot. I mean honestly i felt like i lived under a rock er something, all this random shit is happening at like supersonic speed! (the director said that and me and mandy just burst out in laughter. it was hilarious, because you dont hear that anymore so now im gonna say it!)
but anyway that really got me depressed, and confused. and then ever since then all i've been hearing on the radio are love songs! im like FTW?! is this someone's cruel idea of a joke?
and now in musical i feel like i dont have a group i belong in. im just standing there like, ookayy... i fell awkward. All my friends last year in musical were ALL seniors, so now that they're gone, and i have no really close friends that i feel comfortable to be around.
I just feel like i'm an outcast, and it's weird and i dont like the feeling, because im friends with some people then when i sit with them and their friends i get like madd quiet and i feel like i dont belong. damn i sound like some Emo kid... shit.
the past few weeks have been weird as hell, and i hate it. i wish this year was like last year. I would still hang out with my friends, no one would be doing random shit. I would still secretly like Para and tell no one. and i wouldnt be an outsider, and i'd still have a boyfriend... i really dont care about the boyfriend shit, but it was a nice cherry on top of the sunday of niceness that was last year.
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