Wednesday, October 11, 2006

   Hey Guys
Here is another part of the story hope you like.
“What took you long!” Kathy said.
“I went for okay and now I’m going to my room. Alright is there a problem?” I said.
“Who do you think you are talking to me like that.”
“What are you talking about?! All I did was ask a question and you jump down my throat. Leave me alone. I’m going to my room.”
What the hell, every time I say something she acts like I’m threatening her. I Walked away and went to room.
“I didn’t say you could go to your room now did I?”
“No, you didn’t but I don’t care.”
“Now what would your father say if he heard you talking this way to me? Huh?!”
“He would say I should be treating you with respect and that’s exactly what I’m doing. I f you were anyone else I would tell you to go to hell and walk away like you do to me. But I didn’t so I think I’m behaving myself quite well. Don’t you think?!”
“Your so lucky your not my child I would have slapped you across the face by now.”
“HA HA HA YOUR SO FUNNY! HA HA HA none of your kids listen to you and I treat you with more respect then they ever will now that’s sad because if you were to hit them they hit you right back. HA HA HA you still think you want to hit me. I’m not your kid and your not my mother so if you hit me I’ll hurt you!”
“HOW DARE YOU!”
“HOW DARE ME WHAT!”
“HOW DARE YOU TALK TO ME THAT WHY!”
“Look don’t take this the wrong way if any one besides my father hit me I’d probably beat them until they were an inch from death.”
“But you have o right to talk to me that way I’m your father’s girlfriend and I’m an adult. You have now respect for authority.”
“That’s not true I have a lot of respect for adults just not as much for you. Just because you’re my father’s girlfriend doesn’t make you my mother and that also doesn’t mean I have to like you. You can‘t stand here and honestly say you like me too so I don‘t know why your getting so mad.”
She stood there speechless awhile with her mouth hanging open and fire burning in her eyes.
“So can I please go to my room now?”
“Yes and don’t come out till your father gets home he’s going to have a little talk with you.”
“Oh did any one call for me when I was gone?”
“ Yea some boy he said he would call back later.”
“Thanks bye.”
I turned around and ran up the stairs into my room and closed the door behind me. I was surprised to find my baby brother sitting on my bed hugging my teddy bear. What was Kathy thinking leaving Matthew upstairs all by himself and in my room for that matter.
“Hey kid what’s up, you like sue?”
Matthew smiled and nodded his head and held out his arms to me. Matthew is only to so he doesn’t really talk and when he does it’s usually a little bit of Spanish, English, and Japanese. I picked him up and sung him in the air he loves that. We were both dizzy and we feel on the bad together.
“I Ishteru Kitty! I Ishteru!”
“Good job Mat! I love you too! So how did you get in my room?”
“I sleep then crawled on bed and fell off and climbed on bed and got bear.”
“So you were taking a nap and woke up. You crawled out of your crib and fell off the bed next to the crib. Then you came in to my room climbed on to my bed to get my bear right?!”
“Yea Yea Sissy Right Sissy Right!”
“You’re a trouble maker come on lets g see your mother.”
I picked him up and walked down stairs with him. Kathy was in the living room sitting on the couch doing nothing like usual. “Hey Matthew climbed out of his crib again. I found him in my room.”
“Put him down and go back to room.”
“Bye Mat you know were to find me if you need right?”
I winked at him and he gave me a big smile and then hugged my bear. I went back to my room and dropped on my bed. It feels like days ago since my conversation with Hajeri not minutes ago. Then for some reason I remembered what he said
“You can turn poem into a song. So can you write it or not?”
I laid on my back thinking about what to write, suddenly I sat straight up
“I GOT IT! I KNOW WHAT TO WRITE!”
I grabbed my pen and flipped to a clean page in my note book and started writing.
I want to feel his touch against my skin. To hear his voice in my ear. His lips against my lips it brings me tears. All I wanna know is this real or am I living in a dream. Can some body please tell me. Tell me is this real. Is this a crush? Is this love? This some thing I can’t explain. My head it hurt this is driving me insane.
All I do is dream about his touch. That could bring me to tears. In my head replays the days he held me near. Is this a crush? Is this love? This something I can’t explain. My head hurts this is driving me insane.
I can’t eat I can’t sleep. All I do is think about his face. His eyes his smile his voice it just puts me in this place. Where I feel as though know one is there. Just me and my heart which is in despair. The bleeding of my heart just won’t stop. I feel as though I’m about to drop. I can’t take this pain. It feels like I’m standing in the rain. In a storm and it’s pouring so hard. I don’t understand what is going on. Your face it replays in my mind and I hear your voice all the time. Is this a crush? Is this love? This is some thing I can’t explain. My head it hurt this driving me insane.
What do I do because your not here. There is no one who could hold me near. With out your touch I feel so lost. So hurry back and find me before it’s to late. Can you please just answer this one thing. Is this a crush? Is this love? This something I can’t explain. All I know is that my head hurts and it’s driving me insane.

Hope you guys like see ay later bye bye I Ishteru

Seres
a.k.a
Kitty
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