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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
I hate this stupid subject thing
Don't you just hate that feeling you get when you know your going to cry? You can feel your tears push them selfs out, and your lips tremble as your try your hardest to hold it all back, because I mean, what good is crying going to do?
I'm not even exactly sure what's wrong with me anymore. I used to be able to pinpoint the exact problem now it's like there's to many to even bother trying to figure it out. I think the worse of it is, is not having anyone to talk to about things. Don't get me wrong, I have friends, just none that I feel confortable talking to about stuff, except my Nicky Bear, but he has problems of his own and I feel bad making him worry about me and silly little problems.
I have to see my councelers tomorrow so I guess a lil chat with her should make me feel a little better atleast.
God I hate crying, and as hard as I try the tears sjut won't start back.
*sigh* Oh well, there are bundles of people who have it way worse than me right?^^ So I shouldn't be complaining so much, it's just hard to be happy, and I guess pretending to be isn't really helping ^^; ...
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