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Thursday, May 5, 2005
Isn't it weird how there could be so many people around you, but still you can feel alone ... I'm like that aloud. I could be in the middle of a group of people and feel so crazy kind of alone. I'd kill for one REAL friend. No some guy that jsut wants to get down my pants, or some girl that just talks to me to get to the guys that wanna get down my pants, no some in class friend that I just talk to, or something like that. Like a real real friend. I do have one .. but he lives an hour away. My friend Brad said "Yes Woman" today in class to me when I was bugging him and I started to cry. I dind't even relize I was until he pointed it out and apologized, thinking he had said something wrong. Eddy used to alwasy say "Damnit Woman" whenever I messed up his hair, I guess it just made me think about him.
I'm so jealous of the poeople that my "friends" make fun of, as ironic as it is. It seems to me that they all have actualy friendships. Most of my "friends" care for themselves and themsleves only. So I guess it does make sence, when I saw I feel lonly no matter how many people are around me. I guess I jsut matured faster than everyone else because they all seem to still be pleased with there self-centered lifes ... I don't even go out with my friends anymore. I figured I'd type up this instead of cutting myself like I ussually would.
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