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Tuesday, May 10, 2005


  I am possably the most retarded person I know! I'm just .. weird ... I can walk right up to a good looking popular guy and make friends no problem, but when it comes to the geeky guys I get all shy and can't talk to them at all.
There's this guy in my History class that I really want to talk to. I don't know I wanna talk to him so bad, I just do. I guess because he reminds me so much of Neiko. Anyway, he's kinda geeky and I can never ever get the curage to talk to him. I knwo it sounds stupid, but I jsut get so shy around him.
I almost did it today, I was really really close actually. I was standing at the locker, and he was just up the hall a little bit, and the halls were like dead. I thought this would be the perfect chance. So I took a deep breath, fixed myself a little and started walking forward. I felt like I could actually do it. Then as soon as I got close my friend Ben cut in and asked me if we has Histroy today, and then I was just talking to him for a little bit. I was kinda glad Ben was there because I mean .... what if this guy dosn't like me, and jsut thinks I'm stupid or something.
*sigh* I know ... I'm a loser, but I cna't help but be shy. Oh well ... I guess I'm outtie now. I just thought I'd complain for a little bit =P* ... Mwah! Luvs yeah!!! xo's!!

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