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Friday, May 20, 2005
I could cry everytime I see my father, which really isn't very often. I had admiting it, but I do miss him, as much of a horrable father he is most of the time, I cna't help but think on the way he used to be.
It's silly little things really. Like .. How when he and my mother were still together and we're go to the super market. Me and him would walk around and look at the lobsters, or go to the candy wall and get some befor my mom found out.
Or he'd say "Lets go for a drive Jess" and he'd take me out for ice cream and always say "Don't tell your sisters"
I remember when I was really little, I used to idleize hime. I'd comb my bangs over the way he did his. I'd watch him shave and he's put a little of the shaving cream on my stomic just so I could smell like him.
Now the only time I talk to him is when I want a ride somewhere, or need money. I know it sounds horrable, but it's true. I feel like I'm talking to a stranger when I talk to him.
When he first left, I felt like I was dead, like it was all jsut a horrable dream befor death, so I cut myself to check to see if I was alive. Unfortenitly, I was.
But I know complaining about it will never make things better, he has a girlfriend to pay attention to now, so he should jsut ignore his kids.
I'm outtie ...
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