Monday, December 24, 2007

   Why?
Why do I get the cold shoulder,
Why am I the one hated...?
I understand life is cruel to people who can't bear against it,
But I never knew I was that hated...
Maybe people would be better off not talking to me,
Or better yet...Even knowing I exist...
So many heartbreaks,
So many hurtful things people scream at me...
I only try my best to help those who need it,
I still get the same treatment I get from everyone in the world...
I'll hide my existence from the world forever,
Maybe you will not understand...
Maybe someday I'll come out and fight for my own reason,
But for now...I wish that people would treat me the way they treat their equals...

-Joycelin Virginia Luck
~Luna Eclipse Agatashi
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Thursday, December 13, 2007

Dream
Under God's wing
A dream is being unraveled...
Under the Angel's wings
A new has begun...
Treasure each moment in life
And never let your faith go...
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Monday, November 5, 2007

Double Feature (Is it You?) and (Blood and Tears)
"Is It You?"

My lonely heart feels pain,
Can't you feel it's pain...?
Look at me,
You know I'm not myself anymore...

Look up to the sky,
What do you see...?
Don't you see the darkened depths of space,
Can you see the stars shine...?

Is it you,
The one I've been waiting for...?
Are you the one I'll always love,
Is my love good enough you...?

Only you have the answers to my lonely questions,
Show me the way down this lonely path...
Times revolving around us,
Don't you see it...?

Are you the one destined for me,
How will I know...
Will your feelings show...?

-Joycelin Virginia Luck
~Luna Eclipse Agatashi

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"Blood and Tears"

As I cut myself tonight,
I can't help but remember the pain I felt back when I thought I was with you...
Silently as the tears slide down my cheeks,
I thought you actually cared...
I was wrong...

Nothing is ever the same anymore,
The world is still revolving on it's life line...
Time has stopped tonight for me,
Slowly as the blood drips down from the knife to the floor...

You knew how much I was hurt,
But it really doesn't matter anymore...
I was destined to be alone forever,
I'm afraid to be alone...

One last glance at my memories before I take flight amongst the angels in heaven,
No one would really care...
Not even him,
I thought my love was good enough for him...
But I was wrong...

-Joycelin Virginia Luck
~Luna Eclipse Agatashi
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Monday, October 15, 2007

Sweet Rain
One day you'll see the sun rise in the east,
Then set in the west...
Beyond the dear galaxy,
Beware the sugar storm boiling inside the clouds...

Here I am,
Sitting on the edge of sorrow and pain...
I hear the thunder rising in the sky,
I look up and it starts to rain...

The rain feels good against my cold flesh,
I take off and start running in the sweet rain...
As the rain poured,
All my pain started to wash away...

The rain started slowing,
I started smiling...
It's been years since I last smiled,
Since I lost all my hope and faith...

I started to remember what dreams are really made of,
It was made by what the heart feels...
With the pure of heart,
You can feel your own storm of sweet rain...

-Joycelin Virginia Luck
~Luna Eclipse Agatashi
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Saturday, October 13, 2007

Tears of Pain
Hidden in these four walls is a secret,
Concealed for the longest time...
Feeling the frustration boil inside,
The anger showing it's affection for it's lonely heart...

The tears caused by the endless sorrow pain has caused,
In it's dark and lonely heart...
Beyond the pain,
In it's pierced heart...

This agony is the sorrow of pain's dreams,
The frustration is anger's true love...
These tears of pain,
Can cause chaos and destruction for the pure of heart...

When you wake up in reality,
Pain is your happy ending...

-Joycelin Virginia Luck
~Luna Agatashi
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Thursday, October 11, 2007

Room of Angels
A lie,
To kill yourself at night...
Your tears,
Burning inside like dying flames...
The wind,
It whispers your pain...
The pain,
There's something you could do...

Here's a lullabye,
To close your eyes...
Please don't cry,
The worst will be over when you finish your endless hatred...

You sit lonely in your room,
With the same knife that ended your life years ago...
You sit in a room of angels,
They watch as you bleed inside...
The angels take flight,
Crying from the clouds above...

Here's a lullabye,
To end your sorrow...
Bleed right out of your sorrow,
So I'm gonna say good-bye...

-Joycelin Virginia Luck
~Luna Agatashi

-Dedicated to my brother, Bobby Iler {Dephecy Agatashi}-
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Saturday, October 6, 2007

Beginning of the End
I never want to be the one who makes you forget,
I never want to make you regret
But you leave me no choice,
I have to listen to my own blackened heart…

It’s the beginning of the end,
I don’t know where we lost control…
We’re drowning in our ending,
Don’t let me know that I’m all alone…

Please don’t make me forget,
I don’t wanna regret these memories…
The life we knew is gone,
There is no compromising…

We have to find our inner senses,
The life we knew is forever buried deep within the heart of darkness…
There is no compromising…

-Joycelin Virginia Luck
~Luna Agatashi
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Thursday, October 4, 2007

Sorrow
Sorrow

Here in my thoughts,
I never thought that the pain will still keep easing itself into my heart…
Is it enough to love,
Is it enough to die…?

I want nothing else to do with you,
You ripped my heart out of my chest…
You laughed at the blood pouring from me,
You’re the one who caused me eternal sorrow…

I got paranoid looking over my back,
It’s like a whirlwind inside of my head…
As the sun goes down,
I feel the night betray me…

So you can leave me alone,
In the dark…
You’re the one who’s gonna feel pain next,
Watch and see…

-Joycelin Virginia Luck
~Luna Agatashi
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Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Someday
Someday your gonna realize,
One day you'll see this through my eyes...
By then I won't even be there,
I'll be happy somewhere, Even if I can't...

I know,
You really don't see my worth...
You think your the last guy on earth,
Well I've got news for you...

I know I'm not that strong,
But it won't take long...
Won't take long...

Cuz someday, someone's gonna love me,
The way, I wanted you to need me...
Someday, Someone's gonna take your place,
One day I'll forget about you...

You'll see, I won't even miss you,
Someday, Someday...
But now,
I know you can't tell...

I'm down, And I'm not down anyway,
But one day these tears...
They will all run dry,
I won't have to cry...
Sweet goodbye...

Cuz someday, Someone's gonna love me,
The way, I wanted you to need me...
Someday, Someone's gonna take your place,
One day I'll forget about you...
You'll see, I won't even miss you,
Someday, Someday...

-Nina
~{Lyrics written by: Joycelin Virginia Luck}
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Monday, September 3, 2007

Forever Memories
When you reach at the back of your mind,
To find the missing piece of your memories...
Listen to your heart as it beats,
Keeping perfect time...

Reach inside your heart,
To find the memories you kept dear...
Missing several pieces to the puzzle,
Wishing to put it together...

Forever the memories will be kept safe,
Lost in the winds of time...
Never knowing what the day will bring,
Tied up in an everlasting web of loss...

Never give up finding those memories,
They hold the key to a new future...
When you find the missing pieces,
Place it in your heart and never let go...

Memories last forever,
But where...?

-Joycelin Virginia Luck
~Luna Agatashi
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