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Wednesday, October 6, 2004

   Behind the Mask
.:poem Behind the Mask:.
Behind this smile,
You can't see,
The past,
My soul tries to Keep.

In my eyes,
You can't see,
The pain that,
My heart is going through.

In my voice,
You can't hear,
The lie I live,
And wounds I bear.

But in my soul,
You see the truth,
And help me with,
What I'm going through.

And so with my love,
I give to you,
My heart, in which,
Belongs to you.

.:Journal:.

I wrote this today in class. It may suck, buy You'll eventually get over it. Why? Because I said so. Just kidding. Anyway, two reasons I wrote this poem. I was thinking of the last story I put up, which is based after an RP I'm in, and how much I wish I could have someone to see the pain I'm living.

I broke up with my ex becasue he didn't understand me. He was so full of himself. Always wanted attention. But, I still love him. We are currently talking again. Will we ever get back together again. Honestly, I don't want to. I just want to be his friend.

I guess, the reason is because I'm still beating myself up with what happened to "him". Oh God, how I miss him. The poem was to him also. He was the one to see past everything when we first met.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

As I hand you my heart I watch you fade and hear you say goodbye.

I couldn't do anything but watch the traces of you disappear and listen to my heart shatter.

Will I ever see you again? and, Will you ever forgive me? Keep running through my head.

Maybe even faster then the blood running from my wrists.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

He was my best friend... my only true friend... the only one who...

It's hard to see through tears. I'll post again tomorrow. I'll try to make it happier too.

~Kodoku Phoenix
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