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Thursday, October 7, 2004

   Was it...........
The drark gray rain clouds quickly coverd the already night sky. I saw you walking away from me and called out to you. You turned and looked at me with your beautiful chocolate brown eyes. What I saw in them I was unsure. Was it fear, sadness, or just both. But either way you turned around and walked off into the distance.

"Its going to rain!" I called out, but you just kept walking. "If you don't come in right now, I'm going to locked the door and not open it if you knock." Still you kept walking.

I jogged after you, but you thought it was a game, so you ran. I was angry and called you names.

Suddenly the rain started and fell down hard. I heard it all around us, and only saw you. I tried to go to you, but the car got to you first.

I was angry, so I called you names.

I was scared, so I just stood there and watched.

I was broken, so I cried harder then the rain.

In a dream you were there. I reached for you but you walked away. I cried and called, but still you stood there. I begged and pleaded and still you left.

I just wanted to hold you, and feel you breath.

I just wanted to hold you , and say I'm sorry.

For a long time I would call you to come inside. When I could sleep, I sleept by the door to wait for you.

But even now I can't help but wonder...

was it a horrible nightmare...

or...

was it my nightmarish past???
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