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Thursday, October 14, 2004


  This is how I feel sometimes. This happened in one of my RP's.

He sighed as he hoped up on, and sat on the check out counter. He wore his usual long sleeve clothing, covering his secret from everyone. He knew that if anyone found out he would be outcasted from the family and society even more. But he could couldn't help but think of his sensual encounter with Youko yesterday. If he and Youko would have continued, he surely would have found out about his main secret. Sighing once more he looked around the empty shop. He watched the people going and coming out through the store front windows. "Welcome to my shop." he told the lonliness that always seemed to follow him around everywhere. Tears suddenly sprang from his golden eyes as he felt the warm liquid start seeping through opening wounds. Why did he have to live like this? His life was a lie, no one knew the real him, only the act that he put on for everyone.

Actually I'm getting better. Thanks to all who wanted to help. I just need to go through on my own, you know, try to build up my self esteem. Thanks again.

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