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Tuesday, January 9, 2007

dontHideJustRun
Backroom Log Out Tuesday~1/9/07
i hate this.. everything wuz ok 2day except for 8th period... when it happened again. it alwayz happens. and i cried.. like i used to. like i alwayz have. i hate it.. all of it. and i hate myself 4 not doing a damn thing about it. ...the bastards... y cant ppl c wut they're doing to me? and y cant they c that its fucked up. nuthing haz been ryt in my life.. i'll nvr b truely happy again... im such an idiot. y cant the past just die?? y cant i 4get? ..i'll nvr b able to. how could any1... its killing me.. just wont leave me alone. i hate having such a good long-term memory. it just all keeps coming back... the only time it stops iz when i FEEL happy.. nuthing will b the same again. nuthing wuz really ryt to begin w/ anywayz. i could go on and talk about my fucked up life 4ever.. but i wont waste ur time... i dont really wanna talk about it anywayz. its 2 hard sumtimes to talk about it now. all the memories just keep coming back. well im gonna go..
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