Thursday, August 4, 2005

ooo0000oooo, myspace shall take over teh fricken world
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Monday, July 25, 2005

perhpas time has gotten away from me, battle scarred, and broken hearted, from everything inside of me sinister hatred bubbles, yet the yern to love yet again remains alive. so what do yout want, what do i want, what is worth any of this? nothing i havent endured before. so, i guess, goodbye for now my friend. remember me as i was when you loved me the most even if you hate me now, there was once a time when we were friends, and never forget that
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Friday, July 22, 2005

   im back
yeah, summer is almost over :'( my computer died, and i just got a new one, i've been wasting most of my time on myspace....yes i have no life, but this is the original myspace for otakus!!!! muahahaha i miss my silly little journal entries
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Thursday, June 2, 2005

been gone for so long
gah, i have returned, i have 1 day of school left... w00t... i didnt go to prison for strangling ms.mueller... yet... <.< >.> ... ah well anyways... mySpace has taken over the internet yo.... damn... bye... my bitches...
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Sunday, April 24, 2005

last night...
argh, last night was amusing, battle of teh bands.. cept none of the good bands one, a sucky one with a sax won and all the preppies were like w00t! *squeal!* and ooh your bands suck, stupid loser ppl!... i was wtf, screw urself up the ass with ur hairy dick biotch... god damn... psychos, also. rabid moshpit, my friends all got the shit beaten out of them.. so yeah.. it was interesting.. preppies can suck my ballz
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Saturday, April 9, 2005

meh back, not like enyone cares anyways
got back around midnight, came in from new york, all i can say now is it was fucking awesome, im going to live there someday, i have to. ny gave all the reasons i was looking for to live ^__6 awesome place..... ahhhhh i think i've fallen in love with a giant city ^_^
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Sunday, March 27, 2005

2
>.< 2 days now, i fear that he has found anoter lover, or gone back to stalk the one he rele likes >.< everytime i think about this i feel so horrible, i want to die i am alone, wut did i do, im srry, i didnt mean to hurt u, y did this have to happen. i know theres someone else, i can tell. >.< i think i will go to my corner and cry some more, haven't showered for a while, trying to keep up appearances with parents, mom's been giving me a lot of shit lately i dunno y. not rele helping the situation. nervous, a knot in my stomach its hard to think reasonably or at all.
o sweet chaos, look what you've created
an abysmal fortress for you to lie and cheat in all you want.
i hope you're happy
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more random quizzes

LOVING ONE. You need safety in your relationship.
You want to be sure in his/her arms, knowing
that he will protect you and you can be totally
devoted to your other. At this point you are
very vulnerable. You open yourself and dont
even think that he/she could cheat you. You
totally trust your partner in every single way.
SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or
played a game this trust is broken. You may try
to forgive your other but this will be very
difficult.He/She has to be friendly and
trustworthy.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.
You can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.


~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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lost my sanity
yeah, trying to get over it, i am alone yet again, sitting in corners crying and twitching with anger again, my eye twitches a lot, sign of insanity doesn't seem good for me. i need food and my room is freezing, mom is acting like such a bitch constantly making me feel unwanted and guilty for everything and punishing me for everything she can. >.< fucking stupid bitch
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Saturday, March 26, 2005

no sleep
not for a while, what rele happened has quite hit me yet and i'm trying to think about everything... >.< it's just hard know what to think anymore, spent 2 hours under my bed crying and twitching with fits of rage, almost punched a hole thru the wall and cant stay still i want to kill something
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