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myOtaku.com: Koga


Sunday, September 18, 2005

so its like fucking 2 am, and theyre gone again, no one will talk to me becuz they are mad at me for some reason, my best friend just walked away last night.. running away from all of our problems he just turned around and walked away, and i just stood there watching, frozen and walking in the opposite direction trying to find out why.. he wont answer his phone... my other friend is a dumbass and wont talk to me for even stupider reasons. so i find myself alone a lot.... with a lot of homework, yet even more apathy... fuck this im so tired of everything, i just want to fall asleep forever, and ne er wake up again..... to pull that knife out of my chest again... the knife i pull out everyday when i wake .... the blood spills and maybe today is the day that you will kill my spirit for good... so just walk away and let me die... wasting away.. fading fast sunlight comes to touch my face, but my body is already cold like my heart... shattered on the floor.. pieces scattered in your hair.... drifting up and up.. i cant concentrate on anyone or anything.... nothing makes sense... i cant remember anything.. i just want to sleep.. but only if i never wake up again......
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