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Sunday, October 9, 2005


i wish you wouldn't have made it so hard to live like this.. fuck the past.... and the future.. becuz all i've got is now.. cant look back.. cant look ahead... becuz i just might die
tonight i think.. it would be so easy to like you
so easy to be nice
but its so hard to not hate
thats the only way i can exhist
sadly.. just for me..
i don't want to hate anybody
but you've made me
smile.. go on...
false hope in the hopeless place
new york.. is where i need to be
all alone... but surrounded by humanity
certain silence... in the center of times square
unnerving calm in the east village..
wandering around midtown..
sleeping with my memories to guide me
i hate to think of you.. but i cannot help..
when your everywhere
it makes things so much harder
but 2 more years
and ill be leaving..
to a place far away from here
find my fame and fortune
remember you.. and how much better off i am without you
memories of the past wont haunt me.. but trick me.. and show me ... how much better off i am without all of you... right now.. i know i can do better
i've just got to get away..
far away..
we all do
got to live...
somewhere else...
see something new
and find a reason to live..
get away ..
go away
from here...
i'll be gone by 8 in the morning 2 years from now..
on a plane.. on my way.. in the race of life
to make mine...
and i wont see you there...

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