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myOtaku.com: Koga


Thursday, November 24, 2005

standing here frozen watching it all unravel.. as i knew damn well that it would.. it pains me so to see it, but i knew i had to..
no matter how much spiteful hatred remains its choked away with blood and tears.
i dont know what im going to do, or where im going to go, but honestly it does not matter anymore...
I've just got one thing for you, and yes you know who you are..
do you know what its like to be that god damn pariah of this town?
do you know whats its like to be the pariah of your own god damn family?
do you know what that's like...
you never will no matter how much you think you do.
there has to always be someone for everyone else to hate.. someone has to always be the bad guy... somebody has to always be the guilty one.. someone always has to be in trouble for something.. someone has to always take the shit.... not for other ppl.. no... someone just has to take the shit...you thought you were that person.. but you were so far from it.. you were so damn oblivious, you thought your life sucked... now you thrive off of shock and pity... thats all you've got. if you can tell them a story.. they will believe you... a shocking story that reveals your pitiful life.. and they'll believe.. and your magnificent lies.. that you've built your entire life on... you dont feel safe around me.. because you showed me more that anyone else.. you showed me the truth.. that no one else had ever seen... and you didnt like it.
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