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Monday, September 4, 2006
Respondent reverie floating through my mind
I had lost it, lost it all
My nerve, my temper, flaring
Enraged... outraged.. irate by this injustice
the stress took over my body in convulsions
And I gave into anger
The violent outbursts only to target
the misfortunate inanimate objects strewn across the room
Immediately I sought out the jar in my periphery
Grasping it's cold, lifeless existence
my muscles tightened, and andrenaline rushed
the growling of hatred and contempt within my body,
provoked me only that much more
as i flung it, i felt it's coldness leave my hand at the tips of my fingers
smashing against the wall, it shattered instantly
Like some sort of celestial snowfall of glass and tiny pieces of paper,
flying everywhere, all around me
And I stopped dead in my tracks
every bit of rage and anger
abandoned my body instantly
no catharsis existed around me
i stood there with the poignant realization of everything about the jar
the little pieces of paper scattered throughout the room,
like little pieces of my heart,
scattered across time, never to be returned.
the attestation of the truth flew through my mind
it was time to let go
completely
all the rage and anger
products of a broken heart, embittered
an unloved soul, gone too long
it was time to let go
These letter were now meaningless
their presence only injured my delicate heartstrings
surrounded by these little pieces of my heart
I felt free to not need them anymore
grasping each one in my hands, i ripped, and ripped up those little pieces of my heart
like tissue paper I shredded them into nothing
and I slowly let go
I watched them burn in the fire,
The pieces of my heart like a phoenix in the ashes
It was all over, no more had i anything to anguish
silent reverie burning in the night as my torment went up in smoke
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