Thursday, May 19, 2005

   Another long post...sorry
Hey, everyone. I found out that I have a lung infection called Pleurisy. Pleurisy is when the muscles around your lung become swollen and when you breathe, they rub together causing extreme pain. They gave me anti-inflamatory pills so the swelling goes down...YAY! but they didn't give me painkillers that didn't make me sleepy. So if these pills don't work, then I'm going to be going to school in excrutiating pain for about a week.

I went to school today, but the pain was too intense that I just had to come home and take the Vicodin and Toradol to help the pain go away. I might not go to school tomorrow as well, because my mom doesn't want to have to come pick me up again.

Anyhoo...there is crap going wrong with my mom's car, and when she came to pick me up from school, she was crying, and I don't know why. I asked her and she just said that life is a bitch and everything is going wrong right now. My poor mommy.

Travis was supposed to come over this weeked, but if this shit that's wrong with my mom's car keeps up, and she can't get it fixed....then he's not coming over. Because his mom won't give him a ride so...hm.

Anyhoo, sorry I've been writing so much lately, there's just been a lot of shit going wrong with me n my life n stuff so. Thanks to those people who actually read these posts and put up with my (I'm betting very annoying) self pity. I just need to get some stuff offa my chest every once in a while so...thanks.
I'll talk to you guys later. Toodles!
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

   Hospitals suck!
Hey. Sorry I didn't visit any of your guys' sites ast night but...I HAVE A GOOD REASON! I was in the hospital until 1:00am.
Well, when my mom got home from my cousin's place, I told her how bad my back and chest have gotten. It had gotten so bad that I couldn't breathe like...at all. All I could do was take the tiniest breaths in, and that STILL hurt. I couldn't move AT ALL because then excrutiating shots of pain would fly un my shoulder and back, arm and my neck. Then to make things worse, I started to cry. That was horrible, because when I cry I take big breaths in and I couldnt do that. So anyway, my mom brought me to the ER at out local hospital. I didn't really wanna go because I hate hospitals...they smell WAY too clean considering the fact that people are dying in there everyday....Anyhoo. They hooked me up to monitors and stuff. Then they had me get a chest x-ray to see if there was anything wrong with my lung or heart. Everything turned out ok. Then they gave me a shot for the pain.....they gave me a shot...IN MY ASS!!!! That hurt because the medicine that they gave me stung like hell. So, not only did my back, chest, shoulder, and arm hurt...but my butt hurts as well. >_< I said to my mom, "If they point of that pain killer was to kill the pain in my ass that was never there in the first place, they were successful!" lol. But the shot didn't work, so they gave me some pills. They didn't really help either. Then they drew blood....lots and lots of blood...3 VIALS of blood!!! I could barely move my arm after that, I felt so weak. Well, they drew blood to see if I had a clot in my shoulder or something, and it turns out that I didn't so...YAY! lol And then they had us wait there for like...an hour and a half, waiting for the test results to come in. My mom and I both fell asleep. Then the doctor came in, and told me that I was fine, but I have a huge knot in my shoulder and that's what was causing the pain. What he did was give me a bottle of Vicodin for the pain(which doesn't work nearly as well as we thought because my arm is still in lots of pain after I take those). And he said that we should call the clinic and get me an appointment there to do some physical therapy to work the knot out. So, I have to do that today. I'm home from school right now, along with my mom. We were both up really late so we both stayed home. Anyhoo, I hope you guys have or have had good days! Toodles

O, and btw, thank you to the people that commmented Travis by saying that he was sweet.^_^ He'll enjoy lookin at those. lol

Toodles!
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

BTW, the winner of The Great MIDI Competion is(votes were not only in comments but also in PMs) THE WINNER IS........::drummroll::....................GUNS N ROSES-NOVEMBER RAIN!!
It was a close race...between GNR and Real Folk Blues...GNR won by only 2 votes! wow...anyhoo...read post below...bcuz it's an ACTUAL post...anyhoo
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   hmmmmm...I NEED MEDS!!!
Hey guys. I can't post very much right now.....My back is killing me. It hurts to talk, breathe, sing, sit, walk, kneel,walk, run, sit down, kneel, cough, burp, laugh, sneeze...basically to be alive.....hurts. My mom told me to take some Adbil and lay down...I'm like NO!! LAY DOWN BAD!! BAD LAY DOWN!!! lol. Anyhoo I'm gonna go now...My back and arm are killing me.

P.S. TRAVIS ISN'T MOVING!!!! yay!! He WAS going to move in with the Bedows' last night but he got a choice of staying with his mom or going with the Bedows. He chose to stay with his mom...because of me! He said that the reason that he chose to stay with his mom was because if he moved in with the Bedows he wouldn't be able to see me anymore. He's like, "You're lucky that I love you. I'm staying with my mom for you." And I'm like...I don't know if I shoudl feel happy that you're not moving...or guilty for making you stay with that whore ass...lol
Anyhoo, I'm gonna go try to sleep...but I'm positive that that won't be happening seeing as IT'S IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO LAY DOWN!!!!! >_< anyhoo....toodles everyone.
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Monday, May 16, 2005

I NEED MORE VOTES!!!!!!!!!(plz listen first!! because those of you who voted for Real Folk Blues don't realize how crappy it sounds!! SO PLZ LISTEN TO THEM 1ST!!!!!)
#1)Guns n Roses-November Rain.
#2)Cowboy Bebop-The Real Folk Blues.
#3)Aerosmith-I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing.
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Sunday, May 15, 2005

   OK, final post of the day....I hope. lol
OK, the final post is an election of sorts. If nobody comments on this post tho, I shall keep posting this same post until I get votes.
I'm on the lookout for an awesome midi, and I have found some but cannot decide which to choose. HELP!!(click on the titles, they're links)
#1)Guns n Roses-November Rain.
#2)Blind Melon-No Rain.
#3)Cowboy Bebop-The Real Folk Blues.
#4)Led Zepplin-Stairway to Heaven.
#5)Aerosmith-I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing.
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   Boredness....1 of the many posts from today. LOL
I'm bored. I can't talk to Travis because he had to go to church with the Bedows. I pity him. I would jump out of a window before I would go to church....I hate going to church. I hate going INTO churches. I always feel so out of place and not welcome. Maybe it's because I'm atheist? For those of you who don't know, atheism is not believing in the bible, Jesus, or God...any sort of god. yeah, anyhoo....I'm gonna go now. bye bye. Might post agian later....I think I posted like;..3 other posts below this 1...check them out.
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   Chatterboxes
I'm thinking of getting a chatterbox...what do you guys think? Would any of you guys even talk on there???

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Now I'm drinking a Starbucks frappuccino. (The stuff that you can buy in the bottles at grocery stores). I'm drinking caramel flavor. It's so good...but not as good as vanilla.
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   Hey. I told you I'd post again.I'm making Instant Lunch right now. For those of you who don't know, Instant Lunch is a brand of soup....Soup in a cup. I'm having Roasted Chicken flavor. Do any of you guys eat this stuff?
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