Monday, March 28, 2005

   HAPPY EASTER YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey ppl...HAPPY EASTER YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!! hehehehehe, i had the BEST saturday EVER and the BESTEST sunday IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!! u wanna know y dont u?? hehehehe....heres a hint...me n travis...alone for hours....in the downstairs living room.....DID I MENTION ALONE? hehehehehehehe...r u catchin on yet? HA...hmmmmmmm it was fuuuuuuuuun!!!!!! i have 2 fat lips, tho...but i knew that it was gonna happen....btw, if u ppl r thinkin bout what i think ur thinkin bout....WE DIDNT HAVE SEX!!!!!!!!! ok, anyhoo...hehe...hmmmm i betta get ready 4 school now...i have driver's ed 2day....damn. anyhoo, ill tty guys lata...PEACE!
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

   I AM A MASTER PLANNER!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey ppl!! guess who this is?!?!?! ITS ME!!!! lmao, sry im like...really hyper right now, sry...hehehehehe anyhoo, guess what? my mom is goin up 2 my grandparents' house on friday bcuz my grandma has her appt at the doctor 2 c how shes goin wit the chemo and she(my grandma) has a lot of shit and stuff 2 do around the house and my grandma and grandpa cant do it bcuz they r like...2 weak and sick n stuff, so my mom is gonna go up there 2 help out, and she was gonna make me go, but she finally let me stay home, bcuz i didnt wanna go...i wanted 2 bring travis, and when i asked my mom, she said no...so i didnt wanna go unless he could come with, and since she said no, i wasnt gonna go so my mom let me off the hook and is lettin me stay home!! YAYAY and now me n trav r tryin 2 get plans n shit of how 2 get him down here while my mom is gone on friday(but im kinda against that bcuz my mom dun want him here while shes gone, and if she came home and found him here, shed like...b really mad, and i dont wanna b in the place wit her that i was b4...i dont wanna lose her trust again), or plans wit me goin up there...i really hope 1 of the plans worx out bcuz i really wanna hang out wit him this weekend, anyhoo...we were on the phone until freakin...5:00am comin up wit plans, and we got like...MILLIONS!! lol, jp, but most of them r really good, so im hopin that 1 of them will work out. but if the plans 4 friday dont work out, then were tryin 2 get a plan 4 saturday and sunday so we have a lot of back-ups and shit...and i REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY hope that 1 of them worx out....hmpf....anyhoo, im bored...i cant talk 2 trav(which is all i ever do!! lol) bcuz he had 2 go 2 work so now im online posting and tellin u guys all about this shniite...hehe, well, anyhoo...id better go now, ive written a long enough post as it is...ill tty guys lata!! PEACE!!


JONES ROX!!! GO GET IT AND DRINK IT AND SHIT AND GET ADDICTED LIKE ME!!!!! lmao

sry if it bugs u that all i talk about is trav...i just cant help it, tho...
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Monday, March 21, 2005

   O HAPPY DAY!!!
hey ppl...trav went home yesterday...sad..T_T...lol, it was fun hangin wit him, we went 2 the park and into town on sunday and we hung out there for like, and hour...omg...it was SOO much fun...hehehe, omg, memories...good times good times....would u like 2 know what happened? i bet ud like 2 know what happened...well THATS 2 DAMN BAD! CUZ U DUN GET 2 KNOW!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA u suck, jp...u know i luv u guys! lmao, but...long story short, i broke up wit narat on saturday, i think, and now my new bf is travis...lol, that was quick huh? well, everythings gonna b kool, tho i hope..anyhoo...well, thats all i wanted 2 say...ill tty guys lata!! peace out home gs
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Saturday, March 19, 2005

   DID U PPL KNOW THAT U COULD STILL COME 2 MY SITE AND COMMENT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
worthless, ungrateful bastards...I COOK AND I CLEAN AND I SLAVE OVER A HOT KEYBOARD ALL DAY(yes, im aware that that sounds nasty)JUST 2 MAKE U HAPPY...AND HOW DO U REPAY ALL OF MY HARD WORK?!?!?!?!?! BY NOT COMMENTING, THATS HOW!!!!!!! UR SO MEAN 2 ME, AFTER ALL IVE DONE 4 U! HOW DARE U! NOW...NOW...GO 2 UR ROOM....S....!!!!!! lol, hehehe...jp...anyhoo, im happy, u wanna know y??? its cuz my friend travis is comin over 2day and hes gonna stay until 2morrow(he would stay longer, but he has work on monday...sucky, huh?) and yea...were gonna go pick him up in like, 5 min, and im all like...YAY! lolwell, im gonna post later ok? like..2morrow or later 2nite...cya ppl!!
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

   MOOOOOOOOOOO
hey ppl...sry i havent posted in like...EVER!!! lol, but ive been preoccupied...ice been preoccupado! lol....i know...im dumb...::hangs head::....ANYHOO!! how have y'all been? ive been better, i guess...but things have been gettin better since the last time i posted...LOTS better...i think...anyhoo, im bored so im gonna get offline and call sum1...the phone is my new internet! lol...i think i already said that b4...well, w/e...anyhoo, ttyl pplziz!! byeness
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Wednesday, March 9, 2005

   hey ppl....im still really depressed...if not MORE than i was b4...well, what can u expect when the person that u care most about tries 2 make u stop talkin 2 1 of ur really good friends? well anyway...im just gonna say...kyle and nate(2 protect their real identities) well kyle is my bf and he REALLY hates my good friend nate, and kyle wants me 2 stop talkin 2 nate bcuz kyle is super jealous and is afraid that i will stop luvin him and go 2 nate...but I WONT!!! bcuz i dont like nate that way!! i like kyle and only kyle!!! but he dun believe that. kyle asked me if i like nate as more than a friend, and i said that i dont, but kyle's like...i really dont believe that! and im like...w/e and then kyle's like...ur still gonna talk 2 nate? even tho u know how much it hurts me? and im like...yea, bcuz im not the type of person 2 DITCH my friends at the drop of a hat, bcuz my friends have been there 4 me 4 like...ever. and kyle's like, well i would leave all of my friends and all of my family 2 b with u as long as it would make u happy. and i didnt say anything but i was thinkin...u talk about all this honor shit and about how "honorable" u r, and then u say that u would just LEAVE ALL UR FRIENDS AND FAMILY JUST LIKE THAT? that so NOT honorable...thats straight up dishonorable and disrespectful! im very disappointed in him...and then when i got home from school 2day, kyle had left me a message sayin hey its me..."we really need 2 talk." u know what that means right? that means right? it means that hes probably gonna break up wit me bcuz i wont just DITCH my friends 4 him..pshh it pisses me off....hes all mad bcuz im actually LOYAL and RESPECTFUL 2 my friends and wont DITCH them like a lil wuss...omfg...HOLY SHIT! ive written a lot...hehe...sry if its too long but...im in 1 of those moods...i need 2 b put in a psyche ward...a white padded cell where i can have NO sharp objects...im TOTALLY serious here ppl...im SO tempted 2 grab a freakin knife and...well...u know...but im tryin my hardest not 2...and i dont WANT 2 kill myself, but that thought just wont stop running through my brain...and even tho i dun wanna kill myself, im afraid that i will...so i need 2 b put on like...suicide watch...i need serious help...i should talk 2 a counselor at school...but they wont help...well, they would put me sumwhere safe i guess...but still...my mom dun even know how im feeling right now...she dun notice the cut marks...or my mood, well...she notices my mood...but she neva asks me about it...anyhoo...now ive REALLY written too much...i should just stop typin now...so im gonna...bye!
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Tuesday, March 8, 2005

   hey ppl...sorry i havent posted in like..forever...i just havent been in a mood 2 like...post and stuff...ive been kinda depressed....well im home sick 2day...just...too depressed 2 do anything, and i didnt get like...any sleep at all last night bcuz i kept waking up 2 the same nightmare...well, not the same nightmare...but the same content...i woke up crying after 1 of the nightmares...then after like, the 5th time of waking up...i just didnt go back 2 sleep, cuz i knew that that would happen again...so i just stayed awake...

ok...im gonna stop typin now...and google some stuff...cuz im bored, and i wanna find some kool pix 2 put up on here...
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Saturday, March 5, 2005

   CHAAAANGES WERE GOIN THROUGH CHAAAANGESSSSS!! i luv ozzy n kelly....
HEYA PPL!!!!!!! LIKE MY COLOR CHANGE?!?!?!?!?! ME LIKEY LOTSSSSSSSSSS!! lmao omg..im sooo sry if u came here like...yesterday and u saw the nasty purple/pink color scheme...i didnt get 2 c the final product and unfortunately....the final product was that nasty piece of garbage...ewwww lmao...LIKE MY NEW BACKGROUND?!?!?!?!?! ME LUVY LOTSSSS ME LUVY HIEI!!!!! omg hes sooooo kool and soooo hot(but not as hot as narat) hey...that rhymed!! lmao...ok im calm now...lmao NO IM NOT!!! lmao hahahahahahaha im veeeeery hyper as u can tell...anyhoo id betta go b4 i write 2 much...ttyl ppl!!! bye bye
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Thursday, March 3, 2005

   YAYAYAYAY INTERNET!!!! hehe
hey ppl...sry i havent been postin but i havent been online in like...4eva! lol, ive been on the phone instead...im startin 2 slowly fall in love with that thing...lol! is it possible 2 luv a small electronic device?? omg...ewww that sounded wrong...lmao ewww just 4get that i said that...ok...anyhoo...hmmm well i have a choir concert 2nite...and i dun wanna go..cuz its stupid and our choir director is a dick...so im not gonna go...instead ill stay home and go online and talk 2 my online buddy ppl things...lol well im gonna go now...bye bye ppl!! ttyl!!! ^_^
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Tuesday, March 1, 2005

   www.badgerbadgerbadger.com go there...NOW! GO! NOW! I COMMAND U! GO! NOW! VISIT! GO! NOW! SEE BADGERS! GO! NOW!
I HAD MY 1ST DRIVERS ED CLASS LAST NIGHT!!! it was borin...and i got loopy from the fumes of tons of highlighters....we got a bunch of pamphlets and then a bunch of forms...then we talked about our manuals and workbooklets...then he gave us an assignment and 4 1 of our assignments we had 2 go thro chp 1 and highlight stuff...and i highlighted a BUNCH of stuff so i was gettin dizzy from the fumes and my head started 2 hurt...lol...but then my mom picked me up and she brought McDonalds...so its all good lol well imma go now...i g2g2 skool...yipee ::mock excitement:: bye bye
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