myOtaku.com: Kogalover05

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Birthday
• 1989-10-05
Gender
• Female
Location
• Cold ass minnesota
Member Since
• 2005-01-08
Occupation
• ummm.....i am currently employed at the offices of Buffalo and High School
Real Name
• well, well, well...WOULDNT YOU LIKE TO KNOW YOU CRAZY STALKER PERVERT FREAK?!?!?!?!?! lmao

Personal

Achievements
• ok...this is SO BIG!! ew...that sounded wrong. i was on the computer for about 22 hours at once, and i was on the phone for about 29 hours once with my bf^_^
Anime Fan Since
• Ummmm...lemme think about that 1.........EVER!!!!!
Favorite Anime
• ummm...so hard 2 choose, Inuyasha no wait...Yuyu Hakusho no...wait...Lupin 3rd no...FMA...no, Tenchi Muyo...ummm....Fruits Basket?? no wait um....Case Closed...OMG THIS IS SUCH A HARD QUESTION!!!!
Goals
• To get off my lazy butt one of these days...o yea...and 2 BE EXACTLY LIKE BRITNEY SPEARS!!! ^_^ lmao...NOT...i hate her >_<
Hobbies
• sitting, sleeping, watchin the televan, talkin on the phone with my bf, Travis, hanging out with my friends, playing my guitar, reading, writing my poems and songs, and of course...lets not forget...WATCHING ANIME!!! ^_^
Talents
• ummm....is SLEEPING a talent??

myOtaku.com: Kogalover05

Wednesday, March 9, 2005

hey ppl....im still really depressed...if not MORE than i was b4...well, what can u expect when the person that u care most about tries 2 make u stop talkin 2 1 of ur really good friends? well anyway...im just gonna say...kyle and nate(2 protect their real identities) well kyle is my bf and he REALLY hates my good friend nate, and kyle wants me 2 stop talkin 2 nate bcuz kyle is super jealous and is afraid that i will stop luvin him and go 2 nate...but I WONT!!! bcuz i dont like nate that way!! i like kyle and only kyle!!! but he dun believe that. kyle asked me if i like nate as more than a friend, and i said that i dont, but kyle's like...i really dont believe that! and im like...w/e and then kyle's like...ur still gonna talk 2 nate? even tho u know how much it hurts me? and im like...yea, bcuz im not the type of person 2 DITCH my friends at the drop of a hat, bcuz my friends have been there 4 me 4 like...ever. and kyle's like, well i would leave all of my friends and all of my family 2 b with u as long as it would make u happy. and i didnt say anything but i was thinkin...u talk about all this honor shit and about how "honorable" u r, and then u say that u would just LEAVE ALL UR FRIENDS AND FAMILY JUST LIKE THAT? that so NOT honorable...thats straight up dishonorable and disrespectful! im very disappointed in him...and then when i got home from school 2day, kyle had left me a message sayin hey its me..."we really need 2 talk." u know what that means right? that means right? it means that hes probably gonna break up wit me bcuz i wont just DITCH my friends 4 him..pshh it pisses me off....hes all mad bcuz im actually LOYAL and RESPECTFUL 2 my friends and wont DITCH them like a lil wuss...omfg...HOLY SHIT! ive written a lot...hehe...sry if its too long but...im in 1 of those moods...i need 2 b put in a psyche ward...a white padded cell where i can have NO sharp objects...im TOTALLY serious here ppl...im SO tempted 2 grab a freakin knife and...well...u know...but im tryin my hardest not 2...and i dont WANT 2 kill myself, but that thought just wont stop running through my brain...and even tho i dun wanna kill myself, im afraid that i will...so i need 2 b put on like...suicide watch...i need serious help...i should talk 2 a counselor at school...but they wont help...well, they would put me sumwhere safe i guess...but still...my mom dun even know how im feeling right now...she dun notice the cut marks...or my mood, well...she notices my mood...but she neva asks me about it...anyhoo...now ive REALLY written too much...i should just stop typin now...so im gonna...bye!
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