Saturday, September 13, 2003

HEY!
I get to go on a BAND TRIP!@!!! Ya! WE go north of here (2hrs!) and have our 1st contest, and then off to the Cedar Point amusment park! I'll update when we come home.
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Sunday, September 7, 2003

   Things I like
People who eat sixteen pixi sticks for lunch and then sit next to me in class.. *toothy grin* Mmm.. hyperness.
Playing online D&D at three in the morning and being the only person awake enough to actually play with any quality at all. :P
This feeling of all being right with the world that I get when walking about in the middle of the night, well fed and happy, having just seen my sweety and knowing that what I am is good and right and there is a reason for me to be what I am... and to be proud

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   The best adv. I can ever give!!
Don’t get so caught up in terms. Don’t feel the need to define yourself with a convenient title – and don’t let anyone else define you by them either. Embrace the fact that we’re all more then the sum of our parts and that while we might fit in with a hundred different labels, we’re not limited by any one of them. Always give yourself room to grow and learn, physically, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally in life. Never stop asking questions. Find, make and keep friends. Be happy to be yourself – whoever you are, whatever labels you’ve taken to help define you. It’s not about making other people like you in life, it’s about making sure you like yourself. And above all else, realize that we’re all here together and no matter our differences, we often have more in common then we think, so don’t let yourself get hung up on what’s different or wrong about someone when there’s so much more that’s the same and right.
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   This is boring, but me :)
I think that there’s a LOT of confused, lonely and desperate teens out there who want some sort of escape from their life (who hasn’t at one point or another?) and so think they can find some eternal dark prince to sweep them away to their castle where they will live for all time and can be beautiful and powerful and yada, yada, yada. I know I do. I have a fetish for all males dark and mysterious, and a little oh, say...psycho? :)
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   Disclaimer
Okay, so I went on a factoid tyrade there, sorry about that. I just keep thinkning about interesting things and what I believe, and somehow things magically end up on the site. I really need to figure out how that happens...(can you feel the sarcasm?)
But basically, if you're here to hear me talk about school, band, or other things of that nature, you're on the wrong blog. This is my way of figuring out who I am and what I am and what I believe.
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   Special me
--Just "knowing" when someone lies or tells the truth
--Getting a "feeling" about the nature of a person and their intentions
--Ability to convey a thought/emotion/need to another unspoken
--It seems like a natural extension of oneself. (I know I'm blind when I can't read someone or if I'm in such a large crowd that I get overloaded.
--Mostly believed to be an extension of using more of one's mind and potential.
--Strong abilities in one field, poor in others (generally more liberal and arts minded)
--A strong sense of knowledge and need to learn (probably on ones own time and in their own way though)

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   Astral Proj.

***Watch what you think. Everything you think can manifest on the astral planes. So you don't want to be thinking about anything evil or you will attract it!
***Anytime you think you are scared and or lost, just think of your body and you will be back in it in a flash.
***Ever notice that when you are falling in a dream and you hit the bottom you always wake up quickly! That is your astral body snapping back into place.
***The use of drugs can lower your vibrations meaning you will not be able to travel to higher astral planes where the vibrations are higher.
***The reason you will want to travel higher on the astral planes is because you may have to escape an attack by a lower vibrating entity. They can not travel to the higher planes.
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   Magick
The use or even recognition of magick's existence is not a sign of evil. It has no innate connection to darkness, satan, or corruption. Magick is a simple force of nature. It has been with us as long as Earth herself. It can be found in the wild and has been harnessed by humans for countless millennia. Magick simply is.It is an unseen presence-a "feel" of a place or a person. It is a connection-the communication with the elements or nature. It is a touch-the change of outcome or chance.Magick is fueled by belief; by the sheer, unwavering acceptance and knowledge that you can do what you seek to do. When a person wavers in that knowledge, the magick wavers. Magick is like a living thing; both fragile and powerful in one. By denying its existence you waken its reality to you. Reality is a fluid thing that is different for everyone. A person that strongly denies magick, lives in a reality in which they do not see it happen. But, reality is layered-circles within circles. Which means that although a person's individual perception of reality excludes magick, it does not remove it from affecting them. In order to cast or form magick however, you must not only believe in it, but accept it as fact. This can be the hardest step as we are taught to dismiss magick along with childhood faerie tales. The level of our inner doubt acts as a limit to our ability. Many people who work frequently with magick often have a softer, childlike feel to them despite actual, physical age. Children have a natural sense of belief and those who come to accept and understand the power of belief, take on that childlike aura.

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   More Ranting
I was taught my magick (something of which I have always had) and I was born into my Gifts, so perhaps this gives me a different outlook on the world. But, whether or not you realize it to be true,
anyone CAN indeed learn to manipulate energy, including life force. Will everyone have as in-depth skill, knowledge, and control? No. That comes with either natural talent or great learning and practice.the general population who feels that it is "cool" and "trendy" to play with things they know nothing about. They think (much like the children of old who believed the same of cigarettes) that this habit will make them suddenly better than others; cooler than others; and all-around more powerful than others. In reality, they often times simply fumble around and end up with an addiction they never really needed in the first place.
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   Last Night
Last night I went to my friends pool party and found out another one of my friends is kinda pagan. Mixed emotion. I'm not quite sure if I should be happy that someone eles is 1/2 and 1/2 like me, or sad. I'm wicca christian, and that's just me. But I don't know what to believe about the world right now.
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