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Wednesday, September 29, 2004


   September 29th
iwanttosaveu
I Want to Save You
You don't think anyone loves you and you often feel
used or worthless. You don't have go to the
first guy (or girl) you see, you are worth more
then that. Let him (or her) know you beautiful
inside to.


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Awww Miharu is such a pretty name ^_^
'Hayo! Sorry guys, my internet has been down for forever ( a whole week lol) so I've missed a lot of things. Oooh, Demonprincess, awesome about the dances and all your boys ^_^ Cuz that's what we galz do lol I've had a pretty much crap week, until today of course. To make a long story short:

I decided to join art club, because, well, I could use all the expensive supplies for free and because I wanted a place to chill with my friends after school. So I did. It was awesome, until this guy walked in and sat down beside me. It was so weird, because usually I'm not uncomfortable around guys, but, it was completely the opposite.

I mean, he was cute, and I wasn't all over him... it was so weird. So during attendance (lame lol) I found out his name was Luke, and he's a year older than I was. I guess I must have made some sort of expression then though, because one of my friends said really loudly 'Well wasn't that obvious?' I usually don't blush. At all. I know I did though.

It's so weird. So, all through art I kept on thinking about him. Weird, I know. I mean, I was trying to focus on what I was doing, but I ended up focusing on what he was doing (which wasn't THAT great), and then started focusing on him in general. The only thing that bothered me about that was that it was like I was frozen solid. I couldn't do anything about it. And just because I couldn't, I wanted to do it more.

And then Thursday came, and nothing. And then Friday, and I saw him in the hall during second period. All I could think about was how cute he was, and I ended up crashing into this dude I knew. I had french after that, and I was freaking out, because I just couldn't think about conjugation.

Then I had the weekend, Luke-thought free, until someone brang up art, and he vicious cycle started all over again. He was there today too, but he had brung some friends this time. He was all by himself last time, and he was just so quiet, it was heartbreaking. I was happy because he was talking and being happy and all that, but I was still freaking out because it wasn't me that he was talking to.

I know. Psycho. There's just something about him... I'm not quite sure what it is though..

One of his friends, Laura, is in my french class though. And one of my best friends sits beside her. Maybe I'll make her confess to Laura that I like him lol. But that's just so un-me >_< And with the current situation :(

So yah, life rocks, but at the same time, it ABSOLUTELY BITES. I can't figure it out. It's like some sort of secret kryptonite...

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