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Monday, January 3, 2005


January 3rd
"and you gave me the best mixtape I have..."

Blah. This is going to be rather depressing.I'm all about finding faults today lol.

Things that MUST be done:

1) Lose Christmas Fat!! And be able to fit back into my Oh-Em-Gee!-How-Can-Any-Normal-Person-On-The-Planet-Fit-Into-Those-Jeans Jeans TT_TT

2) Actually do the cosmopolitan ass workout, instead of sitting down on the couch playing ps2 or xbox (to help point one)

3) To get my birth mark surgically removed lol. That's been 2 people since I went back to school (I don't even know who they are!), which was like in a span of 6 hours lol, that say I look exactly like Mandy Moore. Duuuuuuuude! I look NOTHING like her T__T She's so pretty!

4) To surround myself with less idiotic friends. My friend Maureen was doing a winter showcase thing where I was on the poster, and she showed my friend, who said "Nice picture of Michelle Branch!" Duuuuuuuuuude! Why does this happen?

5)Try to not look like Michelle Branch. For some reason, some crazy person in the mall ran up to me and asked if I could autograph her shirt... What the HELL is with you people? I think I should like dye my hair blue or something lol

6) Try to get over the fact that I don't have a boyfriend to complain and bitch to. Lol, that's why you dears get to hear me do it lol. I was listening to the mixtape he made me, and I vowed to throw it out.. but I'm having struggles. Maybe sometime later. But he did a version of the song mixtape and all these great songs because he can sing...and that's just totally making me depressed. And I can't even talk to him, or attempt to, because he's in Washington studying to become and Air Force Pilot of all things... and won't be home until atleast May. Well fun fuckity fuck TT_TT Wait... I was supposed to be getting over this...

7) Ask Guiliano out. Oh yeah, that sounds much simpler than it actually is... And that would make me so much happier. Not him being a rebound, but just because I've liked him for such a long time.

8) Stop using the excuse "best friends with benefits". Just because Maureen's in love with this guy who happens to be friends with Guiliano shouldn't mean anything... TT_TT But it just sounds so easy lol

9) Try to stop bitching and complaining... Haha that's just funny... But I'm really gonna try to be happy. New year, New Start!

...speaking of which... start... school. How was everyone's first day? Mine wasn't too bad. It was really entertaining, but I was waiting for this guy Andy to come to the door, and he never came TT_TT (inside joke lol). And we skipped having to do our skit again ^^. I think it's because I'm so charming. Oh yeah, that's what Pat thinks lmao. The loser called me a slut today. Funny, because he asked me out, and I said no... Name calling is no solution to being a jackass...

ANYWAYS! Everyone have a good day, while I work on my *THE HORROR* Homework ^^

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