Wednesday, March 31, 2004

   March 31st
Hey guys ^^ This is gonna be a rather long post. Right now, I'm having a really troubled week. I have a really weird psychological addiction to Ban Mido (get backers) Hiroshi Nakano (gravitation) Switchfoot (sexy voices) and nicotine. The nicotine part's really weird though, because I don't smoke, but a lot of people around me do. So I'm craving their second hand smoke right now. And I have to do this really weird project in art with like rainbow paper (o.o ooooh pretty colours) called scraper board. For those of you who know what it is, IT'S COOL MAN! My scraperboard is FFVIII based, and is looking rather...Patterny ^^; I also went to my bestest buddaie mo-chan's house today, and to replace my nicotine craving, I was lying down on her bed upside down so the blood would rush to my head. I don't know what happened, but everything was like...so much funnier, and I was all giggles when I was upside down ^^ I guess It's one of those natural high things...but any high would be good right about now. I'm just grinding my teeth now, because I can see some people outside smoking >_< Oh well. Back to my project ^^ OOOOOOOOOOH! And guess what!!!!!!! My brother won his hockey championship thinger, so I get to go to a hockey banquet on Saturday ^^ and there's this guy... =^^= hehe, and apparently, he was asking my brother about me ^^;; and my brother was like talking about him, so now I GOT TO FIND HIM AT SCHOOL...hehe if things go well at the banquet, anyways. I'm gonna be formally introduced. The only way i know him (and I know this sounds weird) is by his socks lol, because he has these bright orange hockey socks, and this aqua marine jersey :P Hehe, nice color coordination, huh? But he's like the most bestest hockey player I've ever seen ^^ But...from what I can gather, he needs to go to anger management...because he broke up with the goalie from another team, and at the game I watched, he shot at her like he was gonna kill her. Man, I cringed every time I saw the puck hit her, especially in the helmet... Oh well ^^ You can't always judge a book by it's cover...which I do regularily... Oh well ^^ books are books, and people are...well....people ^^ No DUH @_@ So ya, I wanna meet the guy, because apparently he said some really nice things about me to my brother, and ALEX WONT TELL ME!!!!!!! I even tried poking him with a fork for hours, but he won't tell me NOTHING. Dude, I hate having brothers ^^;;; But atleast he's gonna introduce me....and, apart from the girls on the team, I'm the only other girl this age going to be there...Hehe ^^ So I get undivided attention ^^ YAY! I love attention hehe, 'cuz im PHSYCHO hehe j/k, but I NEED NICOTINE REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW!!!! ...and I can't stop thinking about this guy... I've got like this picture in my mind (which is always a deadly thing to do before you meet someone) but, I dunno, people say i have a thing for cowboys =^^= SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURE then >_< LOSER... but, apparently he's like super blonde, with awesome very very blue eyes, and his name...well...is definately a cowboy name lol ^^ It's Colby =^^= I swear that sounds familiar... But yay ^^ I'm looking for some 'southern hospitality' LOL ^^ Well, I'll tell y'all (hehe, see, IM TRYING) about it later ^^ buh-byes
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