Monday, August 28, 2006

The Love I have for you will never die *Cherry and Deep Blue*

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Staring into the lights of the new town, complete confused on where she had to go, her eyes just stared into the beautiful lights, she arrived here in Tokyo, far away from her home in America. And of course she knew how to speak Japanese, fairly well. Not superb, but it worked. She was still working on it. Trying to find her home in such a town was going to be hard. She thought asking someone would bother them. The young girl wished someone was standing there waiting for her but no one was. Endless hours, endless minutes of trying to find it, but nada, zip, she was wondering for a long time and it was soon getting dark. The sun was setting, she was starting to get scared as anyone else would, but she sighted a park. She could sleep there, or take a break and restart, she didn’t want to get to stressed out and panic over trying to find it. Entering the park, it was a beautiful park, with a fountain everything in it. People where sitting on the benches, holding hands, playing, talking doing whatever they liked to do. She saw a comfortable spot in a corner, under a very pretty tree. Getting closer to the tree she noticed. It was a sakura tree, a cherry blossom tree, in full bloom, was this even the time for such a beautiful tree, no one was under it. That was strange, or was she seeing things, that people didn’t notice such a pretty tree. Sitting down, and catching the petals as they fell, she blew them and giggled a happy blush. A faintish glow caught her eye as she was blowing around the petals, this man was—
‘’Wha…’’
The man, who she caught, was, very beautiful but he was, half done, is that even possible, he seemed so faded, at little parts, like his hands, or his legs, or his stomach, she held her breathe, this was a scary concept could this even really happen. Taking a deep breath, she tried to talk to him maybe he would answer, even thou she knew it was crazy, she had to try. Rummaging threw her things, she found a blanket, and placed it on him with a curious face.
‘’Um…excuse me…are you alright.’’
His snapped open, brightly red, as if he was a demon. She shuffled back also, scared but still wanting to help.
‘’……….Masaya…..’’ is the words that came from his lips.
‘’M-Masaya?..is that your name?.’’ she asked in curiously.
He looked up at her, his red eyes fading, but his eyes seemed so cold, so icy cold it made her shiver, and think if this was right, but she was trying not to doubt herself so much. It wasn’t good to be doing that. He didn’t give an answer right away but at least it wasn’t nothing.
‘’Deep Blue.’’ Such a single word, yet it held no feelings.
‘’Deep Blue..?...’’ she blushed with a chuckle, she didn’t want him to get mad or anything but his name, resembles him so much. She was a shy girl, and she never wanted to offend anybody. Deep blue stared into her eyes, her cheeks turned pink from him just staring at her without saying anything.
‘’U-Umm……yes?.’’
‘’Your Lost.....can’t find your way..?.’’
He was right, he was so right and she didn’t even tell him one thing about herself. So maybe telling him now cause he introduced himself, but she didn’t.
‘’Ooh, im sorry I didn’t…say my name I’m Hazukashii Cherry.’’
‘’Your name….reminds me of kitty.. .’’ a pink cat, that we know.
‘’…you have a cat? Hee hee…could I see her?.’’
‘’………………………….’’ He became silent, she started to feel like she shouldn’t of said anything at all, cause then as he got silent she realized the kitty must have died so she kept quite about that and changed the subject.
‘’You knew about me being…being lost when I never told you….how…?’’
‘’This yours?.’’ He held up her blanket, changing her subject and rubbed her cheek gentlely ,thanking her.
‘’….Thank You Cherry.’’ His eyes then, glint, or sparkled with a little kindness, her cheeks turned blushly pink, she was happy for some reason. She was happy that he was starting to, she doesn’t no get a little kinder?. She looked up into the sky and realized it was dark and she started panic.
‘’Oh Oh no, I-I can’t go home dark…I’ll oh..i---
He put his finger on her lip, hushing her up.
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Part Two
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His finger still rested on her lips, she blinked taking a deep breathe cause she knew he wanted her to calm down. yellowish green sparkles circled around her small frame, the body started to slowly fade away, until finally there was nothing.
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Her eyes slowly opened, as she saw herself laying upon a bed with teddy bears, and nice things everywhere. She sat up, her eyes scanning the room as if its new, it was this as her apartment. Springing up from the bed she ran around her apartment, she just couldn’t believe she made it her, but how, he popped into her mind, he was the only one that could of even done this, like how his body was. Taking a second to think. It didn’t take long for her to notice how was she going to get back. How was she going to get back to the park, everything she ever had was right there. On her bed. But he wasn’t nor was the park it was her apartment now. She removed her shoes and pranced around, until she found the door. Turning the golden ball that led outside, stepping out into the open, the night slowly creeping up upon the sky, as if it was trying to play tag. She wanted to thank him, to meet him again, to talk to him again, even thou it wasn’t a engaging conversation. Her first time being here in japan, and hes the only one who even bothered to talk to her. She couldn’t let that go. Her eyes wondered worriedly around the outside of her apartment. Her hand placed once again on the doors golden knob, she closed the door but didn’t lock it for she wasn’t going to go out to far. Taking a few steps, and walks around, her eyes caught something, and a smile rised on her face. It was the park! The park she had been looking for and it was only, not even that far away, she could just walk. She so unpateinaly wanted to go back to see him but, its to dark, so she opened the door to her aparment and headed back. Heading upstairs back into her room, she unpacked her things, with letters everywhere. And emails too, from home, her parents and friends. But she was too tired to answer them. Standing backwards to the front of the bed, she just flopped down.
Plop!
Crawling up to her pillows. Her apartment had already been set for her by her kind father and mother. Her face planted into the pillows, as she dreamt about everything that happened.
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The tweeting of the birds began, in four days she would have to transfer to a new junior high school (the mews school that they have no name for the newer one they entered in Tokyo mew mew a la mode). Already enrolled and everything, this was a very prestigious school but her parents got her in. today seemed like a very nice day, a great day to go to the park and meet deep blue again. But why wasn’t she afraid? Why was she so, wanting and willing to go back. Cherry can only answer that but not now isn’t the time. Our young girl rubbed her eyes, to seeing the bright light and turned her face, shading It with her hand until she put her face back into the pillow to sleep for a little longer, after about twenty minutes she got up, took a nice shower, and put on some cute clothes, that she had brought from home. Putting a little backpack on with her keys and everything in it. Locking the door behind it, as she touched the warm golden orb, and headed out to the park once again. While she was walking she was up and around, staring at everything, wishing she had a camera this was very fun for her. Coming upon the park, she spotted where she was yestesday and ran over to see If he was still there. He was.
‘’…..Welcome Back.’’ He gave her, looking up at her with his same icy cold look, but, this time they seemed to hold a little spark of kindness in them.
‘’…..u-um..thank you..thank you for sending me home yesterday….’’ Basically all she could say, saying you teleported me from this spot, sounded sorta weird to say although her, herself didn’t know what happened maybe it was magic. How do you address something like that?.
‘’………Masaya…did this to me…’’ snapping her out of her world of thinking, she wondered who he was.
‘’….Um…w-who’s masaya.’’ Asking again, hoping she would get an answer unlike last time.
‘’……….my other self.’’ He said, in not a good tone, a disgusted voice most likely, he knew this was going to sound crazy to her, he didn’t care in time he’d tell her everything.
‘’Your other self?...you mean your brother?....’’ she placed her bottom on the grass, getting really interested in his story, she was happy that he was telling her all this, they barely know each other but it seems like the’ve know each other for a long time.


Part Three
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She stared at him her hands placed on her chin, as she sat, wanting to understand what he meant by all this.
He looked at her, seeing the innocence in her eyes, it made him think ‘’….without him I wouldn’t….they helped me but also betrayed me cause of his pathetic feelings for that cat…I almost had her…until he used the last of his power to kill me…but somehow im here….guess it didn’t work..heh…’’
She got upon her knees putting her hands on his, as they clenched as if he was angry ‘’….i can’t..i can’t understand what happened, its all new to me..but im happy..you told me….im glad..glad that your still here..cause you…’’ her cheeks, turned a blush pink this was the first she’s ever talked to someone like this before, she’s so shy but she managed to get it out.’ You..helped me so much……And I don’t have any other way to repay you.’’
His deep blue eyes, stared at her then down at his recovered body, that healed faster then he thought, his hand slipped from hers, and placed itself upon her chin drawing her closer ‘’…you’ve done enough.’’ With another word finished he combed threw her hair, with his fingers. His eyes seemed to glow a little more with a hint of kindness, but not much, it was like he didn’t want people to know he cared for her cause it would be easy to hurt him. But it showed to her.
Her heart started to pound, as her cheeks grew into a darker shade of pink, what was happening? ‘’……..mm.’’ was all she could say, her mind was so full of questions, and her heart was just breaking into two, being all confused. When he eyes showed that little hint of compassion, it made her heart hurt and her heartbeat faster, she hoped he didn’t hear it.
His hands pulled free of her dark red hair, gazing at her, as she looked so embarrassed, it was miraculous, it would make him chuckle if he knew how. But she looked so cute to him. He was almost happy in a way she didn’t look like, or act like that cat or it would of drove him mad. But luckily she wasn’t one of them. He grabbed her surprisingly and just held her, with his chin on her head.
Her mind was so, in the clouds, she didn’t notice she was grabbed by deep blue, into an embrace, what was this for, her cheeks turned deep red ‘’…..um..i….um..ao-sama?.’’ This was just too insane.
He sad nothing, but just held her, in silence just staring out into the sky, thinking, why did he do that? Did he do it on impact? Did he want to do it? He felt, draw to her, he was starting to, cherish her and its weird, he’s never felt that way before, was it wrong? Would he turn into the blue knight if he wanted to protect someone? Then he thought, no he’s the dark part of masaya, he’s the evil part of masaya that whom he loves, wanted to kill. Wanted to destroy the world he loved in, did that change? Right now, he had no clue, since he was just reborn. Before all he wanted to do, is killing her but now. He didn’t have a indication. His eyes narrowed into a glare, this was unfitting for him to have such feelings, it was unfitting for him to not have any idea what to do next, he needed kishu, no, he never needed them, all he needed them for was to help him devlope and that was all. Whatever happened to him, he couldn’t care less.
Lying there, in his dark blue coat, his hand holding her. Why couldn’t she move?, why didn’t she push him away?, why is she just lying here, being held by deep blue, who she now called ao-sama. To show respect, for what hes done for her, to others it may not seem to be a lot, but to her it meant a lot. As time flew by, her eyes watching the cherry petals, fall, the sky slowly changing color. ‘’….ao-sama…w-what’s this for..i..mean..i..’’
His deep blue eyes that glared turned, back to normal, holding her tighter to his body as she began to stutter to talk to him. ‘’……..its time you should head back, cherry.’’
Before she could ask him another question, his lips pressed on her forehead, pulling back his hands, so she was able to stand up, his head nodded down, so his bangs covered his eyes.
She leaned from him and realized he was right ‘’O..oh um! That’s right..thank you ao-sama.’’ Her cheeks still flushed from the kiss he placed on her forehead, and the hug, everything that happened today was so fast, while she took her walk home, opening her door slowly, she headed upstairs, into her nice little apartment and flopped on her bed. With so much on her mind, her new school was around the corner too, and she was in love with ao-sama. She was going to keep seeing him at the park because her school wasn’t far it was also in a nice walking distance. Her brown eyes, turned to her new uniform that was very cute, that she couldn’t wait to try on tomorrow. ‘’……I just met him…but….ooo..i don’t know.’’ Her arms wrapped around her adorable and small pillow. Her eyes started to slowly close, and thus, cherry was asleep.
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Back AGAIN! and doing soccor!

the first three days of soccor KILLED me, i thought i was going to toss the lunch monkey? XD; if anyone got that, that was from sheen, in jimmy newtron, but yeah i think you get it. it was so intense i thought i was gonna die but.

KOKKOII-MATOKUS NUMBER ONE RULE: NEVER GIVE UP!

so i'm not ^^- i can't XD; i haven't even gotten far, if i don't like it i'll play it to the end not give up now.

Still got the anime club to do! ^^ i love my anime club it may be small but we'll get new people o_o;; because of freshmen, all i no is, they better not annoy me or break the rules XD; cause like, no one else has been trouble, i'll also do that ''pic of the week thing'' also ^^ i love my site.

Oooooo!! my birthday is like!! i can't wait i'll be 17!! woot woot. my b-day is september 22nd.
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Thursday, August 10, 2006

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Wednesday, August 9, 2006

The Water Alchemist

In a dry town, her parents lived, they where a very close family because of her mother being isballen and her father not they where shunned but they didn't care as long as they had each other it didn't matter. there mother lunisa, taught her little daugther water alcemy knowing its against her relgion but it couldn't do much harm anyway since she was an ''outcast'' with amazing results her daughter aced it.both there son and dauther took up more of there mothers side then anything. so they tried for there son, he didn't quit get it so they taught there daugther everything there is about it. everything was perfect, so clean happy and nice. when the lovely couple went to sleep there son dieth crept into there room to go sleep with them but something intrupted that plain so he hid. they where buglars greedy theives what else to say? they killed them infront of dieth and while he sat there with tears and the blood dripping from the bed, he held his ears as soon as they left, he screamed like it was no tommoro he scream so loud he woke up the neibors, he woke up everybody, lilth/lily woke up and went to see what happened and to her dismay saw the look up her brothers face, he tackled her and covered her eyes ''LILY PLEASE DON'T LOOK!.'' covered in blood and tears flowing from his eyes they both cried themselves to sleep until the morning. the police came thank heavens the woke up because the also thought they where dead too, they asked dieth if they could stay with someone, because of crose they werent going to leave them there, he lied and said he knows but really he didn't want his house to be touched or ripped down. dieth is the oldest so he acted as his father did and watched after his sister. he tried as much as he could to make them feel better so he turned the house into a fun house for them but it COULD never fill in the void of there parents.

Another dark day this couple came inside and talked to them about getting papers to be there foster parents, deith deyned and told them thats not true because where taking care of ourselves. they didn't listen. while lily was outside using her water alcemy to water the plants and to play water goddess they got the most greedist idea. since it was a dried up town, they would do anything for water so they made lily make them water to give to the people and sell it for high prices eventally they became rich she was just there money making slave, they shackled her and never let her leave the spot she was in and that was only to go to the bathroom. deith couldn't take it anymore but he was also shackled too so he broke out and he went against them and tried to fight them but they whiped him and kicked him out of the house, he told lily he'd be back and he told her to look at there parents diary. all that time they where filling lilys heads with lies. lily went upstairs to check in her parents room and read the diary it had everything in there and it had nothing to do with them leaving on a jounry for a long time or anything. and something else, they called her down and she just stood there with tears flooded in her eyes because she had just been set free from the cage she was in ''You lied to me! YOU KILLED THEM YOUR THE BUGLARS WHO KILLED THEM, I HATE YOU!! I HOPE YOU FEEL MY YEARS OF PAIN!.'' she screamed and she clapped her hands together in rage, drawing a circle on the floor and the house flooded, she escaped but sat next to her house as the water came out, washing everything away. they where still alive, so they where now scared and ran away. she had no other place to go, since there town was small lots of information could be passed and she heard of the full metal alchemist and the phoislers stone,she grabbed her stuff and headed anyplace but here.

Destonation:
One night while a state alchimist was walking threw the woods protoiling, a girl knocked him out and stole his uniform,badge and all. this was our lily. she knew it was wrong but the town she had crossed she walked only on foot to get any futher she needed money which she didn't have. thankfully this town was also small, and she befriended a nice man at an inn the brown cloak she had on gave him a thought that she was poor so he let her stay if she'd keep her job being a ''state alchemist'' because he was so nice she calls him grandpa and he dosn't mind because he dosn't have any children of his own.

Elric Brothers Come In:
Edo and Aru, came in looking for a place to stay they didn't care central was only a train distance away so they could stay a few days. they came upon the inn where lily was staying. whenever lily goes out if shes not wearing her uniform she wears a dirted up brown cloak that she wore on her first day coming into the town. she went downstairs to clean up and get them something to eat but saw the watch that she had, if edo would of saw it he would of started to talk to her before she could go he did say something to her, he said hi and what part of centrl are you in, she ran upstairs, and like edo was like ''what the hell is her problem+?'' in a bit of dismay the innkeeper told them its alright she is just like that she's been threw alot. but everytime edo tries to talk to her she runs away.

so then aru tried and acully had a better chance at it then edo, everyone knows how edo can be, he scared her but with aru he's kind. she broke down in front of aru while sitting on the ledge of the window. aru was afraid she'd jump but she never would and she climbed back into the room and fell on the bed and passed out from crying so much while aru was in her room. she's found another person to trust, but she had her hoody on. aru flipped up the cloak and saw the color of her eyes and the color of her skin, isballen.
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Tuesday, August 8, 2006

Dude, WTF is this!?

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Otakuite
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oh my gosh! what the fuck is this?is your fucking neck like this you stupid bitch?and what the hell is with naruto's picture,.....she dont like hime....the arms,why did you even bother drawing arms?they looks SO deformed!!!!!YOU STUPID NIMFOE!!!!!!!!!!be bad,be glad,...be sad...I DONT GIVE A FUCK! YALL ARE FUCKING STUPID HORES FOR LIKING THIS!!!!!

This is a copy and paste,
Dude wtf is this!?
Im so teed off because i found this on my friends, friends artwork and she told me. and this is just unexceptable, i reported her please help this evil girl be put to justic!

This is NO longer tolerated.

she's been doing nothing but harraz this girl for NO reason, if you want proof go to her website her name is Sizic-aka-Sakura it's in her latest picture, and its in her other ones.

I don't give a fuck what her life has been, she needs to get a life and stop bashing others for her emo fucking ness its really driving me off the edge, NOTHING in the world could make you do that, and even if it is the worst, don't be a fucking bitch and put it on people who have NOTHING to do with it. if your FUCKING reading this, DIE YOU ***** you have GONE TOO FAR.

She's even thinking about quitting because of this! not even on my life have i seen such rudeness, THIS has to be put to justice, NOW.

If you don't know the real me, brittany is my name and i will NEVER tolerate this on any level! MY FRIENDS ARE MY FAMILY. and even if it wasn't somebody i didn't no i'd do the same, id stick up for them because
BRITTANY is BRITTANY.

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Monday, August 7, 2006

KOKKOII'S back!!

why did the dream have to end? why!

Otakon was so fun i glomped,and hugged everybody i knew in anime i was like ''USAGI!!,KOUGA!!'' and then id run up to them ask them for a picture if i REALLY liked there custum or them, and then asked for a hug, i got THREE cameras full for all three days, awsome huh? i stayed over my friends house that i haven't seen in a long time i was happy.

my boyfriend was a prociaster and waited till the last minute and now his dad hates me XD! guess what! I even got a AUTOGRAPH!! by the voice actor for Winrii (Fullmetal alchimist) and Rio (Spiral) it was neat she was so awsome and nice and i told her about her charater rio so she sighned on my free fullmetal alchimist poster ''Brittany, YAY FOR EVIL!'' Signed Monica Rial. it was awsome.

and there where so many deals and such, it was just awsome.
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Thursday, August 3, 2006

My Piccy Made it to the top!

Its cool i just can't help it.

Just so you guys know, and are reminded i wont be here thru-sun ^^ okies?
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Tuesday, August 1, 2006

Otakon: Anime Convention

on friday,sat and sun im spending the night over my friends house so we can go to otakon together and such!.

i can't wait since i was late getting my yuuki costum (From Vampire Knight) im just going to be a butterfly kitty girl? hee hee. you can do whatever you want. i just hope my wings don't get broken ha ha! hope you guys lay low for a while and don't send like 20o322939293 piccs while im gone ha ha i wanna see them too.

im staying over my friends house on thrusday! ^-^ so like, yey but she has a compy so i'll be able to see things i guess? ^^

well until the times comes bye hee hee! ^^
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Sunday, July 30, 2006

The Devil in my friends shoes.

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This is hard to come off, im getting pissed and ticked at the same time.
please read this this is a long story but stick threw.
we where the best of friends, we kept each other in order, we loved each other, my best friend nick dropped outta school cause she couldn't handle it, it happens,talking to her didn't change her mind, me and her where left to two muskerteers without a thrid, she muniplated EVERYBODY, all of her friends into thinking she abondended us and hated us. i ran back and asked her why over the internet she said it was a lie, i can belive her because shes not a lier. and now it comes back to me that shes tormenting her again. she even tormented my boyfriend and the drama made me go insane (not literly) now this is driving me insane, putting rude things on her artwork, she told her not to do it anymore, so then she ran to all nicks friends and annoyed them, so nick had to leave to save her friends and now im pissed. she made me cry when she told me i was annoying and she wanted to not be my friend anymore, she keeps lying to me, she cried before tooo, she told me shes losing herself but this is way beyond it. I'M GROWING up and this is annoying me. if i took this all, this would be a lifetime movie, a truely CLASS A lifetime movie with all the drama that i don't like. why can't i break away from her? why do i feel like if i do, shes going to put my life threw hell..?
WTF is wrong with her. she made me hate a complety not even bad person, i regret that, shes very good at muiliputing people why did i fall for it? but im friends with her now. this is the shit that made me stand up for myself. do you know what, she BULLIED me in middle school, she triped me, bite me, made me fall down the stairs, annoyed me. and i let that pass so we could be friends, but she said it was because some black people picked on her, and she thought i was the same. yes i am black, when that came up i told her ''well im not fucking like those ones that bullied you am i?.''. i got bullied alot in middle school. this isn't even half of her fucking toture but im not going to say anymore because your probley getting ready to slap me for being her friend in the first place, or so mad you can't even type.

Im sorry, i thought preps where only like this, so many lifetimes movies and i thought i was perpared but it wasn't not for the real thing.

THIS is the cruelty in a human heart.
JELOUSLY UP THE FUCKING ASS.
IM SO TICKED RIGHT NOW.
i just want to end it all
im getting headaches, im getting sick all over again.

END IT ALL PLEASE.
What should i do, i just wanna take a bat to her head or something, shes breaking everyone apart FRIENDS now EMENIEMIES EMINMES now friends. its driving me crazy.

Someone please release me from this demon..
help me god..
please...
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Saturday, July 29, 2006

Requests: Nyah

if you have one give me the pictures and tell me who it is and i'll be glad to draw it.

Uhh, my fill out space!
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Wow! im so bored, sorry.

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