Friday, November 16, 2007

Life

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My grandma is in the hosital, -sighs- See, this is why your not suppose to smoke they say it for a reason....granmda..please stop smoking for us...so today/tonight im going to go to the hospital to check on her with my cousin. Im not sad, im not depressed im just worried, im not going to -COUGHCOUGH- SLIDE into a fucking corner and whine and slit my thorat fuck no. people like you bug me. but anyway. HA HA. its so hot when anime guys smoke, they never get affected by smoking, i never liked it, never in my life.

Also.
We had a debate today on abortion, im like So-So on the whole abortion thing, i was PRO XD when i really should of been AGAINST XD so it was hard when they where hammering us with questions and we couldnt answer them because most of us, where for anyway.

Ive been working on stuff, but i never really got them done, i love aragorn ;D so shes probably going to see something from me when i get a chance.

Its almost the end of the semester. and ive been doing REALLY GOOD!! Hee Hee TIMES. fly by.

Whats my utimilate dream? to create a manga company and be better then tokyo pop ;D im serious TP sucks, not the manga, but they just suck because there just a money grabbing bunch of faggots(No offense to real ones ;D) but anyway they suck. so i want to make my own manga company. ^w^ and become an artist~! ;D
All my friends will so join ;D!

Annnd~
Iru-chan made a good point, everyone draws themself perfected. theres only ONE PERSON. that draws how they really are and thats CERM. her artwork is beautiful, she never draws skinny people, no offense to them but, shes just. awsome. so imma draw a picture ;D the real koii you'll be surpised.

Questions of the day!
1. Please pray for my grandmother, or just wish her good luck it would make me very happy if you do.
2. How has life been for you guys ;D?
3. What's your dream?
4. Do you smoke? If you don't ;D keep not doing it, if you do, please consider what your putting into your body, and at least cut down, please.


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Thursday, November 1, 2007

Where is the Love?

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Is it me or am i just feeling....Unloved? I usally never give a post about comments but i stopped CARING a while back but now i'm only getting 2 and less.
I'm starting to not like it here too its gettign dull and stupid now.... and i'm feeling that i'm faling from a friendship....which is making my leaving here seem NOT so far away.
Did i affend anybody? i probably did. I'm really about to just DROP TO. and move to DA AND SJ.
Its a possiblty.
DX! I FEEL LIKE A WINER but no not really.

Im not saying "OAJFADASUIDFISAIFIA COMMENT AND VOTE." i'm just saying where did the love go? whers the comments and feedback that an artist needs so she knows that people are listening to her.
that's all im really asking.
Can anyone answer KOII'S questions?

!Questions of the DAY!
1. I don't have any really cept for, where's the love?
2. Its been so dry and blah here lately...



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Sunday, October 21, 2007

Koii is BACK. SHOW me some Love Hunny Buns.

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I think.
Everythings sorta calm now.
I couldn't keep myself away from you guys for long.
I love you all to much.
I could never leave.
as much as i wanted to.
why?
Because i love you guys you silly willy donut heads.
Why i was only able to leave for a couple of days,
I could never.
Leave you guys for more then a month
it would.
Break me.

EVERYONES wondering why i left, it's just the same bullshit i deal with, just on the internet, just annoying.

All this time i've been SECRELTLY sitting here. watching you guys.
When i'm gone, i always fastly type "Theotaku.com" without knowing it, when i do work, its like "Theotaku.com..SHIT wrong link." Yes. this is my INSANE. HAPPY. HOME.
The only thing that bugs me, is what PEOPLE DO, not the person themself.

Im getting all mushy on you guys but it's true.
I love you guys i really do -Opens Arms- Who loves me? who loves koii. -Cries and breaks down into tears!-

My new obsession is RAITO. he has already been my obsession but ever sense i heard him tonight, i just wanted to rape that hot insane...-COUGH!-...ERM yeah.
Iru so loves Mello.
My love is RAITO. and NEAR.
Oh yes..i love near. but not as much as my sexy raito.
I'm just saying this, not all FANGIRLSH but just, -Shrugs-
I'm going to rape the internet now, for pictures of him.
BAD KOII YOU AND YOUR DIRTY MOUTH! -BishSLAPPED!- I couldn't help it..raito is such a hot boy. ERM man.

If. you have shit from me, or whatever i'll have it up when i feel like it. don't bother me about it. my LOVES. your GIFTIES will be up SOMEDAY. im so drowned in works i'll have to find some time, be a dear and wait a little longer~
I REALLY need to get better at artwork/Manga ness. i have decided to do Sugar Coated or Hotaru*Firefly FIRST. but after im done. NIGHTMARE(Contest Douji) and Binded. we'll have to see. if my SOUL isn't getting EATEN by college.

BTW IM ENTERING THE. GOCOMI CONTEST! CHECK EET OUT, i just need to WORK On the PAGES NOW! please wish me LUUUUUUCK ;3 And if you wish that i FAIL at life, and don't get published Well HUN. what comes around goes back around sweetie ^o^

OMG. i have totally had a REMAKE in ATTUTUDIE did anyone notice that? HELL YES. i'm like. REVIVED AND REKNEWED.

!Questions of the Day!
1. Have you ever seen Deathnote, Or READ?
2. Who's your favorite Character?
3. Did you miss me? Cause Koii missed you.
4. Raito is fucking sex on a stick...DX!!! -Slapped Again for FILTHY MOUTH- I CAN'T HELP IT! HE IS! HE FUCKING IS...DX

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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

You Know What.

Again for some time.

I dunno when i'll be fully back, i'll check once in a while but not really.
I'm sick of the bullshit.
I need some time, to think about COLLEGE and not all this ENET Drama.
Aragorn You know what i mean.
And You to Sora-chan
Everybody needs a break.
-Sighs-
Send me Something now, or FOREVER hold your peace.

I hope i get a nice welcome back.

See You when i come back
TTFN
Love you all
Kokkoii-Matoku

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Monday, October 15, 2007

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Hey~ It's me. wow.
I rarely say anything about my romance life so here gos!
Theres this boy in my class, his name is chris, and i really like him alot. (I'm not SUPPOSE TO!) I'm so not suppose to because i'm with Ryu! but...
Today i really wanted to give him my phone number. I'M so not really shy. but around someone i like HELL yes DX! i got a new cellie because my old one was stolen, i was thinking so hard i was like "...if i ask him to give me my cellie..would he say no? would he like me? would he hate me." jeezus i was thinking up stuff like it was like a DARE or something. and when he looked at me..my heart was just shot with a love arrow, and i just giggled at him back and turned to do my work.
Oh jeezus..im so confused...
But i guess being with someone for almost two years, your like i need some other eye candy or something i dunnno.
What do you think?

On another note! Gahhh im in danger of failing reading .___. i dunno hwo that is. but imma do lots of EXTRA CREDIT to make it up!

The reasons i've been submitting tablet works, is because im so busy, and. so coloring generally takes a faster time then. Sketching/Inking/Cleaning/Coloring. its just Sketch and color. so. plese check them out. i know they aren't up to my POTEINAL. but i tried DX i'm really overworked over here so cut me a break.

SAKURIE. is back! ^w^ YEAH. i might not enter the contest because, not because of sakurie, i dont give up like that. but, because im realling get loads and loads on me i dont think i can make the deadline.

My friend NarutoBlackmail LEFT TO. i understand her reasons why, TO is not the same anymore, you have all these, FC haters, Pairing haters, people who start fights for nothing, people who flame you, FFAKERS, TWO faced bitches, all this mess. TO was never like this. I dunno. I'm to attached to TO but i might leave someday. Even the most TOUGHEST person can't deal with the same bullshit forever. If i ever do leave.
Check me out on DA.

Life is. L i f e
Life is G o o d

Life is sorta repative right now, but today was sorta different.

!Questions of the day!
1. Any tips for my preducment?
2. I'm so getting that extra credit.
3. How is life for you? stressful? overloaded?
4. How do you feel about TO now?
5. Will you leave one day?

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Thursday, October 11, 2007

Tag Your Fav 3

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Yue
Hosted By theOtaku.com.


Rin
Hosted By theOtaku.com.


Hitomi
Hosted By theOtaku.com.

My fav. 3 From Samsam-Aka-Sam
^-^ squeeeness!

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Monday, October 8, 2007

Moviation

I want to do ART. because art makes me feel alive, if i coudl not do art anymore i would feel dead. the reason why people are so sad these days is because they go for a job that makes MONEY instead o fa job that makes them happy. a girl said shes going to be a chemist because face it you'll be starving artist and you wont make it unless you have luck. THATS WRONG. you can't TRY ONCE. adn then give up.
Im serious people.
Yes being an artist is hard but if you send one pic to a contest or whatever and dont win don't be like "OMG I SUCK!! I'LL NEVER DO ART AGAIN!." YOU GOTTA KEEP TRYING!
NOTHING IS EASY!
YOU GOTTA KEEP ON TRYING ADN THATS WHAT IM GOING TO DO.
KEEP ON TRYING UNTIL I BECOME THE GREASTEST, YOUNG AFRICAN AMERICAN ARIST!
You can to.
If you jsut belive. if you don't beleive how are you gonna pull yourself threw?
BELIVE PEOPLE BELIVE.

COLLEGE IS EATING ME!!
^^
-Chuckles!-
It really is.
IM GOING TO ^^! Create new pages of BINDED TODAY!
^_^!
So if you haven't checked out my new pictures please do so comments make KOII HAPPY!

My friend KIICHIGO-CHAN! JOINED TO!
She came here from DA ;3
So she's no Noob.
Her name is Kiichigo-Chan
^^! CHECK HER OUT!!

Oh yeah, i wanted you guys to no something. important, people have been rioting me about how i say things and what i say.
Heres a little story
Im middle school i was bulllied, and never stuck up for myself. i was quite and i let everything inside. In high school i was still that same person, but i started to let myself be free, I NO longer, NOT say hwo i feel. i'll sugar coat it. i'll make a joke from it, but i say my OP. all the time.
Im not sorry if you can't take it, butafter what i've been threw, i was told to ALWAYS EXPRESS YOUR OPIONS. in a postive way. i don't know, where you get off saying im a flammer you guys are just.
A DISAGREEMENT is not a flame.
You guys make me said, i won't say the name of who said that, but it urked me alot, cause your basically saying to me "Shut up and only give GOODNESS." like always say "OMG YOUR GOOD! OMG YOUR GOOD." Twenty four seven. i give criti, and i give good points~ why do you think i put "Never give up." my SIGGY all the time. its becasue i want to ENGCOURGE you not DISCOURGE you. but whatever, im sad, that you think what i feel and think is flamming. theres nothing i can do about that, i add happy faces, i add good points and bad points. mabye your read it wrong, or mabye your getting offenseive way to easly when someone says
Ah just whatever.
Im not LONGER A QUITE MUTE.
I say what i feel, ^o^= i express my feelings in a postive way.

!Questions of the day!
1. Do you beleive?
2. Money or Dream?
3. Gonna check out my new pages?
4. Gonna check out my new artwork if you didn't? did you like it, if you did!
5. Icecream or Cake!
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Monday, October 1, 2007

New Manga Idea

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Omg, im such a geek.
Please don't steal.
YES. i am. OBSESSED with VAMPYS.
I had to change SATOU from the contest to YUUKI cause it had to be a boy for the contest SO immma redo HIM. So since SATOU'S design was just FLOATING, i just took her, and created a new series from her cause i didn't want to TRASH. her. SO HERE YOU GO.

YES. CHEEZY LOVE STORY BUT I LOVE THEM.


Sugar Coated (One Shot Mabye?)


Shiorima Satou is a professial vampire hunter, with powers.
She runs into a boy named Tsubasa Kazeto(Kaze) who she falls in love with, and who she’s known since the star festival back in winter, and who she always seems to catch him gazing at the sky and watching the stars at night when she ran away one day.
She’s hunting a vampire and every time she gets close he always disappears and she’s never able to catch his face so she’s never able to hunt him down.
Until she gets close with kazeto when he transfers to her school and she realizes he’s the vampire she’s been hunting all along,
now when things are topsy turnery how can she give up being a vampire hunter if the one she loves is one?

!Question of the Day!
1. You already seen SATOU? wanna see KAZE now?
2. Intrested in my CHEEZY love story?
3. SQUEENESSS!
4. Like the name Sugar Coated? You do know what Satou means Right?
5. Do you want to see more Fanart of them?

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Friday, September 28, 2007

I want to give EVERYONE. WHO BELIVED IN ME. And if you had a PROBLEM. came to me. LIKE an adult and SORTED IT OUT.
CASOGOTH is good.
NEKO.LOVER is goood
I HAVE no idea about skeet.
And.
I dunno about Sailorusagiwhatever.
BUT THANK YOU.
Without the SUPPORT of my friends i wouldn't of been BRAVE enough, NAH. id still do it, but YOU GUYS. helped me out. and stood up for me.
And for the people who disagreed I RESPECT you.
SINCERLY
for not.
FLAMMING me.
Based on MY OP.
Thank you.
It makes KOII Happy that there's people who understand on this site.
And thank you for PULLING me to the side, to tell me whats up. Thank you CASOGOTH, AND NEKO.LOVER.
I really. do APPERATE IT.
AND PEOPLE who APGOLIZED on MYBEHALF. thank you. but do however read stuff fluffy ( I was only saying that when you ref/copy/trace. please. please either ASK if its a FANART. and get PERMISSION FIRST. and if it's not PLEASE SAY YOU DID.
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On brighter NOTES.
^0^
koii is HAVING A GOOD DAY.
DUDE.
IT WAS SO COOL MAN~!
THERE WAS THIS PROGRAM AT ESSEX!
To learn ILTIAN!
I learned some. but QUICKLY forgot it all .___.; Damn.
BUT DUDE. MY FIRST OPERA! THIS LADY. SUNG.
SO.
ASOME.
i was like "WOOT OH YEAH! YOU GO GIRL!." I was so happy.
God i loved her and her awsome voice at the END.
SHE LET OUT THIS AWSOME AS SCREAM. and it moved me to TEARS. and when she was like 2 seconds away from being done.
I STOOD UP, AND CLAPPED AND SCREAMED MY HEAD OFF UNTIL IT HURT.
MY GOD. THAT WAS AWSOME.
I HEAR them on the RAIDO but when you SIT there and LISTEN to it. its just.
BEAUTIFUl.

Also! I joined A CONTEST! ^-^ Hee Hee.

!Questions of the Day!
1. Have you ever been to a live opera?
2. Understand me now?
3. Do you know any other langues besides English?
4. HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY!!


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Thursday, September 27, 2007

REF. COPY. TRACE

School is good.
But theres something i gotta DX say.
Knowing me, being the BIG MOUTH that i am.
Yeah im going to say it.

People on this site really need to now the dif between.
REF.
COPY.
TRACE.

Someone be a smart ass ;3 and tell me what they mean?
I'll give you COOKIE? no i'll give you CHIBI? But yeah really, i'll give you a cookie.

LOOOK.
Here is a list of people that are FAMOUS for CHEATING ON ARTWORKS.
Im not AFRAID TO SAY TO IT.
Skeet1145
^ Copies SCREENSHOTS.
Usagisailormoon39933993 Something
^Copies Screenshots, and Manga panels.

Caosgoth
^ COPIES, other peoples ARTWORK.

Neko.Lover and the whole (REFERENCE CLUB, But mosly her)
^ Copies ARTWORKS and thinks its REFERCING when it's NOT.
I dont care, GET THEM. have them flood here. im not trying to start some fight. im just saying how im feelling cause im sick and tired of people FAVING these guys and they just. STEAL ARTWORK.
I know for a fact.
If i went to CAOSGOTH'S comment box and was like "this is awsome but you copied that." i would get flammed up the wazu. by her LACKIES.
>_> How retarted?
She only gave ONE LINK. but.
Dude. are you guys BLIND?
She steals ARTWORK from other people and doesn't give credit. that one picture of the AKATSUKI, she drew was BOLD OUT, COPIED.
I really, don't care for brats, ok? if any of you flood my page and get your cronies on me, im going to report you. and delete you, and ONLY show how immature you really are when you don't BELIEVE in the truth.
Seriosusly. BROWSE AROUND ON THE INTERNET. YOU'LL SEE. that they all COPY not REFERENCE. COPY.
Refering is complety different.
hannah IS THE ONLY ONE WHO REFERED RIGHT.
THERE are PROBLEY OTHERS, but i can't think of them right now. so don't think DX you dont reference good too.
http://fanart.theotaku.com/artist.php?id=509230
WHICH IS WHY I LOVE HER.
Go to her pictures. SHE KNOWS HOW TO REFERENCE cause shes not an IDIOT who traces.

I DON'T like it. YEAH. ok. if you have GOOD COLORING TALENTS, why are you using it only on screenshots? do you know how mnay poeple BEGGED him to do an ORNGIAL WORK? and he's never answered? im ONE of those people and i asked him like 8 times to do an ORINGAL WORK. he doesn't. he doesn't even ANSWER people.
Usagisailormoon3993939 whatever number she is, she anwswers you back but she doesn't do ORINGAL POSES EITHER.
I love CAOSGOTHS' coloring, i loved for a time, until i relized, that she copies other people artswork.
AND don't even get me STARTED on the "Reference Club" WTF? What a waste of time.
This is my OP. if you don't like PM me. but don't flame me, cause i'll just report you. DISCUSS with me, like an ADULT. why you dont belive this, and i'll show you proof.

AT first. AIIRO-CHAN told me about SKEET but i was like thinking HE WAS ONLY DOING IT FOR PRATICE. LIKE ABOUT 2 TIMES. but not HIS WHOLE INVENTORY. me and aiiro, and Aragorn FOUGHT about it. But in the end.
AIIRO-chan was right. HE JUST COPIES. SCREENSHOTS PEOPLE. DUDE.

And. When i posted to one of neko.lovers pictures saying "This is cute but its copied." she deleted it and FLAMMED me. WTF DX.
you dont NEED to flame me. just say. ALRIGHT. deal with it. AND STOP. not DENY it and then FLAME.

People on this site is INSANE.
Yet. again. this is MY OP. if you don't beleive fine. but give me a reason. not because "THERE TO GREAT TO COPY." No there not..i can tell you 78 flaws in everything they do..Not to be rude but. there not GOD. You know who is GOD? that does her own works? ELVESATEMYRAMEN. and PSY. and. SORA-HANAKI, AND IGICHAN, AND ARAGORN..DX omg..this list will go on forever.
I hope you get my point in what im trying to say.
I want all people who beleive me stand together and help to get this stopped.

*On the case of Forever Gone*
Forgone REFERENCES and SHE SAYS SO. if you asked her if she REFERENCES. she'll say yes.

!Questions of the day!
1. You gonna look more into this?
2. How do you feel you about this?

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