Friday, June 15, 2007

IVE BEEN STUDING. Yerstday i was like ''GAWD MATH. why do i have to study this in college.'' remeber im studying for my PLACEMENT TEST for the junoir college i wanna go to. IM TRYING MY HARDEST. becase if i get a class like this:

077 or
066

Those are REMIDAL classes, AND you dont GET A FUCKING CREDIT FOR IT. MY DREAM WOULD BE HELD BACK i NEED TO HIT 101! but MATH IS MY WEAKPOINT so guess what. i asked my mom my for help heres how it went:

Me: -Knocks- ^-^! Um mom could you help me with fractions i really need to learn how to do them.

Mom: WHAT! didnt they teaach you that in SCHOOL?

me: .........yeah..but..im bad at math and i forgot it all..its the summer.

Mom: Leave me alone..WHAT DO YOU NEED HELP WITH? CANT YOU DO FRACTIONS?

Me: ......-walks up and takes book away- NEVERMIND man.NEVERMIND...-walks off-

me: -as walking off- dude..that was fcking rude..all i wanan no is how to do fractions i cant get into a remail class..

i sat there on my bed and started to cry. its so HARD. come on now..you cant even help your daughter with fuckign fractions BECAUSE YOUR STUPID BOYFRIEND THERE. THIS IS MY LIFE. I HAD TO TAKE MATH AGAIN IN SUMMER SCHOOL I FIALED. AND YOU CANT EVEN FUCKING REMEBE THAT. I SUCK AT MATH. and you cant even fucking HELP YOUR DAUGHTER FOR FUCKING 12 MINS TO HELP ME. INSTEAD OF SCREAMING AT ME. AGAIN! for nothing.

i really started to cry.

i cant do fractions.

AND HALF OF THE TEST. cause im retaking it, IS FRACTIONS.

it DOSN'T MATTER How old you are. IF YO CANT do something you cant do something and you need HELP. some people are in there 26's and dont no how to do math.

i need so help with fractions..

im tearing up as i type this, even thou it happened last night.

DREAM: MY DREAM, IS TO BECOME A AWSOME ARTIST WITH MY NAME UP IN LIGHTS >w
GOODNEWS thou.
i going to the movies to see fantaisc four rise of the silver sufer, with my hubby ryuji(john) so thats ok...

and.

my mom is thinking of sending me to a teenage summer camp which is awsome..i just have to make sure its not the DAY OF OTAKON. cause EMPTYHEAD, and FOREVER GONE will be there, along with my friends and i want to see MEL-CHAN agian ;d AND i wanna see gogo-chan

!Questions of the day!
1. whats your weak subject?
2. What should i do?
3. Fractions/Math sucks >w 4. I love you all, NOTHING CAN KEEP ME DOWN ;D!
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

INFECTION!

are you a memeber on theotaku.com, particularly an artist? if so, PLEASE read the following.

Most fanart on the featured fanart list on theotaku.com consists entirely of:
A.) Naruto Fanart
or B.) artists that are already popular and are often featured.

although these works of art deserve to be credited, it has been brought to my attention honest artists seeking the opinion of their peers has been denied this right. Most people don't take enought time to veiw less popular pictures because the featured list is what captures the most attention. I say, let's add variety to this "featured fanart list" and allow other, less popular otakus to be critiqued, and noticed.

I propose a featured list for EACH CATEGORY instead of the most popular on the ENTIRE site. This way more people will have a chance to be on the featured fanart list/s, and members can veiw the best pictures for their favorite animes and mangas.

I also propose that another list is added to the site where art that has NOT recieved votes can be shown, and otakus will have an easy accessible way to provide the artist on how to improve, or simply just to be allowed a few veiws.

The otaku needs better oppertunities for those who struggle, but want to improve and be noticed. We want variety and equality, and not to be outshone by those with "more talent"

it's time that we speak up, because our art should be shown where we feel most credited for our efforts. it's OUR otaku, so let's make it ours!

If you agree with ANY of the following, please sign this pettition, and fight for your right!!!


http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/fanart

Please!! this must stop!

!Questions!
1. Do you belive this will work?
2. How do you feel about it?
3. Dosn't it bother you?
4. Koii loves you!! ^-^! no matter what you do!
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Sunday, June 10, 2007

Clamp is coming out with a NEW MANGA CALLED KOBOTO(Kari)! i dunno if i spelled it right but thats what it called!!

I read SOME STUFF ABOUT IT, and there was PREVIEW OF THE MANGA, I REALLY WANNA GET IT ITS SO CUTE!

BUT THATS NOT THE UBER FANSITISC NEWS! GUESS WHAT ELSE!!

KOBOTO!! IS ALSO LIKE HOTARU*FIREFLY! ^-^ so when it comes out, and Hotaru comes out XD don't say they ALIKE. THEY CAME OUT the same time!! Clamp is still int he WORKS of there new manga! AND I AM TOO! n.n so where both the same!

^-^!! PRETTY NEAT HUH.

its about a girl named koboto, and she has to fill a jar with everyones hates and pains, and angers and when she fills the jar, her wish will be granted and its a trip to a place she wants to go!

Reminds you of HOTARU*Firefly RIGHT? -Giggles!- if you dont no about my BRILLANT, MANGA COMING OUT SOON CALLED HOTARU*FIREFLY. see the PROMO pic and it will tell you more about it!

THANK YOU!

!Questions of the day!
1. Do you wanna check out koboto too?
2. Do you think you'll like them both Equally!
3. No calling me a theif of the story! right? where both in the works of our manga you beleve me right!
4. You no what Hotaru*Firefly is right?
5. Guess what, Misha! my charater for my KH story has her story coming out soon too look out for it cause its called: Kingdom Hearts: Senzai No Reigen (Garden of Heartless!) ARE YOU EXCITED?!
6. GIVE ME SOME LOVE! ^-^!

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Saturday, June 9, 2007

UPDATE! Whats going on in my life!

So i've gradauted high school IM HELLA HAPPY ABOUT THAT!

WELP.

Im sad that my daddy moved back to virigina..cause he couldnt take it here. and i dont blame him. the first time he moved here his car got JACKED! he likes it back in virigina and i guess its better, he was getting homesick. i just wished he was here cause i could see him EVERYDAY! and it made me really happy. and i was very grateful that he could take me places, and pick me up from places and all that good stuff.

UNLIKE MY MOTHER. who has a new intrest her boyfriend. so i can't ask her shit no more.

she wont take me, shes so busy screwing him -_- i hate when parents do that.

IN A MONTH! im getting my LABTOP BACK HALLUEIA! -angels sing- AND THEN, WHEN THAT HAPPENS! MY SUPRISE AND NEW ART WILL BE UP! I HAVE A SURPISE FOR ALL OF YOU AND I KNOW YOU'LL LIKE IT! n.n

neway!

On monday, THIS monday! im going to STUDY! so i can retake my ENTRENCE EXAM INTO THE JUNOIR COLLEGE I WANNA GO TOO! n.n wish me luck heres my scores from last time.

71-80 English ;D BOOYAH
60-80 Reading OH YEAH XD!
31-80 DAMMMMNNN!! SOOON. DX! gawd i suck at math

I need to hit the 80's so i can reach 101! but thats good! ^-^ for my first time.

!QUESTIONS! of the DAY!
1. Miss me?
2. What would you do about the moving?
3. Good job or Bad job, or WHO CARES XD STOP GLOATING
4. Can i get a wish of good luck?



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Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Yesterday i was so happy in the morning i had to get up at 8 and be ready for REHERSHAL. i got there it was done we had to do it a couple of times before we got it, it was pretty annoying but i was like i dont really care XD i just wanna gradate.

so then we got in the car and i asked my mom ''YEY!! ^0^ IM SO HAPPY TONIGHTS MY GRUDATION CAN I GO TO BARNES AND NOBEL!.'' So i can cash in my gift card cause YOU KNOW. A GRAUDATION present. she fucking screamed at me''NO, YOU FUCKING HEAR ME NO,I HAVE FUCKING SHIT TO DO AND ALL YOU FUCKING CARE ABOUT IS FUCKING BOOKS! FUCK NO. BITCH CAN'T BELIVE YOU ASKED THAT!'' so i lashed back and screamed back at her and i told her you didnt have to scream at me blah blah blah. she slapped me. and then said she wasn't goign to take me no-where, she said that she was going to take me to get ready, i said ''WELL YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO SCREAM AT ME IM NOT A PEACE OF TRASH! IM NOT 5 YEARS OLD IM 17! ALL YOU COULD OF SAID TO AVIOD ALL THIS IS.'' nicely ''Sorry brittany we can't go because we have stuff to do.'' Not lash out at me like a fucking maniac! im so sick of her shit. ever since she started dating that idiot she barely has EDIABLE food int he house, she comes home with an attudate ALWAYS ON THE PHONE, and has sex WHILE, me and my COUSIN are in there. and where like ''.....wtf..is wrong with her.''

the whole ride with her was TENSE, I THEN i got home sat on my bed and cried because MY GRUDATION WAS RUINED! BECAUSE MY MOM COULDN'T BE FUCKING NICE! SHES BEEN ACTING WITH A STICK UPSIDE HER ASS FOR THE TIME SHES BEEN DATING HIM! i said that too, and she slapped me >_> oh well she shoudln't be ACTING like that.! i called my dad and asked him if he could take me shoe shopping and ect. and take me to gruadation he said yes about the grudation thing but he wanted to no why to the other stuff. so i broke down in tears and told him the story. my dad asked for me to give him to her, the phone and she IGNORED ME. so i was like dad call her. so he called her, and she started talking to him. SHE WAS ONLY TELLING MY SIDE NOT FUCKING HERS! ITS NOT ALWAYS MY FUCKING FAULT~! and i was screaming that threw the door i was like ''TELL HIM YOUR STORY HOW YOU FUCKING LASHED OUT AT ME FOR NO FUCKING REASON! TELL HIM THAT! TELL HIM YOUR STORY!.'' i hate it when parents think there always right and when they make a mistkae they DON'T want to admit it. EXPELLY if its from a child, kid, or teen. so she gave me the phone, shoving it in my hands and i cried again telling him what happened and he was like ''...i understand..you have a right to defend yourself....but...this is your GRUADATION you have to SUCK IT UP, brittany come on suck it up and be an adult and apolgize or else your not going....'' i was happy SOMEONE was on my fucking side ''...ok..'' he said alot of encouring words to me then the only thing he didnt like was when i said she had a stick up her ass. ''you can apoglize..i dont what it is but apoglize itall be stupid if you dont and miss your gradaution because of it.'' ''...that is stupid..im not missing my grudation..'' i cried some more, and then said i loved him and hung up and i told him i was going to say i was sorry, i sat on my bed for like 30 mins, she went into the kitchen i wiped my eyes and went in there and apoglized ''NOT ON WHAT I SAID today.'' on the stick up your ass thing.'' i also told my dad it wasn't right for me to say that but it was fucking true.

she said ok
i cried myself to sleep for an hour.
we went back out, and everything was midly normal
WE WHERE RUSHING! and i was getting my hair done by my mom and stuff. and then it was like 5:30 i had to be there by 6. CAUSE SHE SCARED ME XD the princple was like if your not there by six and we start, your not getting your diolpma so when i was ready in my white cap in gown VERY PRETTY BY THE WAY! ^0^ and left in my dads car. i started crying agian because we got LOST. and it was like 5:55 and then it hit 6:00 and i just started crying thinking they where already walking and on stage and stuff and i wouldn't grudatie! that night. we got th ere 6:20 and i learned that if i had been 5 mins more late XD; i was done for, i was happy my dad cheered me up on the ride i was losing it.

MY HAPPY DAY CAME. I WAS SO NEVEOUS, WE STARTED WALKING! UP THE STAIRS! YIDDA YIDDA YIDDA XD! -Giggles!-

and then i walked up there, and got my diploma i was so happy, well then it wasn't the DIPOLIMA ITSELF it was a black book to put your dipolma! after it was all done i was also in concert choir so we ran up and sung. i hugged my friend! allison! i wish nick could of came but he v.v had to move. so..urgh.

AND THERE WE HAD IT. after we left from the adutiorm we stood there and got our real dipolmas and report cards. i was walking trying to find my friends and family and boyfriend :D and i saw my uncle ronnie nad then he lead me to my family after sitting there, we coudlnt find jon, we called him and he found us. and i was HUNGRY AS A MUG XD so i was like ''daddy can we eat :D THIS GRUDATE IS HUNGRY!.'' and he was like sure. and i hugged everybody goodbye i got PRESENTS TOOO!!! so happy. and then i waved back giving a pose after taking pictures and stuff ''HA :D YOUR LOOKING AT A FUTURE WALKING ARTIST, WATCH MY NAMES UP IN LIGHTS AS THE GREASTEST ARTISTS IN THE WORLD, WHEN I DO HIT ME UP!.'' ''YEAH! GREATEST ARTIST WALKING!!!!!!.'' and they laguhed at me and i smiled and laughed back.

and it was done.

;D we went to eat after that at golden coorel. we took my boyfriend home, and then me and my dad talked in the car for a while. i went home. TIRED and went to sleep.!


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Monday, June 4, 2007

GRADUTAION IS TOMMOROO~!!!!!

ZOMG...ZOMG~~!

I have to be there at 9:00 to rehurse then at 7:00 ITS THE REAL DEAL~!

ZOMG..IM GRUDATING~!!

My friends having an after grudation party, ZOMG.

i can't belive this is happening!!

KOII IS GRUADATION IM ALMOST THERE! IM GOING TO REACH FOR MY DREAMS~!

i can't think of what would happen if i couldnt draw anymore, or do my art.

!Questions of the day!
1. Happy for me?
2. Congrats~!
3. How is it going for you underclassmen~!
4. summer start yet?
5. I LOVE YOU ALL!!! YOU LOVE ME TOO!?


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Friday, June 1, 2007

I don't hate ANY OF YOU GUYS, i just want you guys to get along and call it TRUSE and go on with your lives.

AH!! FOUR MORE DAYS TIL MY GRUDATION!! JUNE 5TH Will anyone make me GRUDATION PICTURES? ^0^;

XDDDD Still grounded from the compy, but i can sneak on my moms instead of going to the LIBARY everyday.

I HAVE GOTTEN very good, at sidewides faces, like tamao-chan, and my coloring is OK. i still hate crayola XD and i want to make it work, it did sometimes, but i have to figure out how to work it again.

ALSO SHRINE-MAIDEN MADE A NEW ACCOUNT, She took RABIT STARFALL's name. it is a cute name but o_o; i wouldnt take a ROUNOWNED theifs name, but W/E ^^ add her Rabbit Starfall!

Uh, >w< MUST PASS LEARNERS. SO-CHAN HOW DID YOU DO IT TT^TT

SO-CHAN I HAVE YOUR LETTER TOO! I NEED YOUR NEW ADDRESS TO MAIL IT TO YA!! n.n

I LOVE YOU ALL
KOII IS OVER AND OUT.

!QUESTIONS OF THE DAY!
1. Arn't i cute? ^0^
2. HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY!
3. Cherries, or Grapes
4. Wanna know the suprise!?
5. Anyone wanna see how much i improved? ^0^
6. God does not like ugly.

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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

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I come back, to find out, you fucking guys are FIGHTING FUCKING AGAIN!

Leave each other the fuck ALONE.
YOU GUYS CAN HATE EACH OTHER ALL YOU FUCKING WANT JUST STOP POSTING AROUND, AND COMMENTING RUDE SHIT ON PEOPLES SHIT.

LEAVE HER THE FUCK ALONE
IM FUCKING TIRED OF THIS RUNNING BACK AND FORTH SHIT.

YOU WANNA SEE KOII FUCKING PISSED TRY ME.
SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE EACH OTHER ALONE.

FOREVER GONE AN'T DO SHIT TO YOU GUYS AND YOU WANNA HARRASE HER, THE FUCK AGAIN.

SO THE FUCK WHAT. SHE REFRENCES, SHUT UP SHE SAYS ''REFRENCE USED.'' OR ARE YOU GUYS TO FILLED WITH JELOUSLY AND ANGER TO GET PAST, OR EVEN READ WHAT SHE PUTS UP.

GROW THE FUCK UP IM SICK OF THIS SHIT.
THIS IS THE REASON I HATE THEOTAKU
WITH BULL ASS SHIT LIKE THIS.
YOU WANNA SEE A BAD PERSON?
YOU WANNA MESS WITH ME.

WATCH WHEN I COME BACK
You'll all fucking regret it.

IM FUCKING TIRED OF THIS SHIT.
I LOVE GOGO-CHAN TO DEATH, I LOVE MILKSHAKESS TO DEATH, I LOVE CHERRI-CHAN TO DEATH BUT YOUR DRIVING ME FUCKING NUTS.

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-Cries and breaks into a huge fucking laughter- XDD;;;
..............
Im done...that's a let off......That just really need to be sad...-__- it was driving me crazy, but let it out, then have it build in and cuss at someone who didn't do shit, XD i dont do that, so. im letting it all out now.
but really.
I love you guys TT^TT just stop the fucking madness.

OOH~! OK, I'LL DRAW ALL YOU GUYS A PIC! ^0^ COME ON NOW, MILKSHAKESS, CHERRI-CHAN, GOGO-CHAN A PICTURE FROM KOII! -Nods in agreement- we all want that right?


can't we all just get along? XD
thats so overused but..damn XDDDDD try

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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

I was a black cinderlla and i felt so happy!!! ^-^! people where like''your dress is so pretty, you look like cinderlla'' i was so very happy!! i looked really nice, and ELEGANT. very nice.

^-^ If i get my pictures back, and my compter back i'll put up some pictures!!!

the ball was very nice too, everyone looked very nice, and not TRASHY. ya no what i mean by trashy, no one looked whoreish, thats not what a ball/prom is suppose to be like EXCEPLLY A SENOIR PROM. i was happy when everyone was wearing very nice outfits.

Man XD I had FUN! ^-^! i was dancing with my friends and boyfriend, and ZOMG ALISON CAME TOO!! and i danced with her!! ^-^

when i was dancing with muh hubby, i felt like i was dancing on air...so niceeeeee!

the afterparty was ok. but L-A-M-E XD BECAUSE LIKE. they gave us BREAKFEST food. and there was ONE line for ALL THE FUN. and it TOOK to long so i was like forget it. the longest ive ever stayed out. 2:54!!!!

-giggles- GRADATION IS JUNE 5!!

My awards cemeony IS TOMMORO!! ZOMG I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT AWARDS I GOT!! im so happy.

and then on..lets see FRI. its the FAREWELL ASSEMBLY!

i turned in pictures for the senoir slideshow! so the'll be pictures of me up there! hee hee!

I LOVE YOU ALL!!! NEVER, GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS! REACH FOR THE STARS AND NEVER LET ANYONE GET YOU DOWN.

WHY?

BECAUSE THATS BRITTANY'S NUMBER ONE RULE!

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I ALSO HAVE A SUPRISE FOR YOU GUYS! ^0^ but it wont be UNLEASHED until i get back.

!Question of the day!
1. Whats your dream?
2. What makes you angry?
3. Whats so not a cool quiltay to have in a person?
4. RANDOMNESS! APPLE JUICE OR GRAPE JUICE!
5. AHHHRGH! WHATS THE SECRET!!!

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Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Graduation

<20

Days

Till

Graduation

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WOOT!! MY CHAPTER CLOSES ON MY HIGH SCHOOL LIFE AND BEGINS A NEW CHAPTER!!

^-^

as you all know im a senoir yes, my spelling is horrible so the fuck what XD just because you can spell dosn't make you smart. NEWAY.

TELL ME, HOW is things going on theotaku? how are you doing? anything good? anything bad? v.v;

YUSH IM STILL GROUNDED.

Senoir prom is on FRIDAY! ah! IM GOING TO LOOK SO PRETTY >w< IM GOING TO LOOK LIKE CINDERALLA! hee hee

My dress is white with sliver sparklers, i got sliver shoes, and a silver PURSE! n.n

This summer i'm going to get a job! so XD. i wont be on TO spending my, 5 hours away. Nah i dont spend my whole life on to. i just give five hours to it. if you do, then you do. who cares XD it's your life. spend it how you want.

!Questions of the DAY!
1. Are you graduation soon?

2. Ya scare? happy, don't care?

3. NOOOOO KOII IS GOING TO COLLEGE XD SHE WONT HAVE TIME ON TO NO MORE!

4. Apples or Bannas?


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