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myOtaku.com: Kokkoii-Matoku


Tuesday, March 13, 2007


Yesterday, i was walking with my friend kendall, this guy, who i hate with a passion and who HIT on me when by BF had JUST fucking left. threw i rock and it hit me on the head.

You wanna see a mad tiger?

I was, i lost it. i screamed at him, and cussed and fussed, and kendall held me back. i was pissed. thats some fucking disrespect right there!

FUCKING HITTING SOMEONE ON THE HEAD WITH A ROCK.

I dont CARE, IF IT WAS A PEBBLE, I DONT CARE IF IT WAS TINY! its the CAUSE OF THE MATTER.

I was so pissed. i seriously lost it, and he would NOT let me go. i kept telling him to let me go, he didn't.

i was dragging him, all the way to the libary, and HE still didnt let me go.

but i new, if i had been let go.

i would of been a mad lion on a rabbit. i'm sorry but. all my friends like, corned him and talked to him while i was like WILD, and my face red as fuck. and he APOGOLIZED. i did not ACCEPT IT. what so ever.

see.

you know, how. if your shy, and your bullied and all this messed up shit happenes to you. it turns into a LITTLE ANGER BALL. and hides inisde you.? alot of bad bad shit happened to me when i was little. i was abused, almost raped, molested, bullied....

when i FINALLY stuck up for myself. my anger was relesed. it was so suttle. until one day when my mother was, >_>: doing something in the other room i sat there in a ball on my bed, PISSED OFF. and i blared my T.V and MUSIC. i could still hear it. i took my BOKKEN'S (Wooden Swords) and slammed them into a plastic dresure, and comelty KILLED IT. i laughed. like it was fun. but afterwods, coming to find out. she had been screwing a COP.

so i layed in my bed that whole night crying, overhearing what my mom was saying to the bitch and i called my boyfriend saying she was going to throw me into a physicic ward. i cried myself to sleep that night. and woke up and nothing happened.

so thats sort of how my anger is here today. i can't help it.

I mean. i can CONTROL IT. so don't be scared.

i would cry, serisouly i would. if my friends got afriad of me, i mean you guys.

dont be afriad of me, dont be afraid to tell me anything. my LOYALTY lies, with my friends.

If you told me you where being bullied on TO. id kill them.

If your a real friend of mine, and you where being bullied ID HURT THEM.

It's my loyalty.

I hope letting this out, it was hard for me too..i hope you guys dont think im a freak....

Koii-Sempai is still Koii-Sempai...

Im still the nice girl, and awsomest, and cutie black chickie,, and sweet as all fuck.

But i have the side of a vicious beast.

I dont like Conversty EITHER. id rather make PEACE then fight, COME ON NOW, i HATE war. but,

That was so hard...to come off my chest....you guys..think im always sweet...i AM. but..yes...koii is just koii..

and today, he had the ODESTIY! to say SORRY' to my FRIEND!, but NOT me.

Lets get another thing stright too. IF you think, you can piss me off and LAUGH. think again. IF you TOY with me I WILL HURT you. do not mess with me, cause you don't know me.

You wanna know the most hurtful thing? someone not being your friend cause they think...you have to bad of anger problems...

!Question!
1.Have you ever hurt someone? why?

2. How much is your loyalty to your friends?

3. ....How do you feel about me now?...
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