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Wednesday, June 6, 2007



Yesterday i was so happy in the morning i had to get up at 8 and be ready for REHERSHAL. i got there it was done we had to do it a couple of times before we got it, it was pretty annoying but i was like i dont really care XD i just wanna gradate.

so then we got in the car and i asked my mom ''YEY!! ^0^ IM SO HAPPY TONIGHTS MY GRUDATION CAN I GO TO BARNES AND NOBEL!.'' So i can cash in my gift card cause YOU KNOW. A GRAUDATION present. she fucking screamed at me''NO, YOU FUCKING HEAR ME NO,I HAVE FUCKING SHIT TO DO AND ALL YOU FUCKING CARE ABOUT IS FUCKING BOOKS! FUCK NO. BITCH CAN'T BELIVE YOU ASKED THAT!'' so i lashed back and screamed back at her and i told her you didnt have to scream at me blah blah blah. she slapped me. and then said she wasn't goign to take me no-where, she said that she was going to take me to get ready, i said ''WELL YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO SCREAM AT ME IM NOT A PEACE OF TRASH! IM NOT 5 YEARS OLD IM 17! ALL YOU COULD OF SAID TO AVIOD ALL THIS IS.'' nicely ''Sorry brittany we can't go because we have stuff to do.'' Not lash out at me like a fucking maniac! im so sick of her shit. ever since she started dating that idiot she barely has EDIABLE food int he house, she comes home with an attudate ALWAYS ON THE PHONE, and has sex WHILE, me and my COUSIN are in there. and where like ''.....wtf..is wrong with her.''

the whole ride with her was TENSE, I THEN i got home sat on my bed and cried because MY GRUDATION WAS RUINED! BECAUSE MY MOM COULDN'T BE FUCKING NICE! SHES BEEN ACTING WITH A STICK UPSIDE HER ASS FOR THE TIME SHES BEEN DATING HIM! i said that too, and she slapped me >_> oh well she shoudln't be ACTING like that.! i called my dad and asked him if he could take me shoe shopping and ect. and take me to gruadation he said yes about the grudation thing but he wanted to no why to the other stuff. so i broke down in tears and told him the story. my dad asked for me to give him to her, the phone and she IGNORED ME. so i was like dad call her. so he called her, and she started talking to him. SHE WAS ONLY TELLING MY SIDE NOT FUCKING HERS! ITS NOT ALWAYS MY FUCKING FAULT~! and i was screaming that threw the door i was like ''TELL HIM YOUR STORY HOW YOU FUCKING LASHED OUT AT ME FOR NO FUCKING REASON! TELL HIM THAT! TELL HIM YOUR STORY!.'' i hate it when parents think there always right and when they make a mistkae they DON'T want to admit it. EXPELLY if its from a child, kid, or teen. so she gave me the phone, shoving it in my hands and i cried again telling him what happened and he was like ''...i understand..you have a right to defend yourself....but...this is your GRUADATION you have to SUCK IT UP, brittany come on suck it up and be an adult and apolgize or else your not going....'' i was happy SOMEONE was on my fucking side ''...ok..'' he said alot of encouring words to me then the only thing he didnt like was when i said she had a stick up her ass. ''you can apoglize..i dont what it is but apoglize itall be stupid if you dont and miss your gradaution because of it.'' ''...that is stupid..im not missing my grudation..'' i cried some more, and then said i loved him and hung up and i told him i was going to say i was sorry, i sat on my bed for like 30 mins, she went into the kitchen i wiped my eyes and went in there and apoglized ''NOT ON WHAT I SAID today.'' on the stick up your ass thing.'' i also told my dad it wasn't right for me to say that but it was fucking true.

she said ok
i cried myself to sleep for an hour.
we went back out, and everything was midly normal
WE WHERE RUSHING! and i was getting my hair done by my mom and stuff. and then it was like 5:30 i had to be there by 6. CAUSE SHE SCARED ME XD the princple was like if your not there by six and we start, your not getting your diolpma so when i was ready in my white cap in gown VERY PRETTY BY THE WAY! ^0^ and left in my dads car. i started crying agian because we got LOST. and it was like 5:55 and then it hit 6:00 and i just started crying thinking they where already walking and on stage and stuff and i wouldn't grudatie! that night. we got th ere 6:20 and i learned that if i had been 5 mins more late XD; i was done for, i was happy my dad cheered me up on the ride i was losing it.

MY HAPPY DAY CAME. I WAS SO NEVEOUS, WE STARTED WALKING! UP THE STAIRS! YIDDA YIDDA YIDDA XD! -Giggles!-

and then i walked up there, and got my diploma i was so happy, well then it wasn't the DIPOLIMA ITSELF it was a black book to put your dipolma! after it was all done i was also in concert choir so we ran up and sung. i hugged my friend! allison! i wish nick could of came but he v.v had to move. so..urgh.

AND THERE WE HAD IT. after we left from the adutiorm we stood there and got our real dipolmas and report cards. i was walking trying to find my friends and family and boyfriend :D and i saw my uncle ronnie nad then he lead me to my family after sitting there, we coudlnt find jon, we called him and he found us. and i was HUNGRY AS A MUG XD so i was like ''daddy can we eat :D THIS GRUDATE IS HUNGRY!.'' and he was like sure. and i hugged everybody goodbye i got PRESENTS TOOO!!! so happy. and then i waved back giving a pose after taking pictures and stuff ''HA :D YOUR LOOKING AT A FUTURE WALKING ARTIST, WATCH MY NAMES UP IN LIGHTS AS THE GREASTEST ARTISTS IN THE WORLD, WHEN I DO HIT ME UP!.'' ''YEAH! GREATEST ARTIST WALKING!!!!!!.'' and they laguhed at me and i smiled and laughed back.

and it was done.

;D we went to eat after that at golden coorel. we took my boyfriend home, and then me and my dad talked in the car for a while. i went home. TIRED and went to sleep.!


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