myOtaku.com: Kokkoii-Matoku

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Birthday
• 1989-09-22
Gender
• Female
Location
• Maryland, City of hell
Member Since
• 2005-01-08
Occupation
• Just Graduated DX!
Real Name
• Brittany

Personal

Achievements
• I've been in concert choir for four years.
Anime Fan Since
• Since i was Eleven then i started to draw
Favorite Anime
• Gundam wing,G gundam,,Chrono Crusade,Cowboy Bebop,Full Metal Alchimist,Tokyo Mew Mew,Ranma 1/2,Cardcaptors,Chobits,Fake,Pokemon *Old ones* All the zoids,Spirted away,3X3 Eyes,Rizelmine
Goals
• To become a manga/anime arist,a photographer,angelic singer,nurse
Hobbies
• Drawing,watching and reading anime,DDR, Loving teh dash, Loving Friends, loving muh hubby
Talents
• Drawing chibis as friends say,singing.

myOtaku.com: Kokkoii-Matoku

Sunday, July 30, 2006

The Devil in my friends shoes.

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This is hard to come off, im getting pissed and ticked at the same time.
please read this this is a long story but stick threw.
we where the best of friends, we kept each other in order, we loved each other, my best friend nick dropped outta school cause she couldn't handle it, it happens,talking to her didn't change her mind, me and her where left to two muskerteers without a thrid, she muniplated EVERYBODY, all of her friends into thinking she abondended us and hated us. i ran back and asked her why over the internet she said it was a lie, i can belive her because shes not a lier. and now it comes back to me that shes tormenting her again. she even tormented my boyfriend and the drama made me go insane (not literly) now this is driving me insane, putting rude things on her artwork, she told her not to do it anymore, so then she ran to all nicks friends and annoyed them, so nick had to leave to save her friends and now im pissed. she made me cry when she told me i was annoying and she wanted to not be my friend anymore, she keeps lying to me, she cried before tooo, she told me shes losing herself but this is way beyond it. I'M GROWING up and this is annoying me. if i took this all, this would be a lifetime movie, a truely CLASS A lifetime movie with all the drama that i don't like. why can't i break away from her? why do i feel like if i do, shes going to put my life threw hell..?
WTF is wrong with her. she made me hate a complety not even bad person, i regret that, shes very good at muiliputing people why did i fall for it? but im friends with her now. this is the shit that made me stand up for myself. do you know what, she BULLIED me in middle school, she triped me, bite me, made me fall down the stairs, annoyed me. and i let that pass so we could be friends, but she said it was because some black people picked on her, and she thought i was the same. yes i am black, when that came up i told her ''well im not fucking like those ones that bullied you am i?.''. i got bullied alot in middle school. this isn't even half of her fucking toture but im not going to say anymore because your probley getting ready to slap me for being her friend in the first place, or so mad you can't even type.

Im sorry, i thought preps where only like this, so many lifetimes movies and i thought i was perpared but it wasn't not for the real thing.

THIS is the cruelty in a human heart.
JELOUSLY UP THE FUCKING ASS.
IM SO TICKED RIGHT NOW.
i just want to end it all
im getting headaches, im getting sick all over again.

END IT ALL PLEASE.
What should i do, i just wanna take a bat to her head or something, shes breaking everyone apart FRIENDS now EMENIEMIES EMINMES now friends. its driving me crazy.

Someone please release me from this demon..
help me god..
please...
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