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Birthday
• 1989-09-22
Gender
• Female
Location
• Maryland, City of hell
Member Since
• 2005-01-08
Occupation
• Just Graduated DX!
Real Name
• Brittany

Personal

Achievements
• I've been in concert choir for four years.
Anime Fan Since
• Since i was Eleven then i started to draw
Favorite Anime
• Gundam wing,G gundam,,Chrono Crusade,Cowboy Bebop,Full Metal Alchimist,Tokyo Mew Mew,Ranma 1/2,Cardcaptors,Chobits,Fake,Pokemon *Old ones* All the zoids,Spirted away,3X3 Eyes,Rizelmine
Goals
• To become a manga/anime arist,a photographer,angelic singer,nurse
Hobbies
• Drawing,watching and reading anime,DDR, Loving teh dash, Loving Friends, loving muh hubby
Talents
• Drawing chibis as friends say,singing.

myOtaku.com: Kokkoii-Matoku

Thursday, November 2, 2006

Feelings for the Flame

Chapter 3: Eternal sorrow, Eternal Love

My ears continued to ring with the words of edo and roi screaming at each other, I sat there. My teeth biting into a piece of bread melted with cheese, that aru had given me. It was so yummy and buttery I could hardly contain myself. My eyes gazed over at aru ‘’….umm..aru aren’t you going to eat?......’’ my red eyes gazed into his, reddish white eyes that shown like a star at night it scared me a little was, was there even anything in there? Why did his eyes shine like that? Was he isballen? My curiously got the best of me, I fidgeted with my warm buttered bread trying to shake the thought from my mind. It was becoming way to strong. I could only hold It back by so little, but, before I knew it as my eyes clenched, my fingers touching the cold steel. The sharp edges I realized, I had already done it. My eyes slowly moved arus body, my heart thumped, and thumped as if a maniac was chasing me. Why was I so scared? Standing up from the spot, I was sitting from. My hands grabbed his body where his head should been. Silence fell upon me. Everything felt silent as my eyes widened when I noticed there was nothing inside. My left hand that carried his head started to shake from my hand itself. My eyes looked everywhere in the armor and found nothing except a symbol that looked like, no..it was made of blood, that was it!. I carried my hand to my face, staring into the blank expression it held. My heart beated faster like it was going to drop ‘’…..-a-a-aru…?.’’ I called out, begging him not to answer, but if I wanted him not to answer why did I call for him?. Hearing aru’s voice call from inside the helmet, my hand that held it slipped at sent it flying somewhere as I fell back and got back up again. My eyes where widened with fear. How could he do that? What was going on? How was I talking to a soulless body? Why---- just filled threw my head, I couldn’t believe it. I was going insane from all the questions that contained inside my head that couldn’t be answer. On my arms I called back like a crab, until I was able to get back upon my feet I stuttered back, my foot shuffling right and left ‘’…W-what….what are you!?’’ I blurted out without really thinking what I have done. The auguring ceased, and roi and edo ran from there quarters inside to see what happened, my stunned red eyes turned to roi, I tried my hardest. I tried to fight how scared I was but I couldn’t. aru spoke to me, like a headless horsemen ‘’…..this is what happened to me..after we thought we could bring our----‘’ I didn’t want to hear it anymore, my legs had already ran, running threw the woods I found myself I couldn’t hear it anymore. What was going on? He was headless! No one else seemed to care it’s like back then. Horrid flashes filled my head, murder, death, hurting, boundless and endless pain flowered and surrounding me like vines and shackled.

My legs went heavy my body sent me plummeting to the ground as if the gravity hit twice its time. Tears streaked like mad from my cheeks, how long has I been since I cried like this? So long I thought I had almost forgotten. But I didn’t streams poured from my face, my cheeks, and nose turned red snot oozing from my nose. My dirty hands that hit the ground as I fell brushed over my face, trying to get my heavy tears and burden to stop but they didn’t. as I sobbed and sobbed. ‘’Lily…..’’ a familiar voice called out to me, but I didn’t want to turn around, was it edo? No it wasn’t it was, it was roi. My body shivered no matter how hard I tried it just wouldn’t stop. Maybe it wasn’t suppose to. His hand made a warm place upon my back, my body still shivered as if I was in the cold. Before I could tell him to go away he pulled me into his arms and held me tightly from behind as I on my behind with my legs out. I didn’t understand why he was holding me like this but it felt nice to be held like this, the last time I was held like this was when I was back and grandfathers place, and when my brother held me alone that night as we sat there in the darkness of our parents room by there bed. My tears started to calm down but I certainly wasn’t I didn’t understand why I broke down like that and in front of roi how stupid I must have looked ‘’R..R-Roi…i..’’ he hushed me up. His peach masculine hand stroked my cheeks clearing away the tears I shed. My headache started to calm down everything did except for my heart that yet again pounded like crazy. As he held me everything felt like it was washing away like a tidal wave washing away all that it came in contact with. Why was he doing this? Wasn’t I a stranger to him? Or could he not stand to see a girl cry in front of him, but it wasn’t ‘’….I’m-m…im sorry…i..’’ my voice still hadn’t recovered so whatever I tried to say came out as it usually did but not fully. Roi slowly moved his lips as he was gaining his chance to speak ‘’…..breaking down like that isn’t something that just happens, inform me on why ms.moonstone.’’ my heart pounded even faster, if I was suppose to tell him he’d know and I’d get in trouble, no! I thought in my mind. I knew this was too good to be true. Moreover, why did he call me ms? My arms tightened around my thin body, I could tell he wasn’t going to let me go until I told him or pushed myself away. My eyebrows kneaded inward. So emotionally dysfunctional I felt right now ‘’………i-it…brought up bad..bad memories that’s all…’’ I was able to compete my sentence but he didn’t seem to happy to hear it. I knew he wanted to force it out of me, but he wanted me to tell him on his own right? His arms that held me so firmly fell from my arms that now felt cold. Holding out his hand as he waited for me to take it, but I couldn’t see his eyes, his head was leaned to far down for me to see the look upon his eyes. My dirty moist hand took his, but I couldn’t get up, I had taken a toll on my leg it was a slightly hurt but it was numb from the way I sat and it was still hurting from the pain I felt when I had fallen. Without another word, he put me onto his back and started to carry me like I was a feather, my arms held onto his neck as we strode back towards the boys. My head leaned against his back, feeling so warm I found myself falling asleep upon his back. I think I was just hearing things but I think he gave a soft chuckle.

~End~

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