Thursday, March 15, 2007

Haven't updated much, have I? Hn. Well, it's spring break now so I should be able to type a little....Though my mom'll make me clean the kitchen soon >.<; Not much has been happening, honestly. I've been waiting for months now for my Toy Scout card from Doctor Steel, but it has yet to arrive... I've also started drawing more on a site called the burgg. It's a place where you draw a scene or character or something from a movie and people try to guess it. Here's my profile. Go there and rate some of my drawings for me! =D I've gone back to questioning my religious preferances....I'm torn either between Buddhism or Vampirism, both very much different from each other. Buddhism for me is basically doing what you know is morally right. I don't plan on going to the extreme and becoming a monk, but I know that you shouldn't speak hurtfully, do hurtful things, and so on. I also beleive in rebirth and karma, though I'm still a bit thoughtful on the rebirth part. (I just believe your minds are recyled into new bodies. No one can truly be unique, you know...) So if I become buddhist, I would be a bit peaceful and bite my tongue against all that I want to say to horrible, wretched people....Then there's the whole 'longing leads to suffering' thing. I truly believe that, but I know that it would take me forever to even try to think about giving up my longing. I mean really....=P I just want stuff too much. Then there's Vampirism. It's basically saying that you are the only person you need to watch out for and try to get the most out of life before you die, or do your best to become immortal. I do think that you ought to look out for yourself and get the most that you can get, but it's a little too self-centered for me. I might get selfish sometimes, but I tend to care too much about others =P Then they also believe in Gods, which I definately don't, and the whole magical transformation yadda yadda crap.....If I were to become Vampiristic, I'd be a real weak one just thinking about being self-centered and being materialistic instead of following the rules... Or i could just do a strange twisted version of both together! Be peaceful and believe in karma and stuff, but still be materialistic! x3 There's an easy way out! Okay, this is gonna be a long one. Just deal with it =P Another thing I've thought about recently...How tiny and insignificant we are. 'We' as in the whole damn world! Do you know that our universe is /not/ infinate? Our universe is just one great big ball! What is on the outside? Another universe? Maybe we're all just little bacterial creatures squirming around in a petri dish of some other creature? Would it ever be possible to leave our universe to go outside to whatever is there? Then our universe alone is huge. Sure, we might have life and whatever on this world, but we don't know about any other planet out there. Also, we're pretty much driving ourselves to extinction anyway, so that doesn't matter....Look at this. It'll give you a vague idea of what is out there and how our world compares to them. bah....x.x enough of that. might've made sense or not, i dont care. Ciao for now...

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Sunday, February 25, 2007

._. got braces. They hurt. Badly. Right now, it feels like my teeth are falling off and my head's about to split in half. Ugh. Just ugh.... good news is I've started designing tee shirts and such....check it out:

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