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Saturday, May 26, 2007


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Fine, ^^
I'm staying again, it doesn't help when you can't sleep over one simple subject.
*trying to upload an amv*
Deleting my account would only be something I would regret later on. If suicide happenes, then it happens. Depression hurts, and it's a strong emotion.
A problem I have is when I go to delete my account, right before pressing the button, I'll break out in tears, and a random friends name will just pop up in my head. That doesn't exactly help press the button, either.
Oh, well. I need to write somewhere in marker, DONT DELETE ACCOUNT
^^ I relized, I can't just leave al of you! I still need to meet you all!!!

I think I remember why last year I Pm'd a million people asking them if I could call them Onee or Onii-san. I only found one that would agree, CloudyBoy. And that was my first older sibling. But, now I have another sister, and even a brother who I had found impossible in the past to find. I wanted someone to look up too, and someone who I coud dicuss things with and just let it all out. Even if it's not a real sibling, even just calling someone that is close to you that helps. And holdoing it all in just makes it worse, it builds up the stress and the depression. Which doesn't help at all.

Anyway,I'm still looking into that anime convention in CA, I can't even find out if it's in LongBeach, or Los Angels, but none the less, it's supposed to be fun and big! And this is CA, right? There has to be someone I will randomly meet.
*still trying to upload amv*


Um....oh yeah, I owe an apology to Kaoru, sorry-I was kinda being immature last night, and it's hard-to explain really, ^^' but I am so sorry I acted that way! And really, I am sorry to everyone for those stupid fits I throw, thank you for putting up with it! I know it's annoying, but, thanks, ^^

Oh yeah, Mariah has an Otaku site now, her name is:

Tamaki-Lover


....Yeah, I know...

Two more weeks of school, I hate it. -_- It's all going to be such a pain, plus the exams for middleschool entry-*this is such a pain...*

I found a scanner I can use for the pictures in a few weeks, but I really am concerned about putting the pictures up-the cosplay is great, it's just me that I am uncomfortable with. I'm 12years old, and I look 15. And on top of that, I'm 5"5 which is flippn' tall for my age! I hate that even more...-_-'
Okay, that's where my question of the day comes in: What anime charater do you look like? I guess I'm most like TenTen, same eye color, and a little lighter for the hair-but yeah~


Well that's it, my amv won't work, so I'll have to wait for it to either show up on YouTube or Photobucket, it says I uploaded it~but no show, oh well.


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Friday, May 25, 2007


My friends:
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If you're button isn't here, PM me, and I'll get it from you! If you don't have a button, PM me and I'll make you one!


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Done, done, done!!!!
*crying head off* This is it, I am going to make this my last day on MyO, and I will not let anyone stop me!!! I'm just so upset, and I can't take life anymore! Maybe suicde is the answer, whether or not I think that it is selfish or not. I don't care anymore! No one realy cares, and it wouldn't make much of a difference to anyone on what happenes to me. I'm just an insignificant peice of dust compared to the rest of the world, and I'm about to be blown away! And forget it, Onii-san, Onee-san, you arn't about to stop me either. I'm done! And about further contact, I doubt it. I don't want anything to do with anything ever again!!!! *crying*
Thankyou's:

Angel Zakuro: Everything with my site! You are totally a sensei! And someone who I can alwase turn too for help,



Anime Kitten: For letting me know that I am not alone and just beong there for me,



CloudyBoy: For being my first friend on MyOtaku! I truely am in you're debt for everything, thankyou for being a big-sister to me.



DoctorMister: For putting up with those requests, I am thankful I could turn to you. You're an awsome person and someone everyone should get a chance to be friends with!



Kaoru Hitachiin: Thankyou so much for putting up with my stupid additude! You're an awsome person, and I am so very glad that I was able to meet you, I don't even think I deserved as much as to being able to meet such an awsome and kind person like you.*or any of my friends* And on top of that being willing to be my first Onii-san, I wanted people to look up too, and as I found many sisters, I only obtained two brothers, so thankyou so much!



KirbysDouble: You're advice was really great! Though some of it I can't possibly hope to use, maybe it will help others one day?



Lutaru: For being someone just to beable to have some fun with.



SasukesAngel: For being a big-sis to me! I enjoyed so much with you, and am happy I shared all those times with you, you are a great friend, and Chimiko is such a cute charatcer, ou did a great job editing her!


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Thursday, May 24, 2007


My friends:
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^^ Hello! First off, I am NOT almost done with middle school, more like Elementary school, *laughs* I don't think that person knew I was only 12! Or that 6th grade is in elementary in Arizona, oh well! ^^
I had a chat with my friend Mariah yesterday, and the funniest things happened! First off, she said the twins from OHSHC were "Hawt" which made me laugh my head off, though none the less-it is totally true!
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But that's not the funniest part. She likes....Tamaki. And called him "hawter" then the twins which kinda made me turn to stone. Tamaki? I understood his looks, Mariah likes that type, but if she knew his personality, well....I bet that'd be just another completly different story. ^^ And on top of that, she likes; HaruhiXTamaki which I guess is fine with me since I think Hikaru is better off with Kaoru anyway, but if fandrom went with HikaruXHaruhi, I would totaly be grabing Kaoru for myself. *sneeky sneeky*
Yeah, I am hyper right now:
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=^-^=
Today was a pain at school, the biggest pain I have ever had in my brain. We had to take the middle school entry exams, which weren't so bad, the problem was that stupid medical test our teacher gave us which in this case; this specific test is only usually used in college. So for us 6th graders, it was pretty hard,
>-<'

I think one if my friends on MyOtaku is mad at me, I really don't know why if they are, but they sure are acting that way in my opinion. And that makes me depressed because I'm not mad at that person, and I feel very bad is I did something to hurt them. Expeacially because they havn't told me this if this indeed, is the case.
This is my favorite depression mode/act and on top of that, how I feel almost all the time.
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Yeah, so anyway....I'm back to deleting my account again, I'm just...*stressed out and crying*
Here are some thankyou's because I don't know what I am going to do this time:

Angel Zakuro: Everything with my site! You are totally a sensei! And someone who I can alwase turn too for help,



Anime Kitten: For letting me know that I am not alone and just beong there for me,



CloudyBoy: For being my first friend on MyOtaku! I truely am in you're debt for everything, thankyou for being a big-sister to me.



DoctorMister: For putting up with those requests, I am thankful I could turn to you. You're an awsome person and someone everyone should get a chance to be friends with!



Kaoru Hitachiin: Thankyou so much for putting up with my stupid additude! You're an awsome person, and I am so very glad that I was able to meet you, I don't even think I deserved as much as to being able to meet such an awsome and kind person like you.*or any of my friends* And on top of that being willing to be my first Onii-san, I wanted people to look up too, and as I found many sisters, I only obtained two brothers, so thankyou so much!



KirbysDouble: You're advice was really great! Though some of it I can't possibly hope to use, maybe it will help others one day?



Lutaru: For being someone just to beable to have some fun with.



SasukesAngel: For being a big-sis to me! I enjoyed so much with you, and am happy I shared all those times with you, you are a great friend, and Chimiko is such a cute charatcer, ou did a great job editing her!


~For some of my friends I couldn't come up with alot to type because I am just so greatful it's hard to put it into words, and sometimes when you are stressed out it effects you're brain too,
this may not be my last day on MyO, but this is a warning I may be leaving, thankyou all for everything!!!



Yeah...so I think I'm done, oh yes! I rememberd too put these Amv's I found of Tamaki and Haruhi up for Mariah, ^^' sorry,





Picture donations for Mariah's OHSHC fandrom:

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Wednesday, May 23, 2007


  

My friends:
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*laughs* I was also surprised you all took the time to read that question survey yesterday! And I really enjoyed everyones answers, it really helped me learn on how you all really think of me, ^^ So yep! I thought that was a good idea!
And on top of that, I now know a buddie of mine has the same B-day as me! But, I guess he gat's to claim it since he was born first, but! I was born at *pulls out birth certificate* 10:30pm! :3

Well, school is getting interesting. Graduation is in two weeks, so that'll be wierd....um....yeah, that and everyone is starting to break up with their "b/gf" and during this stage, I'm just kinda like; "You don't think you're just a few years young to have that going on? I mean, at least the age of 14 if not more, but 12??!!"
My words: STUPID

Yeah, so anyway's. I made three of my friend's buttons, because I've known them for a while, and I don't have a button for them...so, yeah...^^ here they are, but because they are a little messy, I might play with them later;

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Tuesday, May 22, 2007


Hello! I'm kinda depressed today,I didn't even feel like puting a post box around this post.
Anyway, Kaoru *My Gerble* almost died yesterday!!!! I went into my room, and my youngest brother, Creighton was throughing it's cage on the floor, and my Tabby cat, Tamaki was just "Lalalala," and walked into my room chasing after Kaoru!!!! And, I really couldn't let Kaoru die since I named him after my Onii-san, so yeah....he's in this cardboard box next to me here, *points to box*
Well, I'm gonna start learning how to make Amv's this summer and use them to my advantage for the next school year *31/2 months*....middle school. *NNNNOOOOOO!!!!!*
7th grade next year....and on top of that, the sooner 2008 comes, the sooner February 10 comes, the sooner I finaly turn 13. Not that I'm excited about that, I've had this Otaku account since I was 10, but turing 13 means....*thinking* Nothing really I guess, ^-^'
So anyway, I can usethose Amv's for that techno class, so it'll be a piece-of-cake elective!
I was up until 11:00pm last night with my brother Hau-the cow
we were playing "Naruto-Clash of Ninja 2" It's okay, but not my top choice, or is that just because it's another game that you can't play as TenTen with? But, none the less, I kick Logan's(Hau-the cow) butt with Ino!!! She's a really nice choice, or is that just my stadegy because I've played with her since I got the game, *Which was Saturday*
Yeah....so, I am now running out of things to post. Oh yeah, for that tag, I need to tag 6 people. Which is kinda hard becasue I think at least all of my friends have been tagged. Oh well, I guess I'll just to random people from the hat, *drawing*
1. BloodyRains
2. CloudyBoy
3. KirbysDouble
4. Onee-san *SasukesAngel*
5. Onii-san *Kaoru Hitachiin*
6. NocturnalClivya

Yes, so if you don't like being tagged, you'll just have to ignore that I put your name down there won't you? ^^

Episode 92 of Naruto is coming up soon, which is kinda good for me, because there is one or two screen shots of TenTen in there, yeah....probably not a big deal to anyone, *Me: YAY!!!!!*
And, does anyone know where I can buy OHSHC's manga?? I really don't want to use the internet....is there a certain BookStore that might have it? Like "Hastings" or, something like that? Oh well, -.-'

Oh yes,something happened Sunday at church that made me go over my limits of "self control" My friend Mariah and I were talking about my site, she comes on here alot to chat with me and nothing more, *She was asking if Kaoru and Hikaru Hitachiin were gay, I just said..."Umm...haha, uh...they are twins, ^-^' " Tryin not to spill the beans of the Yaoi fact*
Then unexpectedly I had a fight with another boy I had known since the play-pin, Josh. He was saying how MySpace is cool, and I was saying "it's most likely going to get you killed if you're not careful," After that, *He has apperently seen my MyO from someone* he shouted out; " Yeah yeah, you're only on 'MyOtaku' because you have an internet boyfriend on there!!!"
Problems:
1. That isn't true
2. I knew who he was talking about which made me even madder
3. He insulted me and that friend of mine
Yeah, so that really ticked me off....expeacially because I am really good friends with that person, *still upset*

Anyway, I thought this was interesting, so:

What would you think if:
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1.I committed suicide:

2.I said I like you
(for opposite gender):

3.I kissed you
(for opposite gender):

4.I liked someone you didn’t:

5.I was hospitalized:

6.I ran away from home:


What you think of my:

7.Personality:

8.Who are you?

9.Are we friends?

10.When and how did we meet?

11.What do you think of me?

12.How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?

13.Do you love me?

14.Have I ever hurt you?

15.Would you hug me?

16.Would you kiss me?

17.Are we close?

18.Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

19.How long have you known me?

20.Describe me in one word.

21.What was your first impression?

22.Do you still think that way about me now?

23.What do you think my weakness is?

24.Do you think I'll get married (if yes to who)?

25.What reminds you of me?

26.What's something you would change about me?

27.How well do you know me?

28.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

29.If so tell me now? (or PM me)

30.Do you think I would kill someone?

31.Are you going to put this on your otaku site and see what I say about you??
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That's it for today! Here are some randomly picked videos, enjoy!
*I didn't make these*

Yeah...I thought this was hilarious, ^^



Yeah...I have favorited an Amv with this song but with NejiXTenTen, and I saw this one with HaruhiXTamaki, and I thought....Okay, let's give it a try, shall we?



Other:



Last: Tamaki is Mr. Mom





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Monday, May 21, 2007


My friends:
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Well, I fianlly finished up OHSHC, it was and is, a really cute anime! ^^ And I changed my theme, but only because I'm in charge of a class project, and I have to show everyone on how to set up a webpage, and I'm using my MyO as the example, and I didn't want any Yaoi on it, if you know what I mean, ^-^'
Well, I don't have anything to post really, Onee-san, sorry for leaving you last night, but my computer went dead wouldn't start back up, I was like "Noooooo!!!"
Well, that's it for today! ^^ I love you all!





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Sunday, May 20, 2007


My friends:
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a*yawns* Well, I'm in a pretty good mood today, but completly tired though....like heck. *yawns* I was up all night doing a load of anime stuff, I finaly got to chat with Onii-san too!!! =^^=
Yay for me!!! *acting stupid*

Anyway, thank you all for all the support you gave me! Sad enough, when I went through and read the comments, I was really like: "Wow!" You all took the time to write that much, and all of you actually made since too, ^^' *laughs* Dang it, I just have too much fun with you guys! It makes me feel guilty when I speak of deleting my account now! So, maybe I can't? Or can I still? *thinking* Man, I'm too easy to pursuade! I guess I'mstaying again for the time being, hopefully I don't go Emo today and come back changing my opinion tmorrow, right? ^^ I love you all!!!
Well, I got tagged so let's start this, shall we?

Koneako's Facts

1. I'm obsesed with certain Yaoi, mainly the Hitachiin brothers, if they weren't Yaoi, I'd deffinitly steal one. ^^

2. I like Kaoru Hitachiin better than Hikaru Hitachiin. *maturity wise*

3. I do not want to date *EVER* and I will NEVER get married. *Don't trust most guys, acception for Onii-san*

4. 120% of my music is Japanese *It's 120% on purpose*

5. Tamaki-kun scares me sometimes......and other times, I just don't understand his intentions.

6. I'm having trouble coming up with these.


Yeah...I understand that those wern't really..."facts" more like "opinions" but an opinion is a fact to the person who has that thought, because it adds on to their personality....I guess.

Any____way! I'm done here, let's play a game, shall we?

Game of day:
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Good Luck!



*singing* I know the answer...^^


So......who is who?

Here are a couple AMV's for you all!
Anime: Ouran High School Host Club
Song: My dirty little secret, All American Rejects


Anime: OHSHC
Song: Kitty Ear Mode *from MoonPhase*


Anime: OHSHC
Song: Bokura no Love Style





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Saturday, May 19, 2007


My friends:
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Forget what I said yesterday, I think I'm going to delete my account again. Dang it! I''m just so upset and I'm even acting Emo, yesterday I waisted 5 of my needles becaused I was breaking open my skin with them. *cries* I just can't take it!!! I don't even know why I'm upset, I'll just be sitting on my bed or something like that, and then I'll break out in tears, my brother, Hau-the cow even bought me a gerble because I couldn't stop crying, and Hau is 9 years old, too! *My gerbles name is Kaoru, and it's a boy*

Should death be something we look forward to, or something that we should be afraid of, or worry about?
Should pain come with ease, or should it be fought with intention?
Should we allow love, or shun it as a weakness? Are tears from our heart, or do they come from the pain and sorrow that we endure?

Last night I was thinking about something terrible. Suicide. The only reason that I probably didn't really try it, is because I put alot more thinking into it. It would have been selfish of me to put an end to my own pain when others endure it for the sake of others, you know? ^^ And on top of that, my friend, Ricky (Sora-kun) called, and when I told him everything (in a screaming fit) he just said; "If you do that, Onee-san and Onii-san would get mad at you, and what about everyone else, and me?"
It was kinda interesting I guess, he even stretched Onee, and Onii to the right length and sound of each different meaning. Haha, that's really not the point though.

Well, I'll consider not deleting my account, but I'm close to that conclusion again, most of my friends know what I put up with at home, like KirbysDouble, for instance. And maybe I shouldn't take that out on all of you....I don't know, talking doesn't alwase help, either. Expeacialy when you don't know what's making you so upset. I won't even go see a councler, because sometimes it's like, "Shut Up!!! You just don't understand what I'm going through!!!"
But, I'm done with this post, I hope I didn't ruin anyones day, I've already ruined mine.
-|Koneako|-
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Friday, May 18, 2007


My friends:
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*yawns* Well, I guess I'm staying on MyO, =^^=
My friends really left me no coice, though....I did have a key to those handcuffs Onii-san, *evil grin* ^^ Anyway, I am now on episode 18 of Ouran High School Host Club, it's funny, it has such a simple story, paying back 80,000,000¥ turns into an awsome anime! I love it!
And just for the heck of it, I want to type that sign again: ¥¥¥¥¥¥ *It's so fun*
Well, I'm done, I really don't have anything new going on, so yeah.....Oh! There's not muxh, but if you want to, you can visit my PhotoBucket Album, okay? Buh-Bye!

Koneakos_Photobucket

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Thursday, May 17, 2007


My friends:
EE2
If you're button isn't here, PM me, and I'll get it from you! If you don't have a button, PM me and I'll make you one!


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Random words of the day: Hitachiin, Kaoru, Hikaru, Yaoi, Onee-san, Onii-san

-|Koneako|-


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