Wednesday, May 2, 2007

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Mood: Depressed Hi. Sorry, that's all I've got for today, I'm really over extremly depressed...and once again I am to the point were I am about to delete my account again. Perhaps it's my way of punishing myself, or part of my personal depression? Some one, help me! Stop me? This is partially why I am so upset: As I have made clear, I do not like my "father" one bit, he is a dirty cheater, and seeing his face makes me sick, though thank goodness, I hardly ever see his face. He bought me my labtop (not the one I am using right now) for Christmas, as I would call it, "to buy me". I think he knows I don't like him, so he try's to buy me stuff to "earn me". Unlucky for him, I don't except most of te gifts, and I don't, nor will I ever show him anything. Respect, nor even pitty. Last night, he unnexpectedly appeared at our house, (as he had taken my labtop away foour weeks ago to "scan it for viruses"). He sat down and gave me this huge lecture on that I was giving out our address and phone number and stuff on this website. I am not, though I said that to him calmly, because he does phisical child abuse, and mainly on me. Then he yelled out "YOU @#$%'N LIAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" That was it, is scared the crap out of me inside and out, my father, has major problems, he got babtized into my church, only to leave when people found out he was cheating...and this was six or seven years ago. I can't wait for the divorce. I can't take the aggony or pain. Someone make it stop!!!! *crying* ~ I look ahead, to find light, but only do I see shadows. Overwhelming darkness, I shall try to fight it off. Though I have control now over my thought's, I have still not won. Everything and everyone is against me, why is this so? Should I just give in? No. I must stand up for what is right, even if I am standing alone... ~ -|Koneako|- This was asked that I do it by my dear friend, TheGrantinator: "Remember next time you post you ahve to post six random facts about yourself!" 1) I am mormon. 2) I don't want a bf, nor do I want to get married. 3) I don't like most Japanese food. All I can take is mainly oniguri(limmited fillings) sushi makes me sick. 4) I feel alone. 5) I feel uncomfortable all the time. 6) MyOtaku is the only place besides home where I feel safe, and this is the internet we are talking about. I'm sorry, I changed my site. Maybe I do it so much because I'm focused on something besides crying for once? Or maybe I change it to suit how I feel? I don't know...I am so confused... Help me. Save me from myself. ~ I'm sorry I'm immature, I'm sorry I alwase cry, I'm sorry I can't really tell why. I cry when I am happy, I cry more when I'm in pain, Maybe once again one day... I can face the rain? -|Koneako|-

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Tuesday, May 1, 2007

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Sorry I havn't posted in three day's, but not much really happens here in my little "unknown to the rest of the world" town. That's right, not city, town. ^-^' Anyway, I redid my site, not as TenTen, but as Rukia! I was origianly doing my theme as Uryu, but then I thought...RUKIA!!!!!!!!! I know, I am just too wierd arn't I??? Well, continuing on...We won Sunday's game!!!! The Suns defeated the Laker's by 13pts!!! Now all we have to do is tear them up at Wensday's game and they get inliminated and we move on! BOO-YAH! Sorry, bu you should know what you get from a dedicated fan: Last year, when my three brother's, sister, mother and I went to DisneyLand, I saw a total of 5 people with Steve Nash jerseys on, I told my mom: "How much do you want to bet I'll have a jersey like that on day?" My mother, wouldn't bet on it! I'm that much of a fan, and today I have two Steve Nash shirts and one jersey, it'a a good thinkg she didn't do the bet. ^-^' Hopefully Steve Nash can win MVP (Most valuble Player) again this year, it would be three years straight for him, which is great!!!! As you can see the banner I put together at the top, *act's proud* haha, too bad there wern't enough of them to make a real icon poster, that would have been cool, maybe I'll make a Rukia or TenTen icon poster tomorrow....if I have the time anyway. Oh! Notice the banner at the very top of my site? Yep, I thought it was real cool, ^-^ And they ahve a bunch more I can change it too including one I expecially liked! Like I said, I'm weird! But, don't you all just love me? Now, as I have said before, I am nly 12 years of age, but...do I really act mature???Not that there's anything wrong with that...I don't know why it bother's me, it's supposed to be a good thing, right? And another detail, I'm 12, though I look 14-18 Mybe my matureity and height add to that apperance as well, I am 5"5 which is whoop'n taller than Edward Elric...but, I used to be as tall as him....a year ao 5"3, hehe....0.0 *oh, crap!!!* Koneako: OOOOOOWWWWW!!! Edward: She was in to much pain to write that, so I did it for her... Koneako: OUT, Ed! *Edward leaves to beat om my younger bro, Hau-the cow* Now that I think about it, Edward and Rukai have something in common, observe: Edward: Rukia: They both lack the ability to draw, which is one of the things Otakan's have to have, or they will suffer from themselves, I mean, we all love to draw...anime right!? Last part of post: I have been absent for...*counts* 13 day's now, and I still feel like crud, but anyway's, I didn't get to go to the anime covention in Phoenix in March, which made me really mad....but I get to go to one in San- Deigo this summer, does anyone kow anything about it or is going to attend it? I need to register, but I have no info, or even a web site to check out, I know, I know, I'm pathetic -_-' But, DarkXBlood is going to that one, so it is desperate that I go as well!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's about it for today, I hope everyone has a bubblegum bath! -|Koneako|-

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Friday, April 27, 2007

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Hello, I'm not doing so good, I feel so sick this morning, thus, my 11th day home from school, oh joy. I had to take this 2inch needle shot. It hurt... like heck !!!!!!!! All I had to tell myself was do it for Angel Zakuro, or Kurbysdouble, or FallenAngel, DarkXBlood, or rather actualy anyone close to me on MyO. But, yeah... Anyway's, think positive, positive, right? First off, thanks for the awsome wallpaper Zaku, I absolutly love it!!!!! As you can already see, *laughs* I don't think I have much to say, but I'll try to make something out of this so won't be waisting you're valuble time. *thinking* Well, the end of April is already coming, which means the end of the school year is too. 7th grad....scary, I don't know if I want to go to middle school...Plus, I am upset about last night's NBA game, the Suns lost to the Laker's but get this: We had 11 free shots, or line-ups, and they had over 30. Every time it went on half time the narritors would talk about...The "Lakers". Well arn't they so speacial!? I really think that they showed a favorite last night, but what can I do about it, if 25 of the Laker's ppoints were on free shots, imagine the outcome of the game if they ddn't get one free shot? But, yeah...I'm pretty ticked off. O broke a dish last night yelling at my self as if I was yelling at the stupid Lakers! :@ Not cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Everyone thinks the Laker's are "so speacial" tck! I'll flush them down my toilet! I have nothing more to say, I'm sorry, I may have wasted someone's time.... -|Koneako|- Comments (10) | Permalink Thursday, April 26, 2007 My friends: If you're button isn't here, PM me, and I'll get it from you. Aright then, let's start with an Angel Zakuro intro paragraph....shall we? *laughs* Okay then, *hugs to death, the revives all of you* =^-^= As I have already established, I love you all!!!!!! *squeezes all* Angel Zakuro, that's great that you are rooting for my NBA team!!!! That is so awsome that you are supporting us, I think we might just win this whole thing, 0.0 Oh, that would be so awsome!!! Hopefully Steve Nash can win MVP as well, that would be three years staight!!!! Okay, ElvenNinja, that's funny that they called you that a whole week! They called me Nash when I wore a shirt with his name on it! *laughs* WensdaysKitten, of corse the Suns won!!!!! By 29pts!!! *acts proud* Kurbysdouble, we're oposites!!!! I'm not into FootBall much! FallenAngel, thanks for the Suns support as well, and it's spelled: Kaleido Star DarkXBlood, thanks for visiting on you're other account, remeber when you, Shinobi M 456 and I had that conversation on sports in that chat that night? SakuraStar, thanks! I hope I will feel better too! Well, I have to go! My brother's have to go on the computer for scouting, buh-bye! My requested wallpaper made by Iruka Sensei: Hosted By theOtaku.com. -|Koneako|- Comments (4) | Permalink Wednesday, April 25, 2007 My friends: If you're button isn't here, PM me, and I'll get it from you! Hello everyone! I am posting tonight, for tomrrows post, haha, that's just how time zones work for all of us! Anyway, I have to try and make this short, because I am an NBA fan, and am watching the 2007 playoffs: PhoenixSuns Vs. L.A Lakers. No offense, but the Suns totally kick butt!!!!! Not that I have anything against CA, ...no, I have everything against the Lakers, I think they are c.o.o.l constipated, overraterd, out of style, losers. I mean, Kobe Bryant is an awsome player, but he's trying to suppot a whole team alomst completly by himself, and he just can't do that, noone could, but this is completly off anime subject. Anyway's, I was home from sick "yesterday" (which was actually today) again, I have now been absent for eight day's of school...and I have been as sick as a dog. And it is not been fun. I watched "AppleSeed" at home today, it's a pretty interesting anime, you should check it out sometime. Oh! The Suns are ahead by 20pts!!!! I have to go and watch, buh-bye! (The video is the ending theme to "Kurau phantom memory") ~Koneako Comments (7) | Permalink Tuesday, April 24, 2007 Last...day? My friends: If you're button isn't here, PM me, and I'll get it from you! Hello everyone, before I start this post, I would like to give my best apollogies to Angel Zakuro, DarkXBlood, and Doctor Mister. Let me tell you why, yesterday, the thought of deleting my account came into my mind to strongly, and in a couple of PM's and E-mail's, it was going to be just a few click's away from this account, Koneako, being gone forever more. I got to the last stage, to conform the deletion, type in you're password...and mine is only one key long. It shouldn't have been hard, not at all, press one key pad button and "select" and it all would have been over, all of it. All of the friends I've made and shared thinkgs with, the joy of returning at Christmas time of 2006 to MyOtaku after not appearing for more than half a year, and expeacially the stupid friendly aguments I got into with some about how, "I dislike Hinata", or that my favorite kunoichi is TenTen, like I said. All of it would have been gone, if it weren'tfor my stubborn heart. All I would have had to do was press it, but I couldn't pess the key. I started crying and before I knew it I was bauling my head off, I really didn't know why, but before I knew it, I exited out and listened to Natsukage, which is a theme to "Air", heh, it alwase calms me down, and sometimes make's me cry for no reason. Infact, ^-^ I'm crying right now!!!!! I'm so serious it as serious of how much I love TenTen or Air! Does that prove it!? I'm sorry, I'm such a crybaby/wimp, but I am 12! I need to get it all out! Oh, my face is so flushed pink from crying...but, anyway, I do suppose I'll be stayting on MyOtaku for years to come as long as anime stay's alive and my finger's are still in socket! Wow, I havn't felt this good in quite a while! I wonder why? ^-^ I can't even use an emoticon to express it! *laughs* Oh, I love you all sooooooooooooooooooooo much! KAWAII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You are just so speacial to me that I can't ven type how I feel about all of you, and Angel Zakuro...just you wait! Stay in contact for maybe 6 years and I'll be at you're dooorstep, you can count on it, and I oath it! Iruka Sensei, I thank you very much for designing this for me, I don't know how many pictures you wanted, but here are the two URL links to them: Pic 1 Pic 2 Sorry, I didn't know what size you needed either. ^-^' Well then, what next? *thinking......thinking harder......thinking even harder.....thinking to extreme.....* I think that's it, I really need to get off now, Iruka Sensei, if those links don't work, please tell me, my computer seems to lack these skills! Have a nice day everyone, I love you all!!!!! ~TenTen lover Koneako Comments (7) | Permalink Monday, April 23, 2007 My friends: If you're button isn't here, PM me, and I'll get it from you! Hello everyone. I'm not doing anything right now, except sitting here with my fvorite lil' bro, Creighton, he's been very patient fr a 4year old, and really want's to watch some "Amv's" I found that interest his little mind, so I have to type this short, and fast because I am also sneeking this while my mother is buying his favorite lunch...hamburgers. Kinda like that red head from "Air", Zaku. *Hang on Creighton! I'm hurrying!!!* I really have to go, I need to babysit Creighton, but I just wanted to say hi, and that I'm lucky if I can go visit anyone's sites today, so I'm very sorry. *bows* Well then, have a nice day! ~Koneako Comments (7) | Permalink Sunday, April 22, 2007 Mi Mi i' tora My friends: If you're button isn't here, PM me, and I'll get it from you! You know what? I completly made up that title for this post, I really couldn't come up with anything. Seriously. I had a couple of fun chat's yesterday, they were pretty interesting ,infact. Ooooh oooh oooh! I got two new video games and a new anime yesterday!!! *jumps for joy* Anyway, I got "Fullmetal Alchemist: Curse of the crinsom Elixir" which is really cool so far. It uses the first season of the anime to support the extra story, it makes a few twists and turns, like with the first episode for instance, instead of Cornello being eaten by Gluttony, he's sucked into the ground by a bunch of demon's, but, I should probably shut up, no spoilers. ^^ The anime I bought is called "Apple Seed". I havn't tried it out yet, but it's sounds okay, I didn't exactly "Pick it out", my brother, Hau-the cow did that. Which means, it should be interesting. Lately, I've gotten hooked on two new anime, the first, which I am really into, is called "Kurau: Phantom memory". I've only seen the first episode, and it really doesn't explain too much, so if you are interested, you can alwase check it out on YouTube. And the other, is .Hack//Roots, which, agian the first episode doesn't explain too much other than a new hacker has begun "the world" and is over extremly powerful for a newbie, whi is harly even interested. Apperantly he has "a gift" of something that goes back into the "original" game of "the world". Apperently in the this .Hack//, the world had been updated with PK's (Player killers) and dangerous thugs and monster's. So, yeah. That's about it. Sorry I redid my site, but one of my requests for a wallpaper was completed and I wanted to try it out...so, =^-^= I can't wait for the other one, Monday! That's about it, I really want to go play FMA, so I'll talk to you later then? ~Koneako Comments (9) | Permalink Saturday, April 21, 2007 ^-^ My friends: If you're button isn't here, PM me, and I'll get it from you! Something fun for Zaku! My button: Hi everyone! I can't post someting very long, 'cause I'm chating with DarkXBlood right now! She's so fun! I love her!!!! *hugs Yamy* I love you all, really. I have some awsome things going on in both my Otaku and normal life. I finaly am getting ahold of DarkXBlood everynight, and we can dicuss alot of stuff which is awsome! And my friend, Iruka Sensei, is going to make me a site layout in a while, and a TenTen wallpaer that should be done Monday. I created a button for Zaku (because I found a cute pick of Misuzu), and I have no brothers today!!! That's three less little sibling to look after, which means big-sis, Koneako can sit down and watch some anime for once! *yay!!!* I had a really fun time yesterday around noon for me, *Mt. time, US/Canada* my two friends, Fallen Angel, and Iruka sensei and I were chating on Fallen Angel's site, and we had a blast!!!! They were hillarious, and every little comment we aded made me laugh, expeacally the argument Iruka and I had about the 4th hokage being Naruto's dad, that was fun! (The 4th IS HIS DAD!!!!) Oh, and Iruka, yummy popcorn, let's heat some up on the kettle again soon! lol Well, I better go finish talking with DarkXBlood now, before we both go to bed,(I'm posting this at night for me, which is tomorrow for Otaku because of time zones.). Buh-Bye, have a nice...er...day...I guess! ~Koneako Comments (5) | Permalink Friday, April 20, 2007 The 4th hokage... By a show of hands, who thinks Naruto's dad was the 4th hokage? (I'm gonna proove you wrong Iruka!) Comments (4) | Permalink Pages (32): [ First ][ Previous ] 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 [ Next ] [ Last ]   Anime | How to Draw Anime | Anime Wallpapers Top of Page