Wednesday, April 2, 2008

^^ Hi!
Its been a few days...but, hey. Hahah, Im alive...and I feel better...a bit. I mean, I'll still miss him being my friend with all my heart, but I cant cry 24/7 over him. I get sick to my stomach from it, and it seems that Ive just run out of tears. I think about that, loosing him, my best friend, and Im sad...but then, I have to relize the other people who support me.
Zpt Heart,
DaFeather,
DillPickle,
TheGrantinator,
Hatake Kasumi.

Im not alone, never am. Even when I feel like it.
*claps*
So! I went to the fair with two of my friends yesterday! It was fun, ^^' And usually I am such a wuss and never go on any of the "more intense" should we say, rides.
But I was upset over my friend so I went on them all! It was fun actually. Id be inches from the ground upside down, laughing and crying, and it was really weird.
Oh! But, around 4pm, we ran into these other boys from church who arnt the nicest people on the planet. ^^; Heh. So my friend Micah really has issues with them too. The youngest of them, Hirem, he jumped on Micah, so I told him to back off, and then the older one, J.D, he yelled at me to "go to hel*" And that reall pissed Micah off, but he didnt think we heard it, so when I turned my head around all slow, that was funny. So Micah went chasing him all over this area of the fair grounds, and he ran into the mens restroom to avoid her, went through this whole in the wall into the womens and out that door to catch her off gard, and she kept on chasing him. Eventually, she grabbed his hat, and started taunting him, (hes rather short) Um...then I turned my head and saw this boy who I thought was cute in XP And he smiled and waved at me, I was really oblivious, but then I saw his little brother-- and it was like; "HOLY ITS YOU!" Though I didnt say that out loud, I bet I acted like I knew it was him the whole time (His name is Chandler, younger brother is Aiden, and he has two young sisters, Rylee who Im close with and Emma), lol
Anyhows-
His parents and my mom were/are really close.
My uncle worked with Chandlers...Moms...dad? Yeah. And they were good friends, and my mom becae good friends with Chandlers dad when she first moved to Yuma 15 years ago. So, its funny because my mom knew both of his parents before they knew eachother and were married. ^^

So, they were all really good friends, and then Feb 1995, *poof* I was born! lol Chandler was born 2 1/2 months later, in May of 1995.
Turns out, my mom would babysit him for his parents, and we were really good friends when we were little, he even used my highchair. XD But, I guess a few years later, they moved to Mesa.
Apperently, they were/are having alot of financial issues, so they moved back here (in 2006) where Chandlers dad's (Christian) parents live.
Chandler ended up going to my elementary school, and helped me with this pervert one day, so we became friends, us not knowing we knew eachother whatsoever. I told my mother about the incident, and she asked his first and last name, so, "Chandler Miner" I thought nothing of it, but she literally stoped in the middle of the road almost when I mentioned they had moved from Mesa. So our parents got in contact again, and we were like "Woah. We shared a highchair!!!" We werent best friends though...only aquaintances. Which made me sad, cause I had a crush on him before I knew the whole history thing. lol
Well, in Jan 2007, he switched schools, so only our moms talked form time to time, and I never got to see him or his little sister Rylee who I was close with. I saw them for my Bday 2007, and that was the last time I saw them besides yesterday! I was so happy, cause seeing him again, it was like, "Hey. Ive got a crush on that boy. lol"

And SQUEAL!!! I got a hug!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was like I was blowing him off when he gave me one when he had to go, but in my head, oh wow, I must have been a lightbulb I was so happy inside!!!
He gets protective when I hug his little sister, and when I was giving Rylee a final hug, he was like. "Well, hey. I get free hugs every day" and he tried to hug her, she pushed him off and ran to me! So I was like, "Hahah! Burned!"
But yeah...the end of my happy moment. But he hugged me!!!!!!! *squeal* Hes cute though, Dirty blonde, green eyes, and his glasses work nice with him. But dang hes cute...lol

Mum is finally getting devorce papers filed. We caught 16 women my dad was cheating on the girl he has been with for 7 years on my mom even though the devorce wasnt final. Plus, hes been really abusive lately...so its all good I guess.

I hope you all have a wonderfull day!