Birthday • 1995-02-10 Gender •
Female Location • Yuma Arizona Member Since • 2005-12-28 Occupation • Waitress ._. LOL Real Name • Rachel
Personal
Achievements • Honors, Pre- college credit, the best friends eva Anime Fan Since • Since I was born! Favorite Anime • Ouran High School Host Club, Bleach & Death Note Goals • Survive my teenage years, O_o' Hobbies • Writting, reading, graphic arts, sketching and video games Talents • Art and Writing
myOtaku.com: Koneako
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
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Hello everyone! I'm aching evrywhere right now! I was so anxious to get home so that I could catch my bestfriend online, I ran straight from the busstop the 2 miles home! I wasnt even thinking about my ankle that I had sprained just a couple weeks ago. I dont think I mentioned that? Anyways.
Today at school...really actually sucked. I wanted to cry so much. I wanted to ditch and run away or something. So much stress over people. But everytime I end up saying, "No. I'm gonna prove them wrong."
But it's becoming more and more overwhelming the more friends that decide to leave me. And the more and more people that get cocky with me and throw me to the ground.
Mom made me upset last night, and when I get extremely upset with someone at home, instead of starting a pissy fit, I simply go in the front yard, pick up a stick, and start digging a whole. And that's exactly what I did. But I found that when I wasn't as stressed anymore, mom and completely locked me out of the house. I nearly had to sleep outside if I hadnt have managed my way into my brother's bedroom window.
But even when Im upset, I can still keep my heart pounding with a tad bit of happiness. Whenever I think of a special friend. Which is mostly when I think of someone like Emma, or KD, or just anyone who hasnt exactly just left me in the dust quite yet.
But there is more stress then those tears of happiness.
I also have doubt mom will really be disconnecting my internet anymore. But if the stress continues. I might dissapear of my own affair.
Im hungry...
