Tuesday, May 29, 2007

my day was....ugh.
Well, all was fine when I got dismissed from school and my dad and I were eating subway in the car and rocking out to CYY. Well, then my mom ended up taking me to Sweetser for my meeting for antidepressants, and guess what? The dimwit who scheduled my doctor to be the lady we met with better as heck be new there, because as it turned out, the law said her license only let her treat people 15 AND UP. WTF. I've been waiting over a frikken month for this meeting, and my counselor, and my family and I believe I really need those pills. Each breakdown I have...it just gets worse each time I go through a meltdown...it scares me..But at least I have my awesome friends to help me when I need it right? *hugs* Just tell me when I get too whiny. i'm sorry for that...

So, to make use of the time I had before mom had to go back to work, we went shopping. I was able to get a skirt for the chorus concert tomorrow, since it's scorching and in my opinion a skirt is better than pants in that situation. And then we went to Panera bread and got...well, bread. Gah, she needs to stop going to food places, it's going to make me eat everything in sight. *prys self off of Panera window* SEE?! lol. And I've had such bad luck, I was so out of it in science I wrote Rinoa Heartilly on my paper instead of my name. -_- And i've spilled alot of stuff on myself today..

I'll do my best to get to everyone's sites, andeveryone have a good day.
~Koo
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Monday, May 28, 2007

Tis Memorial Day.
as you know. And as I mentioned in the last post today is Jeff and mine's 7 month anniversary!! I know that it isn't a huge milestone, but I felt like saying it. The big one is the one year, this october. >w< That's pretty much all about that.
Anyone doing anything interestng for MD? BBQ's?Parades? Anything? ^^' I got out of marching in a parade, but my mom might still have to go...And I get to go to a barbecue instead! Unless my grandma's definition of a barbecue once again turns into sitting inside eating grilled chicken...Well, actually, it started raining last time anyway, so..yep. Have a great day anyone!!
~Koo
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Sunday, May 27, 2007

   lovely Sunday, isn't it?
I'm in total utter shock. I actually heard a Fergie song that I remotely like!! *legaspos!!* It's called Big Girls Don't Cry, and it is sort of ballady, but it sounds more, I don't know "average celebrity, not scantily clad popstar" than the other three. Wow, that was random. Totally. But anyway, isn't it lovely out? I love it! And if it's so lovely out ,then why am I on the computer inside you ask? Well, I just wanted to update my sites before I went out. I'm gonna go to see Shrek The Third today with my dad my brother and my boyfriend. Things could get interesting after all the talk my dad and his friends had about Jeff at the barbecue yesterday....It wasn't anything bad, they were just teasing my dad to watch out and how I had already planned the wedding and picked out names for our kids. lol, speaking of the barbecue, some family friends we haven't seen in awhile invited us to their house for a celabratory barbecue. ^.^ Their twin daughters, Reagan and Rhiannon, turned 1. They are so adorable, and it's the first time I've seen them besides pictures. For awhile there Reagan and I were attached at the hip, and she fell in love with my penguin necklace, so she went after that..and according to everyone there ,a baby sitting job could be in my future. >< yay there so cute and their sister Clara too, I'd love to babysit them. Clara is five now, and I still remember when she was born. back then she was attached to my hip though. I wonder why kids ages 5 and under seem to like me alot. I think it's the hair, it's fluffy and I probably look like a fuzzy kitty to them. XD lol. Tomorrow's memorial day, and that's awesome for three reasons. 1) It's the day Jeff and I have been going out for 7 months. I believe it is seven, right? *counts* yep. 2) NO SCHOOL! , and 3) I get lots of ice cream and junk food. Wow, that was a long post..sorry about that. ^^' Have a great day!
~Koo
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Friday, May 25, 2007

   New Account
I got a new account for the heck of it. My name on there is Dark Heaven. Eh, I know it ain't the most exciting, but it's no matter to me. Sooo yep. That's all. Have a great long weekend everyone! ^^
~Koo
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Thursday, May 24, 2007

   my bros in the paper.
My brother got mentioned in the district paper. ^^ If you get the Reporter (provided you live in our district of course) and look under the Lyman section you'll see that the fourth graders did their oh, third or so, annual 50 mile hike (unfortuanetly for me they started it two years after I left 4th grade. XP) and the principal kind of made a journal of it in the paper. They only said Ryan, not his last name, but they still talked about him. The princ. said, and I quote, "Ryan is a big boy for his age, and he does not look like a child who would voluntarily hike a mile, let alone 50." That's pretty much all of the first part,though I might have missed a few details. Then he goes on to talk about how Ryan was lagging, and aching and getting blisters on his feet. He then continued with how Ryan ran ahead and all the other fourth graders cheered his name. But my favorite part of all was when after describing Ryan feeling crappy awhile more, the last line in the article, after him talking about their initial return it said "Ryan ran the last hundred yards." It made me really proud, needless to say. I amm probably making a big deal out of it but...yeah. *sniff* ANYWAY, that's all I wanted to say..That's my I like my brother moment of the week.
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

   hi everyone
First of all, how have you guys been? I hoep things are going well. Second of all,here's another episode of my life..So, some of my friends are on the school Odyssey of The Mind team, and they got to go to Michigan U for world finals. I miss them already, but I hope they have fun and I wish them luck. ^^ And let's see....Oh, that's right. We aren't going to have a talent show at my school this year! I'm flipping ticked off. I sang last year, and as nervous as I was, I loved doing it. T^T i'm dissappointed to say the least. And as previously mentioned in my friend gothy-chan's posts, we aren't doing a promotion/graduation , just a longer dance. Which, by the way is only 2 hours long on a friday night! It could easily be stretched till like, 9 or 10 because it wasn't a school night. And, why couldn't we do the promotion at our own school??? They fit both 7th and 8th grades in the cafetorium, why not 8th graders and their parents? They need to think outside the box, man.
On another note, I have two important events coming up. On the 29th I go for the first meeting with my new doctor who is going to prescribe me antidepressants. As long as it isn't Prozac, which was mentioned frequently at my last therapy session so I'm wondering and stuff, I'll be fine. That'll be a good step for me in my opinion. Second is the chorus spring concert and we get to sing five songs. I think we only sang three at the last concert. The only bad thing is it will be in warm weather, inside, and I'll be wearing black pants and a long sleeve white shirt because i'm not allowed to wear my black and white skirt. It's gonna be pretty uncomfortable....but then the last day of school will rear it's lovely head...And I'll leave behind a building that, as sucky as it was, brought me incredibly awesome memories. *reminisces* Woah, sorry to get a bit wierd there. ^^' Well, have a great day everyone!
~Koo
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Monday, May 21, 2007

shweet.
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Sunday, May 20, 2007

   Twas fun. >.
My gramma's party was really fun. My aunt's good friend was there and she's 3 days away from her due date and I half expected her to pop the kid out right there!! My cousin is also pregnant so there were some interesting pregnancy conversatons with them and my mom. (speaking of which, i wonder if my moms pregnant. lately shes been moody, tired, occasionally sick, and eating wierd food combos. if salty crackers and apple sauce together equals wierd food. IS THIS NORMAL BEHAVIOR???)Anyway, my gramma was suspicious but didn't know exactly what was up, so when she came back from her day with my mom and aunt she was pleasantly suprised. and blinking. Cuz she had a blinking princess tiara. And all that food.....I feel so full still. My stepgrampa went nuts with the grill. I seriously wanted to find the number for Grillers Anonymous, if there is one. But it tasted sooo good. All the food did. And then there was the cake and ice dream. yuum.And my gramma got this really cool uber present put together by my mom and the guests. It was a scrapbook of all these things from her past and it was so neat. (for the record, it was a huge deal cuz she turned 60) My mommy planned it all out and I'm really glad it worked, because I think it was last year that my other grampa on my mom's side turned 60(her bio dad) and she tried planning it and was going to run the ideas by my stepgramma, but my stepgramma didn't see it that way, and spilled the beans to my gramps, ruining it. Those two are kind of alienated from us anyway. they live in biddeford, my mom's mom and stepdad live in new hampshire. Guess who we see waaaay more often? Not who you'd expect. But anyway, it was a really awesome time and I can't wait to do this for my mom if she makes it to 60. ^^
~Koo
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Friday, May 18, 2007

   WOOT!
Thanks to Amanda I got my site a background!! Only thing is, it's harder to see my text and you might have to highlight it so I'm sorry about that. but now my site is all furubaish in te background!!>< lol later
~Koo
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   It's Friday!! *crowd cheers*
WOOT! Today was actually awesome!! Except for watching the uber boring movie, 'Savages'. -_- BUT ANYWAY. I went to the bookfair with two friends of mine and I got a manga called The Dreaming. It's really good, very..I dunno, suspenseful. This weekends gonna be fun too. My grandmother's birthday party is tomorrow night, and it's always fun to go up to New Hampshire. The only problem is that my boyfriend' dads birthday party is tomorrow too....and he wants me to come, butit takes about an hour to get to where my grand's live. And jeff's dad's party starts an hour before my granma's does....I really like jeff and his family, but I'll probably go to my grandma's because I'd been planning for awhile now to go to it. I hope don't hurt his feelings though I dont think I will. Moving on, i might get to go to hot topic with my dad on sunday. Yay! >< I hope youu all have a good weekend!^^ See you later
~Koo
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