Wednesday, September 3, 2008

My first two days
My schedule and friends I have in them~
Green:
Chamber Singers: Evan, Debra
German 2: Joey, Sara, Taylor
Geometry: Evan, Sara, Cody, Kayla
LUNCH-Evan, Sara, Sarah B
Soph/Lit Comp honors: Evan, Casey(girl)

White:
Art Fundamentals: Alyssa, Liz, Casey (boy)
Biology: Mike
Health: Evan, Tay, Kate
LUNCH!!-Debra, Tay, Evan, Lindsey, Chantal
History: Emily (Edchan), Meghan

It was really fun the first day! We did our usual stuff, passing out of papers, finding lockers (I SWEAR mine opens without a combo!) going to classes. The spotlight was put on me in Chamber singers though D: but I liked it xD
Then today was the same, just with our white day classes. My friend Victoria and I spent an hour in advisory (unneeded the second day for much more than 15 minutes, really) trying to figure out a friggin lizard puzzle! DX But it was overal la fun day. But I miss Curtis Tony Ray and Lindseyyy....except for lunch with Lindsey I barely see them...
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Saturday, August 30, 2008

Icky sicky D:
I've been puking like nuts lately D: No I'm not pregnant, and sorry for the image I gave ya, but I had some bad lettuce the other night and my goooooodd.....it made my tummy hurt >: I start school on Tuesday and I'm supposed to have someone over tomorrow and maybe go see a movie so I hope I'm better by then because I've already had to cancel plans at someone's house because I was sick and I feel really bad about it D: I was able to chat on the phone with someone, but the whole time I was like *blech* *sad*


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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

   I'm so sick....
...of unrequited love/like. I know how pointless it is, but I can't stop thinking about Seth. I find myself liking him more and more, and I don't want to. I don't want to screw up a friendship with him by trying to force my feelings on him. I mean, I don't car if I think he's cute, but I don't want to like him. If he found out, he'd probably feel awkward because it's the second time he'd find out I like him...I only wish I could control my feelings, y'know? Alright, I'm gonna stop complaining....Here's a song I like =D I dun know why I like it, I just do. i'm kind of obsessed with New York O.o (Flavor of Love, I Love New York, New York Goes to Hollywood) It's creeeeepyy...
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Sunday, August 24, 2008

My parents said I could get a purity ring :D
And in other news...I fell down the stairs D: Seriously. I was walking down to get scissors from the kitchen and I didn't see my brother's green tote sitting on the stairs, and I tripped over it and fell down. I sat there crying for about 10 minutes because I had hurt my back and my foot and they hurt really bad. Maaan were my parents pissed at my brother...but I lived at least. My back and foot still really hurt though. I went hiking today so it probably brought it out more.
What's up everybody?
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Question
Um..how do I go about this? Well, I need you guyses help again. I know, I know, I always am x3 But I just don't know how to do this.
I want to ask my parents for a purity ring. Y'know, one to wear until marriage, saying I'm pure? I really want one....I just feel awkward asking..
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

*sigh*
....I'm sleepy. I don't wanan go anywhere eitherrr...I wanna stay here and sleep all day D:
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Saturday, August 16, 2008

hola
so yuh. Casey's house was really fun x3 I finally got to watch Mean Girls, and Phantom of the Opera, which were both pretty awesome movies. I kind of liked Mean Girls better though..but anyway. I also watched I aM Sam last night, which is about a mentally challenged man who fights to gain back custody of his daughter (who is not mentally challenged) from the gov't/foster care, and the Bucket List, which, despite what people told me, kicked ass. Both movies were really sad at parts though...
And I got to go to a place in BoothBay Harbor called the Botanical Gardens. They had some wicked cool flowers and sculptures, and i'll put some pics up soon.
About 2 weeks left before school, yay.
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008

*smirk*
Emily and I are going to someone's house for a slumber party tomorrow....it should be fun *grins evilly* You know what I'm talking about Edchan *winks coyly*
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*sigh*
*snifftearcry* I can't afford to go somewhere with Edchan T^T *cry* Damn my lack of money. I reHEAlly (Dr. Coz moment xD) need a job...I'm going to go find someone who needs a baby sitter....
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Thursday, August 7, 2008

Just a random rant, I guess.
Well, first off, as most of you found out, I'm the brunette on the right. Now, on to this rant's true purpose.
Honestly, it's somewhat of a question. Am I passive? Too nice? Seriously. I feel I am. At least, when it comes to my friends. I treasure my friends and I love them dearly, but I find I just agree with them or compromise rather than actually stand up for myself. Sometimes, I'll tell them about something exciting, at least it is to me, and rather than even a "oh neat" it's a ".....so?" And honestly it makes me kind of sad, and dampens my mood, even though I know it's not their intent. It's just like, thanks for your enthusiasm. I guess I really shouldn't complain, I just....*sigh*
And sometimes, I have arguments with my friends, who decide that they are going to push their opinion like it's the most godforsaken best thing EVER. I respect their opinion, but I realize that my feelings and my opinions matter too and I need to stand up for it. Some of my friends even pick on my other friends, and I don't always defend them as much as I should because I'm too much of a chicken-ass to say anything. I mean, I do defend them, but I don't want my other friend to get mad at me, so I don't say too much. What the flying fuck is my problem???!!!! Is it all in my head, or am I as trapped in a box as I feel? When I speak my mind, it angers people sometimes and I get in trouble, and when I don't, I beat myself up for it. I love my friends to death, but do I tell you all stuff at the risk of you getting mad if you don't agree with me, or do I keep my mouth shut at the risk of it hurting someone else?
Someone please just help me sort this out....I'm so damn confused.
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