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Saturday, June 9, 2007


I talked to my parents
Today my friends were worried about the scars, even though they weren't very deep..so, after several threats, hugs, and suspicious moments, I told them I would try my hardest ever not to do it. I showed them to my mom later and she was like, ok why did you do that? my jaw nearly hit the floor. I was sad, and she obviously hasn't been noticing, but maybe she has and just hasn't said anything...I told her about how I felt, and, well my friend Brittany actually suggested it to me earlier, but I asked if maybe we could talk to my dad about me staying with my grandparents during part of the summer. She thought that would be okay, and she told me she knew that I my brother shouldn't hit me,and they ned to do a better job of protecting me, and my dad shouldn't say some of the things he does. (I credit my dad's situation with the verbal stuff to an accident he had when I was 2, because he had some brain damage and went to jail, so as he says, his head is all messed up.) I was scared to tell my dad about my arm because the last time he yelled alot at me, but he found out anyway through my mom, and this time he didn't yell. He wasn't too happy about it, but he seemed actually concerned this time. He told me to come talk to him, but I don't really feel comfortable talking to him about it. I kind of have a paranoia about talking to some guys about it. At least adults anyway..for some reason I've had an unexplainable paranoia of adult men, and one or two women...it's really wierd. Anyway, My grandma also said that I could stay! I don't think she was informed of my arm and stuff at home, because she knows there is alot of fighting, but I haven't told her much of what my dad has said in the past. Come to think of it, even my counselor doesn't. Just my mom and my friends. But I really hope I can stay there. It'd help me alot. Add that to going to camp for a few days, and I'll be feeling alot better over the summer. ^^ And thank you for the support you guys. You're all awesome!! *uberhugs*
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