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Saturday, November 19, 2005


Poems




Broken Angel

A broken angel that dares to soar Is broken down until no more
Falling down back to Earth
Back to the place where she was betrayed
Back to the place where her heart was slayed
Looking all around she didn't like what she saw
He was standing there
All she could do was stare
For he wasn't alone
The one with him, who helped him see her end
That's when her heart ripped now it could never mend
Now they were together
Remembering laying there to soon be dead
She remembered the hateful words he said
As she started to cry
They kissed
She knew she wouldn't be missed
Then she disappeared forever
For a broken angel that dares to soar
Is broken down until no more.


It hurts

My heart hurts
Everythime it beats
Quickly everytime we meet
My soul hurts
For I know you can't be mine
You ask what's wrong I lie and say I'm fine.
It hurts
It will always hurt me
My love for you, you won't ever see
We were not meant to be
Forever my heart will continue to hurt.

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All the hell I go through
It's all just for you
Sheding blood and tears
is all i can do
Look me in the eye and tell that you love me
Because your all i've ever wanted
But we could never be
the pain never passes it never subsides
I'm just caught up in all of your lies
Only time will tell if these wounds will ever heal
After all my hope
Its all still real.

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Red like my blood
My heart is all black
As I was pushed into the mud
Love is all i lacked
I did nothing wrong
I was alone
I just wan't strong
If you had only known
As I cursed under my breath
I lost my mind
It lead me to my death
Even though my life was only a lie.

~kos-mos~

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005


   Random quotes that i found and heard of(so i'm not claiming them!)
1. I'm trying to find myself if i should return before i get back please ask me to wait.
2. I'm not myself today, maybe i'm you.
3. 9 out of 10 voices agree that i'm sane.
4. Some mornings its just not worth chewing on the leather straps.
5. Your face..
6. Your keyhole!
7. I can't remember if i'm the good twin or the evil one.
8. If it wasn't for my random blurrings, and motions i'd be as normal as you.
9. In some contries what i do is considered normal.
10. Just like flat gravy!
11. Its all gravy on the tator train.

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Wednesday, October 5, 2005


   Upset
Today i had the most horrible day you can have. At least it felt like it rather if it was that bad right now it does feel like it is. People at my school generally suck. I'm sick of putting up with everyones problems. I love how everyone decides that kos-mos doesn't have any problems lets take it out one her. Not. I wish they would all grow up. I don't know why they are acting like it but they need to stop before i really get pissed. If you act like a bitch to me then act like one to everyone else and not just me. So those who know what i'm talking about and can coupe please feel free and talk to me about it cause i need someone to talk to. It seems like i ruin their lifes or something. They yell and act like bitches to me and i don't even know why? If they would tell me what to do then i would fix it but no they act immature and yell and gripe until there hearts content and now i'm through. I won't and can't take it anymore. There's times when i don't want to go home cause of parents school was a way of escape. Now i can't escape it at all. I'm trapped and can't go anywhere. Where ever i go people treat me bad....i don't do anything either. I could understand if i did something but i don't even know what i did and they won't hint and anything anywaz so how am i suppose to know? Do you guys deal with that? Sorry to write a sad post it isn't like me. Next one should be better!
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