Friday, November 21, 2003

Well that's not bad (my appetite's gone down as well). As long as you're not wasting away over a book, it's cool.

Yea, Colleen knows to buy the book. Stable girl, huh? lol, yep, a most flattering part. What about a Koga type deal, except instead of wolves it's mustangs? That could come in handy somewhere. She could be from the southern part of the Central Wild (Athena's character is from the north of that, if that means anything) or something. Hmm.

*sigh* That weekend is already insane for me. Corban wants me to go to a class and I guess hang out the rest of the day with the TKD peeps, and I was also invited to go to a girl's night with my old youth group. I can't do both, and I'm having such a hard time deciding which to go to! *sigh* I don't even know if my parents can get me up there at all. I SWEAR this distance sucks!!!!!

Oh, VHS is virtual high school (my computer class).

*sigh* Your family life always sounds like so much fun. God be with you girl, I'm just sorry I can't offer refuge anymore.
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Thursday, November 20, 2003

Oops. Sorry, chik, I just don't think to update if I don't have something specific to say at a given time. *sheepish look*

You better not be skipping lunch too much, young lady! That's not good for ya.

The test wasn't particularly hard (too much memorization though. ick. I don't think I did particularly well) but it was so frickin monotonous and long that it took forever to do. 15 minutes!! You suck!!

*sigh* One of these days your dad will realize what an idiot he's being. Until then, though, good luck chik. Maybe he'll finally get the picture that he screwed up when you don't talk to him anymore after you move out.

I'm reading a new sucky book for my VHS class--Beloved. If you ever see the title on a reading list, cringe in fear; you're not in for fun.

I definitely have a new addition to the real crew in Ethryn. Colleen. You remember her? The tall skinny blonde (dark brunette, sorry. lol) from TKD. I don't know what to do with her yet, though. She doesn't even know what race she wants to be. She's a little hyper--one of those personalities that always seems to by happy when I talk to her. Man, that girl's cool. She also loves horses. Any ideas?

Hey, do you have any plans for Thanksgiving? We're probably just gonna hang out and watch football all day like usual. Lol, it's a beautiful tradition.

Take care yourself, girl, and don't you be neglecting that puppy. He's too stinkin cute for that.


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Wednesday, November 19, 2003

Not that I *need* a book to distract me or anything. I finally got to talk to my bf last night *dorky grin* so I'm in a fairly good mood today. "Fairly" because I didn't have enough time to finish a stupid Spanish test (and my classes are 1.5 hours long!!), so I need to start thinking of lines to placate my dad. Oi. (And I am *not* Jewish! People keep asking me that when I use that stupid word! Which reminds me, I said ai-ah [I can't spell, but you know what I mean] the other day and my mom made fun of me for it. I talk to you too much! White girl's getting annoyed like a Korean now too! lol Dang. I'm a total mutt.)

I'm into a book right now, but I'll start writing again when I'm done. Green Rider, man. It's pretty good.

I talked to another old friend from TKD the other night, and now it's my turn to tease someone who's got a total crush. Man, that's a lot of fun.

Okay, I've got to stop babbling and actually get to work now.

Lata.
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Tuesday, November 18, 2003

You are such a dork! Well, I'm glad you're having fun and not working too hard. lol. Good luck on finding those animes, and I'll refill the stupid card as fast as I can. (Gtg, I'm behind in my work.)
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Monday, November 17, 2003

No prob, chika, as long as the book's good. If you ditch me for a sucky book, my self-esteem will be shattered beyond repair.
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I know how you feel about being jumpy when there's something you want to focus your attention on, but can't. I can picture you in class too--the shifty eyes and twitching fingers. Lol, come on I had to give you a hard time.

I edited Ziah-ven a little ways over the weekend, but I totally wasn't focused on it.
My bf's parents cracked down again: each of us is only going to call the other once a week. GAA! *sigh* I don't have a clue what that makes us right now. I mean, he can't have a girl friend, so I guess we're just tight friends that, uh, "make-out" as my MOTHER so elequently put it. Good grief, I love that woman but she is a ditz. WE DO NOT MAKE OUT. Lol, yea, my parents sat me down and talked this whole thing over with me. My dad surprised me, though. He was all "if it's meant to be, it'll work out." My gosh, I didn't know he could be so profound over my chikish issues. I'm proud of him, even though he DID make fun of my being a chik like three or four times.

Well, I'm off to prevent my failing of a US History test in 4th! Wish me luck; I've been so spaztic about spanish, I've been neglecting US History. It shouldn't be too bad, though.

Ok, I'm done stalling now, honest.

Lata!
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Friday, November 14, 2003

Hey. Sorry I didn't post yestderday. I wasn't all there to begin with, and things just got better as they day wore on.

I got detention basically for being at the wrong place at the wrong time. I didn't hear instructions that others ignored, but I couldn't be exempted or it would look like the teachers was choosing favorites. I ended up with 15 min detention where everybody else got 30, so I guess the point was made. (Seven of the nine idiots skipped anyway. Now the losers are getting ISS.)

*sigh* Now is when things get good. Last night I basically found out that Corban's parents want him to dump me. Not that he will or anything, but it's still a rotten feeling. They like me and all, I have no doubt of that, but they just think he's to young for that kind of thing. As far as they're concerned, I can't be any more than another chik TKD buddy to him. It breaks my heart because it feels like they were lying to me before (all that about "always being welcome" and Corban being "lucky to have a friend like me" when I left). They didn't forbid him from seeing me or anything, but they're not going to help him see me either. Aka--if I want to come home, I better have my parents give me a ride both ways. *sigh* He told me not to let it get to me--he still loves me, and says they do too--but like that's gonna happen. I haven't talked to my dad yet, but the way my mom's reacting, I seriously doubt I'll be coming home anytime soon. I don't have a clue when I'll be seeing any of you guys again. God help me.
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Wednesday, November 12, 2003

I've been on a total emotional rollercoaster now since who-knows-when. I mean, I jump back and forth between my happy, ditzy self and my I'm-gonna-break-down-and-cry-now self to my brooding self to my neutral self so fast it makes my head spin. Holy cow, it's complicated! Lol, well, it keeps things interesting, that's for sure.

And pardon me while I laugh hysterically, Ms. Publicist. Lol. There's not even a sure thing of the stupid things getting published and you're ready to break friends' kneecaps to sell them. And yep, I'm slightly more laid back ;) But it's all good. I honestly don't think Sarah ever bought a copy--I know she borrowed mine for a while. Don't get too excited, though, I usually have a writing spurt at the beginning and end of a book, but tend to slow down in the middle. My getting a boyfriend was kind of to blame for the summer slum, though, so I'm a little behind anyway. *sheepish laugh* So much for finishing the trilogy this year.

Man, I thought I was gonna get caught today. Mrs. Long walked in while my back was turned. Oi.

Man, my idiot science teacher gave me detention. Crabby old fart. Grr. Well, my parents are being really cool about it--they know I don't deserve it, and are pretty much ready to go to the school board about it. My dad's just like me, looking at the "principle" and not the fact that it's only a half hour out of my life. He said he'd basically fight it through ISS--which I'll get when he doesn't let me show up for D-hall. lol, man, my dad rocks when he's not chewing one of us out for grades.

Phone's ringing. Lata!
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All right, cool. I won't be able to call for a couple days cuz my phone card's dry, but I'll let you know when I get it recharged.

Okay, it's my turn to gripe, man. I am so frickin lonely and bored here! I'm not taking TKD this month because I'm going to miss too many days, and I just feel like I'm still not doing anything worth mentioning. I finished the first draft of The Books of Ziah-ven last night, but that's pretty much the most exciting time I've had. I can't wait til Christmas. Right now,the moment I stop concentrating on a task at hand, my thoughts are all depressing. At least then I'll by in corny-mode and have that to fall back on. *sigh* It doesn't sound bad typed, and I'm grateful for that because venting helps, but I just hope I stop being so frickin depressed before I have a mental breakdown. (Ok, that sounds worse than it is, but just bear with me, I'm babbling.)
*sigh* Ok, I feel better now.

Anyways, on a brighter note, I *did* finish the rough draft of Ziah-ven last night. Go me. It should be pretty cool, but I'll probably have to fix a truckload of junk when I actually read through the whole thing. (As in, it'll probably gain like five pages.)

Well, teacher's here. Better go.

Lata!
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Monday, November 10, 2003

Okay, this really bites. When can I call you during the week? I keep missing you Saturdays and that's just not working for me, man.

Oh, and to give myself a little bit of brownie points back (I have to pay attention to my family every once in a while, I'm afraid, but I know that's no excuse to neglect you, Great Mistress) I've been doing some serious writing in The Books of Ziah-ven. I wrote the ending (which I love, because as a reader I would hate it. Can we say "cliff hanger"? *evil laugh*) and only have a few holes to fill in in the battle for the Lair.

Seriously, though, let me know when it's safe to call you on a day other than Saturday.
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