Monday, January 29, 2007

   day sucks...
okay i think i am getting sick and i cant talk!!!! my throat hurts my chest hurts and i feel like just killing myself!!! it hurts that bad and my mom didnt belive me!!! so ihad to suffer at skool!!! well thats my day how about yours???
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Thursday, January 25, 2007

i feel like writing a poem!!!
what more do i feel in a fragil heart
When all the world falls apart
you take my hand and hold me close
the demons arounds us cry in lost hopes

i long for the things i never longed for
a simple kiss makes me fly off the floor
i long for the touch that could not reach
you stole my soul and gave my heart wings

may the lord forgive
a creature like me!
for sent me you
and now i am free!

An angel that i could not let go
what a blessing to this dark world below
As you hold me close and take my breath
i cannot help to whisper and confess

A spark that has turned to a flame
I need you all the same
Not only do i need you to live
I need you to breathe
~Breathe~

A Killer's Soul
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

   BOOGA BOOGA BOOGA!!!!!!!!!!! MWA HA HA HA!!!!!
HI PPL!!!! I AM A KILLER'S SOUL!!!!! J/K!!!!! I AM SO HYPER IT IS SO NOT FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!! WELL TODAY KINDA SUCKED....BUT IT WAS OKAY....I'VE BEEN PLAYING THE AVOIDING GAME LATELY AND IM STARTING TO FELL BAD!!!!! OH YEAH...AND I AM MOVING SO THE INTER NET MAY BE OFF!!!!!!! SEE YA!!!!!!!!
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Monday, January 22, 2007

   CONFUSION AND INIHALATION....nvm
what up ppl my day was pretty bad so i am pretty down having a little emotion issues. I dressed pretty emo today also but it didnt help much...*sigh* oh yeah!!! i wont post tomorrow i think cause i am coming home late and stuff and this weekend i am not posting either unless i find a computer w/ internet!!!!lol!!! and sooner or later i might be off for a long period of time but i'll tell you about that later!!!! well...neways!!! hope your day was better!!! tell me what you did!!! WOOT!!! SEE YA!!!
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Sunday, January 21, 2007

   WOOT!!!
HI!!!! i shall post for no reason!!!....dont say anything....for i may get mad and poke you in the eye w/ really hot french frie!!!! I WILL!!!! YOU BETTER WATCH IT BUDDY!!!! what now homie??? WELL WHAT NOW!!!!*punches wall and wall crumbles* DANG!!!!! better fix that!!!*turns to you* I WILL BE BACK!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, January 20, 2007

   butter ball
lol!!! oksy srry i havent been on just a lot of styff happened and i dont feel like typing it!!!!lol!!!! SEE YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

   Unfaithful

OOps!!! i forgot to put a comentarry!!! so srry!!! its not a poem!! its sum lyrics!!! but thanks for thinking it was!!!lol!





Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

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   I FOUND PENGUINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




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   FROZEN WONDERLAND!!!! YEAH!!!*spazz*
I woke up this morning to see the most wonderful sight in the world!!! a land of frozen abyss!!!! IT IS AWESOME!!!!! Everything has ice and it is soooooooo cool! I have to take a pic of it and put it on my site!!! I will so do this!!!!! But later! SKOOL WAS CANCELED FOR ME!!! so I'm gone!!! and i am here talking to myself.....watching tv.....and stuff like that!!!! WWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! PENGUINS!!!! puinguins are awesome!!! you cannot resist penguins for they are awesome!!!!!!!!!! FEAR THE PENGUINS!!!

(^-^)
(> <)

Okay....it's a crappy penguin,.....but I'll find a penguin...and when i do.....IT WILL EAT YOUR HEAD!!!!!! MWA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!.....HA!!!! PENGUINS RULE!!! FEAR THEM!!!!! FFFFFFFFFFEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! HA HA!!!! okay thats it for now....or is it?O.o
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

   PART THREE OF MY BOOK!!!! WWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!
Suddenly, larger footsteps rushed near and a large gust of wind blew across his body as two large hideous creatures ran before him. Eyes like deep red rubies where embedded in a skull of sharp yellow teeth and a wolf like resemblance. Their black claws were long and sharp as they clawed up the dirt beneath their massive paws. Ellon ran after the creatures, fearing that they were after that woman. Ellon ran through the dense forest, dodging looming trees and leaping over roots like a cat. Ellon rushed into a clearing where he saw the woman lying on the meadow’s ground. She pushed the bundle into a near by bush and turned to face her death. The creatures stalked toward her exchanging howls and grunts, drool escaping their strong jaws as they loomed over her. The woman screamed as one of the creatures clawed into her side. Ellon ran to her as the creatures feasted on fresh flesh and blood. Ellon attacked one of the beasts but he just went right through them. The woman looked into his eyes, blood dripped from her mouth as she whispered.
“Nincougth el las fregcoon.” Ellon watched her die and he turned to the bundle. He crawled under the bush and removed the cloth from the small bundle to reveal a tiny baby with pale skin and blue eyes. Ellon stared at the tiny creature. The baby yawned and turned over, Ellon’s eyes widen as he saw a winged shaped birthmark on its left shoulder, the same as on his shoulder. Was this frail child him before he lost his memory? The earth gave way below Ellon and the world caved in as a black hole absorbed all into its dark depths. Ellon ran deeper into the forest as the meadow evaporated and the forest was slowly being absorbed. His heart raced and his breath escaped in large amounts out of his lungs. The hole grew absorbing all before it, Ellon tripped and the hole pulled him into its depths. He reached disparately for a ledge but all was gone and he fell through a dark void of nothingness. Ellon fell into a strange room of tall clear mirrors; the ceiling was a vast imitation of a night sky dotted with shining stars and a cresset moon. Ellon stood and examined the mirrors his reflections imitating his movement. How was he to get out?
“Hello?” his voice echoed through the vast room the only answer to his call. He tried again as fear gripped his heart. No answer. Ellon tried again over and over no reply, so he finally gave up. Every wall was blocked with a giant mirror, escape was probably impracticable. Ellon pushed against each mirror with hopes that they’re maybe a hidden door behind one of the glossy surfaces. Ellon sighed and rammed his body against the walls trying to break the exterior, not even a scratch! Ellon’s heart raced as he tried over and over to escape the mocking prison that enclosed him. No way out, the glass walls seemed to close in on him, an endless suffocation grabbing at his throat.
“Ellon…”
Ellon fell to his knees as the walls crawled toward him.
“Ellon…”
His breath slowly came to a halt as he chocked to breathe what air he had left.
“Ellon…”
The whisper scraped his mind like nails against a chalkboard.
“Ellon!”
It screamed.
“Ellon!”
Ellon’s throat tightened, he couldn’t breathe!
“Ellon!”

What a loss! What a loss!
The mountains fall and cry
The savior suffers to the power of the earth
As his mother steps aside!

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