Tuesday, January 16, 2007

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heh. well my day kinda sucked and the guy i like kinda sensed it.....he almost hugged me again. hes nice. well see ya. nothin special here. and beware all who pm me. I might start talking suicids and death. I promise that I wont do anything so dont worry.
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Monday, January 15, 2007

   hee hee this is me!!!!
okay...this is me its ugly i no but bear w/ me!! pll kept asking about how i looked so yeah...hear you are!....i hate pics....H8!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you ppl owe me...j/k!
^-^ or am I?????....o.o....beware!


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   Hey
What up ppls? I will admit I'm feeling a little suicidal...but i wont do anything im just feeling kind of lonely....*sighs* the house is empty and so I feel lonely...not even depressing music helps!!!! i no.....i have issues! Ill be fine tomorrow...i think...well see ya!!pm me!!!^-^....
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   Here's part two of my book!! WOOT!!!
...the war is over! We won!” Bill stared at his fair skinned friend. The blonde strands of his hair was dirty, to Bill, Ellon looked like a fallen angel in a misplaced hell of fire and blood. Bill put his arm around Ellon’s shoulders and walked him toward the base.
Ellon hung his head in guilt as they walked away as the others collected the dead and wounded.
“Forgive us, mother earth, thy womb cut open by pain. Forgive us, mother earth, for all have become deranged.” Ellon and Bill walked on as the rain poured over them, a wet, shining veil of pain and destiny.
The soldiers were in high spirits, booze and laughter rang through the showers. Ellon sat in the steamy gloom as the others shook Champaign bottles and sprayed the liquor at one another. The warm water engulfed his aching body in a soothing ecstasy. Every muscle relaxed and each pore opened to the rising steam, welcoming the heat. Bill approached Ellon holding two chilled bottles of Champaign and leapt into the water next to him, filled with intoxication.
“Hey Ellon! Stop being so depressed! It’s over!” Ellon sank into the warm water. Bill smiled and give Ellon a sly look.
“Looks like someone has a little secret, probably a slender fox, eh?” Ellon jumped out of the water as his face turned bright red. Bill laughed hysterically as Ellon returned to the water. Bill shoved an iced bottle against Ellon’s chest. Ellon jumped at the sudden chill and clasped the bottle in his slender hands. Bill clinked the necks of the bottles and raised it to his lips.
“Cheers my friend!” Bill chugged down the liquor in excessive gulps and shifted his brown eyes to Ellon. Ellon’s crystal eyes had a look of lingering depression as he sipped the drink. Bill could never figure him out at all! There was just something about Ellon that was just locked up so tight that you would probably have to go through a zillion keys before you could find the right one. Bill sighed, that’s what women liked about Ellon, his mysterious ways. Ellon never wore a smile on his face and never talked about his past or family, it made Bill wonder if he even had one. He looked toward his friend, so slender and frail looking but an amazing solider. Bill envied his talent and looks! How it would be if he was like Ellon!
Ellon turned to Bill, who had a dazed out look on his face. Ellon took another sip and looked into the steam. Knowing Bill’s mind Ellon’s face turned scarlet. He looked into the steam and whispered.
“Bill, you’re a pervert.”
Winds blow to the east, the savior hears the call
Mother earth reaches out for her son
As mountains burn and fall
A trilogy is now born

Chapter 2

“Ellon?...” Clocks ticked around Ellon as he walked down a strange hall of broken mirrors. Images flashed across each surface like broken memories hidden in the dark corners of someone’s mind. Ellon trudged on down the corridor, why was he having this dream? Voices reached into his feeble mind and brought chills up his spine.
“Ellon…” The woman’s voice drifted off his pointed ear and made him tense. He turned to find only a vast array of broken mirrors behind him. Ellon shrugged and walked on, still having the feeling as if you were being watched. The mirrors flashed images of joy and war with strange people of fair skin and pointed ears just like him! This dream was just getting weirder and weirder. Ellon walked on until he saw a certain mirror that was different from the rest. It was black rimmed and silver carved flowers embedded into the frame. He touched the patterns with amazement and felt relaxed as his touch traced the pattern.
“Ellon…” the mirror flashed with light and Ellon was thrust into the glossy surface. Ellon screamed as he fell through a night sky and landed on a forest floor. Ellon groaned as he sat up and rubbed his back. He looked at his surroundings; large dark trees surrounded him like a jail cell and the sky was dotted with stars, a full silver moon shined amongst it all. Ellon stood up and wondered through the dense landscape. The wind howled and fallen leaves crunched beneath his feet. The world around him seemed oddly familiar.
His ear twitched, the sound of light footsteps raced across the forest floor. Ellon turned to where the sound was coming from. A slender woman ran towards him, holding a bundle in her thin arms. Her clothes were shredded and dirty; her breath quickly escaped her lungs as her eyes glistened with obvious fear.
“Hey! Hey lady! Do you need help?” Ellon called to her as she drew near. Closer and closer she came but still did not heed his call. Ellon reached out his hands to catch her and a chill crawled up his spine. Ellon turned and watched the woman ran deeper into the forest. Was this just an illusion?

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Sunday, January 14, 2007

   Hey ppl!!! i'm writing a book! check it out!!!!!
Elven Trilogy




At long last, years have gone and our lands have become soiled with blood and rage. Our people search to live in the forests and streams that man has so carelessly stolen from our grasp! As we fade, our songs cannot be heard; the forests grow thin and silent as man takes hold of what mother earth has created. Destroying her with strange monsters and bright flames.
Woe to man! For the earth seeks revenge!
Evil has been released upon you!
Death has sought to destroy you!
Like the old Orici, you will all fall and die!
Hold yourself to be true!
For an Elven savior is among you!

Chapter One


Dirt flew and the air thundered with the sound of enemy bombs exploding against the earth’s frail landscape. Ellon, blood spattered and sweating, reloaded his gun as he tensed against the earthen walls of the ditch, the only safe hold. Sweat escaped every pore in his body, the smell of decay, fresh dirt, bomb smoke, and blood reached into his nostrils. The gun clicked as he completed the final step, another loud blast reached his ears and dirt flew over his head and into the stronghold. Screams stabbed the sensors in his brain.
“Ellon, we’re going headstrong!” Ellon turned to his left; the captain yelled the same command to the other comrades and motioned forward. Ellon jumped over the ledge and moved forward toward the enemy ahead. Bombs flew through the air on top of the proceeding force; bodies flew through the dry air. Ellon’s gun rang out of his gun as he leapt over the border. Men fell before him as his gun rang out the sound of death.
Blood flew and men fell, Ellon didn’t think, just killed. How many did he destroy? ...3? ...6? ...12? Will he stop? …20? ...25? …30? What was this rage?
“Ellon,” Ellon’s comrade, Bill, grabbed hold of his forearms, “Drop the gun, Ellon! Drop the gun!” The struggled continued for minutes until Ellon’s rage halted and he relaxed. Tears welled in his blue tired eyes as Bill released his hold on him and placed his hand on his shoulder.
“Why Bill? Why must blood be shed this way? In anger and rage? With hate? I don’t understand, Bill. Why must we destroy the mother earth in such vile and blood? Why?” Tears streamed down his muddy face yet brought no comfort. Ellon stared at one of the dead men at his feet. Blood ridden and soiled by Ellon’s hands, an unforgiving act of senseless murder. Bill stood silent as the sky became dark with storm clouds, rain would defiantly fall. Thunder let out it’s roar and lightning flashed across the sky as the rain fell to the earth like tears of angels mourning the damaged earth. Ellon looked up to the black sky as the rain washed away the evidence of his sin.

“Let’s go home, Ellon…”

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Saturday, January 13, 2007

   I wrote my mom a poem!!!!!!!!!!!
yea..i wrote my mom a poem and so i am going to post it for no apparent reason! FEEL THE ENVY!!!!

†My Mother†

We used to battle every day
Always my fault in some way
But you never seemed to stop edging me on
I am grateful all in all

I gave you trouble when I shouldn’t have
You made me happy when I was sad
Every time a tear drop rolled
You’d wipe it away and tell me to be bold

I’d tell you of my day at school
You laugh at me when I act like a fool
A smile on your face brightens the day
When I go to sleep nightmares seem to fade


A guardian angel on earth
With brunette hair and eyes that gleam
White lace around the seam
Her wings so pure and never stained
God’s perfection in every way

You are my mother and that is true
For all that you have done
I am proud of you
Happy birthday, Mom!

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   HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
todays is my moms bday so i decided to post it.....man! today shall be chaos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(mostly my fualt though....hee hee) im also trying to look for a poem about mothers for her bday cause im too sleepy to make one up at the moment!!!!!!!lol! well g2g!!! byez!
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Friday, January 12, 2007

   HUNGREY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I swear I am like so hungrey!!!!!! I have not eaten all week pretty much! so i am eating now!!! i no the post is short! my sucked so nothing cool! how was your guys day?
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Thursday, January 11, 2007

   Hey
GGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!! RESEARCH IS COMPLICATED!!!!! DIE EVIL RESEARCH!!!!! I AM ANNOYED BY YOU!!!! its a skool thing!!!! SOME ONE PLEASE PM ME
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