Monday, April 2, 2007

Nice Day!
[Current Mood]: Refreshed.
[Current Time]: 5:47 pm
[Currently Listening to]: Nothing. Where's my iPod??

How is everyone? I hope good...it's so sunny! (At least where I live) Sorry I wasn't around yesterday. I was at church, and then at my boyfriend Nathan's house all day.

We played computer games and card games. And made out. *hacking cough*

Yeah. You didn't need to know that. ^^;;

This spring-y weather gets me excited for graduation. Today in Choir we started singing a new song about reflecting life's experiences. We're probably going to sing it at our graduation concert.

It feels really weird to know that in just two more months, I'll be out of school. Of course, I still have college...but that doesn't really count because it's not mandatory--or as rigorous like high school is.

On the bus ride home, (I am quite embarrassed to say that as a high school senior, I still ride the school bus) this 11th grader and 10th grader were acting like total idiots. They were running around, screaming like monkeys, and giving each other noogies. I could barely hear my music, and I play it pretty loud. The sad thing is, my bus driver doesn't care what we do. She has even let kids smoke on the bus before.

It's times like these that remind me how bad I want to graduate. -_-'

After school I talked to Nathan a little on the phone...about the future and stuff. We have been dating a year and a half, and I'm sort of starting to doubt everything a little. I know that I am really in love with him, and he is with me. I have never felt like this for any other guy, and I could definitely see some sort of future with him, like getting married.

But then I get worried. What if nothing comes of our relationship, and this whole experience was just a waste? I told him this, and he said that any time he spends with me could never be wasted. That really touched my heart...but I'm just scared that things won't last, and it will be all for nothing.

Talking to him eased my worries quite a bit...but I still get unsure. T_T

I need a rest. @_@

Love you all, and I hope you're not going crazy like I am. ^^;;

xoxo
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Saturday, March 31, 2007

Whee!
[Current Mood]: Happy
[Current Time]: 10:08 am
[Currently Listening to]: Bring It (Snakes On A Plane) by Cobra Starship

Wow, I actually got a lot of comments and guestbook entries yesterday. Thanks guys! I look forward to making even more friends eventually. ^_^

So today is Saturday. I have a lot of homework and projects to complete today, but surprisingly, I don't mind. I'm already one third of the way through my English vocabulary (we have to find 30 words that we don't understand in our English book and define them), and the rest is kind of easy and shouldn't take too much time. I have to write a follow-up thank you letter for the mock job interview we had in Independent Living, and look up some information for the Canterbury Tales project we're currently doing in English.

Later on tonight though, I have to work. I'm not looking forward to that too much. >_<

I'm anxious to hear from Nathan. I hope he's okay. And not grounded for staying out too late. >_>;

Since tomorrow is Sunday and I do a lot of stuff at church (plus I usually hang out with Nathan a lot on Sundays), I won't get to post or visit anyone tomorrow. Sorry. T_T

I hope everyone has a great rest of the weekend! Take care, everyone!

xo
Krishnaa//Sara

[Edit]: (at 11:41 am) Okay, so I just talked to Nathan, and he's fine, thank goodness. He had a lot of fun, pushed a lot of kids over, and knocked one kid out. ^^;; I'm glad he didn't get hurt...or grounded. Phew.
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Friday, March 30, 2007

Happy Friday!
[Current Mood]: Lovey-dovey
[Current Time]: 2:00 pm
[Currently Listening to]: Dear You (Far Away) by Zebrahead

Yo! ^_^

Still not sure how many people are going to read this, but whatever. ^^;;

Every time after my boyfriend Nathan and I resolve an argument, I always feel really close to him. I’m not sure why. Maybe it’s because I feel that since we got through another disagreement, we can get through anything. It’s an elated sort of feeling that I can’t really describe….

I basically was just upset with him this morning because he’s going to an ABR Championship concert tonight without me. >_>;;

It sounds really selfish, but I can’t help it. It’s not that I really want to go…I just feel like being with him than stuck at home doing nothing. -_-‘

He said that he doesn’t want me going because he will be moshing the whole time, and if I mosh too, he’s afraid that I’ll get hurt and he doesn’t know what he’d do with himself if he saw me get hurt.

Which is really sweet of him and all, but that gets me wondering: What if he gets hurt really bad? And that makes me want to be near him even more. I’ll be sitting at home worrying the whole night. >_>;;

On a lighter note, I just got my pictures developed from my birthday party, which was two weeks ago. I’ll try to scan some and have them up ASAP, but I don’t know how that will happen since I don’t have a scanner. -_-‘

I hope everyone has a great day!

Krishnaa//Sara

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Thursday, March 29, 2007

First!
Hey everyone! *Looks around* Well, I don't have many friends here yet. *laughs* But I'm planning on it!

I'm really looking forward to becoming a part of this community and getting to know a lot of people here.

I really enjoy anime/manga as well as web blogging, so MyOtaku.com seems like the perfect place for me. ^_^

My friend Dani also just joined today as well.

There's not much going on in my life at this very moment to post about yet...so I'm just going to end with again expressing my enthusiasm about being here.

Krishna//Sara
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