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myOtaku.com: Krishnaa


Wednesday, April 11, 2007

I suck.
[Current Mood]:
[Current Time]: 5:10 pm

I can't even surprise my own boyfriend right. I was trying to innocently find out whether he preferred a bi-fold or a tri-fold wallet...when I accidently gave it away that that was what I was going to be getting him.

I felt so bad. He said just to get it anyways, but I just can't now that he knows. I feel like such a total loser. And--okay...I cried about it. Not just cried. I balled. I can't do anything right. :/

Not only that, but we might not even get that much time to spend together on Saturday--his birthday--because his mom might be making him go to a wedding for people that he doesn't even know.

Life hates me. -_-'

I try to explain this to him, and that I'm the worst girlfriend ever...but he insists otherwise. I don't know why.

And I felt even worse because he kept saying sorry...like it was his fault. Yeah, right. And I couldn't even tell him it wasn't his fault (it was mine) because I was too busy crying.

I am such a pathetic idiot. I wish he would just end my misery and dump me...but he won't...because he loves me. Although I don't know why.

It's times like this that I hate myself.
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