Sunday, September 11, 2005

Ok, so last night was both good and bad....

The bad, obviously, was the Naruto....

Now I'm not one of these dub bashers out there... There are some EXCELLENT dubs out there... Bebop, Champloo, .hack//sign, Gundam, and more. I mean hell... DBZ on Toonami was my first trip down the exciting road of anime...

But what you witnessed last night was a complete travishamockery. The amount of crap they cut and changed was crazy... The mispronounciations of Jounin and Gennin aside, as well as calling it the village hidden in the leaves. (isn't hidden leaf village easier to say? Or just fuckin say Konoha??) And I'm not even gonna bash the voice acting because, quite simply.... I thought the 3rd's voice was perfect, Naruto's wasn't as bad as I originally thought it would be, Kakashi's sounded very good in that small clip they showed during a Toonami bump, Sakura's was just wrong, Shikamaru's made me cry, and I agree with Tala when she said Ebisu should of been Mizuki.....

Honorable Grandson? Why not Little Master?
At least they said Chakra correct.
I'm not even gonna complain about the blood cause I can understand it... But it makes the nosebleed part totally pointless without the nosebleed.....

And the stupid DBZ-Style intro and ending.... That's just.......wrong..... None of these new Narutards will learn the greatness of Haruka Kanata, or Wind, or the other various songs throughout the years....


I would say I'm disappointed.... But this is kinda what I expected... So I'm not.
Yes, it could of been worse... But it also could of, and SHOULD of, been MUCH better....


So that kinda ruined my night... I stopped watching the Texas/OSU game for Naruto.... Tho I was flipping back during commercial breaks (which there were a ton of them..... not CN's fault, but i think it's stupid how many commercial breaks we have in our programming here....) Every time I flipped back, it was in time to see the Horns do something stupid. They slowly let that game get away from them.

I went to bed around 10, them down 22-16, me thinking it was over.


Good thing I couldn't get to sleep... XD

Woke back up at 10:20, turned it on just in time to see Vince throw that TD. Then the fumble of awesomeness. Then what was supposed to be a TD turned into a safety.


I guess that was a good cap on a crappy day.... Hopefully they can keep this momentum going all year. ^_^


Doesn't change the fact it was a crappy day tho... >>;;;
For some reason... I felt alone... Lost... Lonely...
My thoughts have been wondering a lot lately.



Diet information type stuff....
Thursday - 251.5
Friday - 254 >>;;;;;;
Saturday - 248

My parents ordered pizza last night... Doh.. -_-;; Now normally, I can down an entire pizza with no problems. But I'm trying to change that. I had them get me a medium instead of a large, and I was only gonna eat half of it instead of the whole thing. And that worked out well. Once I was done with that half, my stomach actually said "Hey, I'm full. Quit putting crap in me." That doesn't happen very often... So I'm glad to see that I'm actually getting full for once.. Heh.

But since I started this, I wake up, and my stomach hurts beyond all belief... >>;;; Friday, it was tolerable... But yesterday and today.....I just couldn't stand it... So I'm going against my "no mt. dew" stance, and going back to drinking the Mt. Dew in the morning when I get to work... Plus I kinda need that shot of caffinee to wake my ass up at 5am.. ^^;; Then I'm staying with my usual breakfast at work, only taking a Centrum with it to get all those vitamins and crap I need, and then a Stacker 2 XPLC thingie after eating. Supposedly it burns food up quicker. This is true cause I've noticed it. Then I'm still not eating again til dinner time. If I do feel the need to snack on something, I have a bag of gourmet popcorn in my room, and I just take a handful or two to tide me over. Then proceed to work it off. Heh.

I'm still trying to figure out how to do this treadmill thing... At first, I was doing a quick burst of full out, then a slowdown period, then full burst, slowdown, full burst, slowdown for 30 minutes. Then I tried keeping a faster pace with an occasional burst and slowdown. Yesterday, I just kept the pace face the whole time, and only had a half-burst toward the end. And yesterday's was for 45 minutes instead of 30.

My body's starting to get pissed at me tho... >>;; I just had no energy today... My limbs ache and stuff. So I think I'm not gonna do anything today. Take a day off, and get some sleep or something.


Plus, I kinda need to do my laundry, and do some cleaning in my room since my mom has people coming to do the carpets this week... -_-;;

Work was total suckage today... I was yelled at, cussed out, and basically treated like shit.. And not just by customers, team members too... I had to fight myself to not just say fuck you all and walk out...

And then, my old stalker showed herself........ Just what I didn't need on an already bad day... =/

I just wanted someone....ANYONE....to talk to....to listen... But noone was on AIM at the time....

Finally someone came on at like 11, and we talked for a bit... They did a very good job of cheering me up, as they usually do. They were having a bad day too, and to me, their problems meant more than my problems. So I listened for a bit and told em everything would be ok. But then they had to go, and I was alone again...


But still.. It's nice to know I have people I can turn to when I need them...


I guess I'm gonna watch football for a while... Aside from that, cleaning, and laundry, not much of anything going on for a while...



Whenever the world brings me down,
My angel lifts me off the ground.

Thank you
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Saturday, September 10, 2005

OH GOD!!!!!!

CRAPPY US VERSION ON THE INTRO!!!!!!!!! It's not ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



VOICES = TEH LAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!




DO NOT WATCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wake me up, when September ends....


Seriously... I know we're only 10 days into the month... But I just want it to be October already. Then I went the first 20 days of October to blur by. 40 days, and I just want them all to blow by as quick as possible.

Then again.. A lot can happen in 40 days.......


But anyhow...

I spent a good chunk of time talking to Kayoubi last night while working out. (my arms felt like jelly for a while cause I was lifting this 20 pound weight i have for like an hour.. >>;; maybe a little too much) But anyhow, we were having a real nice heart to heart. It was very nice. I'm glad I have her as a friend. ^_^


Noone won the Mega Millions last night... Guess it's time to buy a crapload more tickets for Tuesday's drawing. ^^;;; It's up to 200 million now.

God... I wish I could win that kind of money... First thing's first, I quit. Fuck you Meijer. Second, goodbye bills. Third, give my family and close friends some cash. The amount would vary person to person... Like I'd give my folks a million each, give my one sis 500k, (my other sis gets nothing... she stole 80 bucks from me while I was down in dallas... -_-;;;;;) give a couple friends at work like 100k so they can quit too, give Angie & Karl 500k, give Allie and her mom a million like I said I would if I ever won, give Kay/Andrew a million because they need it more than I do, then some more here and there. I would seriously spread the wealth.

Then, I'd be moving back down to Texas.. That's totally a given. But where would I be going? Austin? San Antonio? Elsewhere? Austin will always be first in my heart. But right now, I might go with somewhere else... See if something sparks, then go from there... But ultimately, Austin would be the destination of choice. And hopefully others would move there too.

I'd so totally help Kaylyn with marzgurlproductions as much as I could... Pay for flights, hotels, cameras, etc. The crew would go to all sorts of cons, that's for sure.

Then during the dull months... I dunno, maybe live in Japan from like Onicon til Ushicon. Obviously I'd need someone to go with me... Someone that can speak Japanese.. ^^;;;

Probably go get some surgerys done... Lasik, gastric, lipo, etc.

Get the uber DRG costume I've been wanting for a while now... The one made with full metal... ^^;;;;;;;;

And I'd put 20 million in an off-shore savings account, then live off the interest for the rest of my life... ^_^


So aside from dreaming... (I really seem to be doing a lot of that as of late... ^^;;;)

Got a lot of stuff lined up for today, between tredmill, freeweights, NASCAR, Texas vs Ohio St, and Naruto. The Naruto I'll probably just record on my sister's DVD recorder, then rip it to PC and burn it on regular DVD or something, minus commercials. Maybe. We'll see. A friend of mine here at work doesn't have cable, and I let them borrow my Naruto collection, and they fell in love with it. So I might just get them all the US episodes and stuff... We'll see.


Sock on door means GO AWAY!!
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Friday, September 9, 2005

Time: 1:47pm

Holy crap, I just realized how much stuff is going on tomorrow...... >>;;;


First off, tonight, I'm doing Promvyion-Holla with Jessica and her folks. If we fail tonight (like we did last night), then they'll wanna try again tomorrow. So there's that....

Then there's NASCAR. It's the last race before the Chase for the Cup begins... I think the race starts at 6 or 7

Then there's Texas/Ohio St. And we all know how much of a Longhorn fan I am... That starts at 7.

And of course, there's the debut of the US version of Naruto at 8.


So NASCAR, Football, FFXI, and Naruto....

Man I'm gonna be busy... >>;;;;;

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Time: 1:37pm

Ok, first things first... When my alarm went off this morning, (I think this was after the 3rd hit of the snooze button), this REALLY fucking awesome song was playing. I hadn't heard it before, so I keep listening. It's the good kind of hard rock I've been craving as of late. So instead of hitting snooze again, I sit there listening to it. And then out of fucking NOWHERE..... They start playing a part of Castlevania.... What part exactly I'm not sure cause I can't remember it now, but I'm like... This is the coolest fucking thing I've heard in a while...

The name of the band is Avenged Sevenfold. I don't remember the name of the song......something like Tap Monkey or something? But it was very very nice. I'm probably gonna seek out the album on BT later today. (Gotta finish with nascar 06 first.. heh)

If I can find a video or something, I'll put it up.



So, the day.

Woke up, heard that awesomeness, showered, went to work. Normal day basically.

Right now, I'm gonna head downstairs and hop on the treadmill. Walk like 2 or 3 miles or something. Then maybe do some situps or crunches or something. Then I have a 15 pound weight....maybe do some stuff with that. I dunno yet really.. Heh.. ^^; I'm just gonna play it by ear and see what I can do.

Last night for dinner, I had this sesame chicken from Tyson and some white rice. Very good stuff... ^^ I told my mom if she keeps feeding me "healthy" (her word) junk like this, then all will be good with this diet thing. b^_^


So some cosplay stuff...

First off, a small list of stuff I need need NEED NEEEEEEEDDDD to remember to bring for OniCon. XD

Ace Bandages
Aka Robe/Cloak thing
Leaf Handband
Swimsuit
Something kinda nice (are we gonna dress up nice or not for this? i forget. heh)
Kanky shirt, shoes, mask, makeup... Let's not forget anything here.. >>;;
Pillow, maybe comforter

The streak will not continue... I WILL NOT forget anything..... >>;;;
Of course, with that said, here am I saying am I forgetting anything on that list... XD


But yeah. Hopefully, if I can get it done in time... Onicon will be the unveilment of Duffman. I figure this is the perfect time of year to try to make a new costume, what with the little amount of talent and sewing ability I have. (which is 0 btw.. >>;) With any luck, I'll be able to Frankenstein what I need with other things. Shouldn't bee TOO hard... But we'll see.

But I dunno... Maybe I'll hold off til Ushi for it... Once I drop more weight... I know Duffman has a beer belly and all, but not as bad as I do. ^^;;


Saturday at Oni looks to be quite possibly the best day I've had in a very long time, if everything works out the way I hope it does. I don't know if I'm going to the cosplay or not due to some plans I've made that overlap it, but I'm definetly going to the concert and the dance.


My trip plans so far have me leaving here on Wednesday the 19th, and making a tiny pit stop on the way down. So I'll be in Houston on Friday, and doing Kanky for most of the day probably. Dunno yet. Saturday, Duffman early, then my big plans the rest of the day. Sunday, I honestly don't know what's going on yet. Kayoubi's trying to get people to go to Six Flags with her, but I'll be totally honest... I don't like rollercoasters... ^^;;;;;;; It's not that I'm ascared of them, it's that I don't enjoy my body being in an outclosed area traveling fast. OK, yeah, I'm a wuss.. >>;;; But then Limo's also invited me to the Houston/Indy game right across the street... It'd be nice to see my very first pro football game... ^^;; But I don't know if he picked up the extra ticket for me yet. So we'll see I guess. Either way, afterwards, I'm heading to SA to spend the night with Kay and Andrew. Then Monday, I wanna head up to Austin for the day. See my grandma, visit the Ushi boardies, go to Main Event.... Yeah. Then I'd leave on Tuesday, getting back here on Wednesday.

6 weeks til Oni... I want it here NOW... >>;;;


Ok, if you need me, you know where to reach me.

Teh Sasori gets less than three treatment, yeah. b^_^
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Thursday, September 8, 2005

10:08PM

Every Thursday night at 10pm, I'm gonna weigh myself. See how things are going.

This is the initial weigh in. Work begins tomorrow.


251.5
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Time: 9:02a
(i'm gonna start doing this just so people know when I'm posting shit... that's one thing I hate about MyO, and love about LJ.. date stamp is good and all, but what about time stamp? and the comment system sucks here. and if you only want to address certain people in a post... oh well)


Ah, a day off... Lovely... >>;;

Sadly, I was up around 7 today. I don't usually wake up on my days off til like 9 or 10.

But yeah. Woke up, talked to Kayoubi for a bit while she was getting ready for school, and that was about it. Tried not to fall back asleep then, but now I can't GO back to sleep.. XD

Plans for the day include.... Either playing some FFXI, or playing poker online... There a tourney that starts here in about an hour, and another at 1:30. I'm thinking maybe I should just use my PS2 for FFXI today, and the PC for poker.

I can't really do much with my Fairy char, so I might FINALLY get around to leveling Cuteythief... XD Seeing how you guys are 15+ and I'm still 1 with no subjob... Yeah... ^^;;;;


So despite all the crap going on lately, I've been doing a lot of deep inner thinking. Trying to figure out why my life is the way it is. And Kayoubi basically hit it right on the head...

We hover around those we feel are mentally up to par with ourself. She hangs out with older people because she thinks people her age are stupid and immature. I hang around younger people probably because I'm not ready to be an adult yet, despite the fact I'm 24... I keep going after younger girls because I have little to no experience in the relationship department, and neither do they, for the most part. That's why I don't just go to a bar and hook up with random drunk girl... That, and I would never lower myself to that to begin with.

I think my biggest problem tho... Yes, I'm still a virgin at 24. (and probably will be til I'm 40) I wanna be with a girl that's also a virgin, or that is as inexperienced as me in this arena.... No, not for some religious reason... For.......a reason I'm not gonna say here..... (if you wanna know, im me i guess...) With girls having sex at a younger and younger age, I feel so left behind in life... There's many things I've not experienced in 24 years, so much that a 14 year old probably know more about the world than I do.....


Like I said the other day... I know I need to change my life for the better.

That's why I've come up with a list of things I want to do in the next 4 months. If when 2006 rolls around, I can look back and see that I'm a different person than I am as I type this, then it'll all be worth it.

#1: Surprisingly, it's not find a girl. That's later on. =P In actuality, it's get the fuck out of debt by any means necassary. As I sit here, I have 12,000 dollars of credit card debt. And I only make 20k a year with my craptastic job at Meijer. Suffice to say.....this is a problem.

I've gotten a couple offers for 0% on balance transfers and loans I could get... I think it's time I take those. I'm gonna get a 10000 dollar loan, pay off most of my cards, then with what's left, transfer the balance to a card where I hopefully have 0% APR, then pay that off. The loan, I would pay off over the next 2 or 3 years. That way, all my credit card debt is gone.

From there, if I want to do anything fun, like go to Texas for a con, I need to set up a secondary account where I save money. Which, conveinently, I already have a savings account set up.

Then, I kill my credit cards, except for one, which I'll keep for emergencies... Like, if my car gets hit, or unexpected doctor's bills, or anything like that. Not porn, hotels, plane tickets... None of that stuff.

I think it goes without saying that the number of cons in Texas I attend will go down dramatically.... Which sucks, but in the end, it'll be worth it when I'm finally able to move back down there.

As it stand, my con schedule for next year:

Ushi: going
AKON: going
Onicon: probably going. (i'm talking 06 here. i'm definetly going this year)
AFest: NOT going
Chibi: NOT going
Shiokaze: Undecided.
any other random con: not going

I'm only definetly coming down for next month's Onicon, January's Ushicon, maybe for Shiokaze, definetly AKON, and maybe next year's Onicon. I think that'll depend on what happens this year.

I need to be smarter with money. Stop spending it. Just because i HAVE a credit card doesn't mean I need to use it.


#2: (yes, all that was number 1)

Look at me... I'm fucking hidious... >>;;;;; By the end of the year, my goal is to of dropped 50 pounds. Then by AKon, I want to of lost another 50. If I can be down to 150 by June 06, I will be happy...

To do this, I'm doing a LOT of stuff... Mt Dew intake is gone. Instead, it's been replaced by drinks with the word "Diet" in them. Diet Rite, Diet Cherry Coke, Diet Dr. Pepper, etc. I'm drinking a shitload of water. I'm eating hardly anything... I'll have breakfast at work, no lunch, and a small dinner.

I'm doing some walking, in an attempt to build leg strength. My legs are my number 1 problem....what with all the knee and ankle problems I have.... But with no legs, you can't do much of anything.

Unless I'm thinking about it the other way.... Get rid of the top so there's less for the legs to carry...

But either way, yeah.

I haven't weighed 200 pounds since like 8th grade... And I'm not even lying there... I've always been this chubby little fucktard. I want to change that in the worst way.....

#3: Get better at poker.

Finally, something stupid on the list. The first two are dramatic life altering things... This... Well this just takes lots and lots of practice. Thankfully tho, I'm getting said practice on a regular basis.

#4: Fix the girl situation.

You knew this was coming.

Now I have no problem with internet relationships, having a girl that lives in Texas or Teneessee, or whatever... But it'd be nice to have someone closer... Someone to actually touch, feel, hold, etc. I've always said actions speak louder than words. Saying you love someone is one thing, but showing them is completely different. And no, I don't mean that... Pervs.. >>;;

I'm not so much gonna stop going after the 16-20 age bracket, tho I should. But that goes back to the point I made early with mental/emotional capacity.

Now if something happens at Onicon, and I met some awesome girl, and we hit it off and fall for each other... Cool. If it doesn't happen, then no big deal. I'm not gonna let it bother me. It didnt bother me at AFest, and there were a couple girls that I had interest in. It didn't work out, oh well. You live, you learn, you move on.


Now there's more to this list.....but it's more pesonal stuff. Things I feel I have to do.


Will it be easy? No
Will it work out? Who knows

But this is all shit I know I have to do....


When I was 12, I had this feeling I'd be dead by 27. That's 2 1/2 years off. At the rate I'm going, that prediction will probably come true. That more than anything is why I know I need to do this.


And I know I'm on my own because I can't depend on anyone else but me.
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Wednesday, September 7, 2005

In other news....

I finally got a webcam set up.... No, this has nothing to do with that stuff....

In fact...


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(cross posted from LJ cause I don't feel like retyping, etc)

A quick addition to what I said yesterday, since it seemed to spawn a lot of anger in comment form....

By "positive encouragement", I meant more like someone closer to me. Kaylyn, I do appreciate everything you do and say. You should in no way be insulted by what I said. I was more referring to family or people I see on a daily basis. Yanno....the whole "you losing weight?" thing. Or shit like that. In my house, I'm nothing but yelled and bitched at. I can't expect my family to give me any positivity, which is why I depend so heavily on my friends. I want someone to physically be there... (not that level of physicality tho, if that's what you were thinking... that's a different subject)

People seem to take what I say the wrong way a lot of times....

And don't even get me started with the whole rumor thing going around....

I should just keep my mouth shut about shit....




Or stop blogging altogether.....

I mean, isn't this why I'm not allowed at cons in Chicago anymore? Because of the sheer amount of people that want me dead because of things I've said?

And now, at a point in which I'm trying to change my life for the better, I'm just reverting to my old ways, and the same shit is happening again. What little respect and friends I had within the Austin cosplay crowd probably all think less of me now. And it'll probably only get worse as this goes on...



Again, I'm forced to question why I bother existing to begin with.... It all seems so troublesome....



Give me a couple days... I might be in a better mood... For now, my spirit has been crushed. =/
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Tuesday, September 6, 2005

Ok, AFest report...

SUCKED!!!

Those of you that didn't go, be glad you didn't... There was like nothing to do there... Seriously, most of Sunday, we just sat in the room watching porn. At least til the dance started, then there was some drama or something going on... I don't really know cause I stayed out of it. (i have my own problems that I was worrying about)

Ok, so here we go. Thursday, get to the airport, plane leaves. Arrive in Dallas early, go thru hell trying to get the Super Shuttle that I had made reservations for. Finally get to the hotel..... First off, the building across the street from the hotel (Reunion Arena) was being used as a shelter for evacuees from the whole Katrina thing. So we had that looming over us. Then, the hotel itself was being used as a staging point for incoming search and rescue, and FEMA guys. They would go to the hotel, eat, sleep, get briefed on stuff, then head out to ground zero. And there were tons of those guys around. So already, you know it's gonna be weird, what with having lots of kids running around in costumes, and then there's these guys about to go into a giant graveyard....

Anyhow, get to the hotel, check in, and wow... This hotel was beautiful. The look down from the walkway was breathtaking. I do a little unpacking, and decide to watch the Cowboys game from the hotel bar. Do a little drinking with the FEMA guys, and yeah. Head to bed. I was the only one in the group here at this point.

Friday. Didn't get much sleep. Get up, and Suger calls saying they're here. So I go down, meet her, Newbeh, and Socknin for the first time, and head in. Nothing too eventful yet.

We want liquor. Eric and I go on a beer run. I get directions to an Albertsons in the area, and we start walking... 15 minutes later, I look at a map of the city (since all I had were street names on a sheet of paper), and we had walked about 10 blocks... We had another 25-30 to go.. x.x;;; We give up on the Albertsons, and decide to drive to a Super Walmart, since we needed some other stuff too, like Tylenol and makeup for costumes. So head back to his car, start heading the way the directions say to go, and BAM....like 4 liquor stores... XD So we stop, get the goods, and head back. He got a 12-pk of Smirnoff Ice, a 6-pk of Corona, and a small bottle of 100 proof vodka. I just got the vodka, thinking that would last me the weekend.

So in the room, the drinking begins. Suger's gone, Newbeh's gone, Socknin's not so gone... He didn't seem to be having a good night... And understandably so. As for me... Of my cute little bottle, I drink about 3/4ths of it. Yes, 3/4ths a bottle of vodka... With Mt. Dew chasers none the less.

Holy fuck was I gone... XD

So we all head down to the rave. Phlinx is already going at it, so's Mint, Tolarin, and Levi. And I join em. Yes folks, Kris finally raved.. =D Drunk off my ass, but yeah.. XD

Highlight of the night, or at least for me... Two of em actually. One, they played Follow The Sun, and I start jumpin around....drunk... I kinda twisted my leg pretty bad... Bad enough that I couldn't walk for a couple minutes.. ^^;;; But then I'm right back out there dancing again on one leg.. XD Then later, they played Night Of Fire, and Mint and I are like the only ones doing the Para Para for it.. ^_^ Mint's awesome like that.

I think the ultimate highlight of the night was that near the end, everyone else was down for the count, except Phlinx, Mint, and me. And I suck at raving, yet I was one of the last ones standing. b^_^

So the rave finishes, and we all head to sleep.

Saturday. Wake up to Suger bitching about how she's not gonna sleep in the room because I snore.... This kinda pissed me off.... A lot in fact... So much so that it ruined my mood for the rest of the day.... I'm nice enough to let the girl stay in the room for free, and she's gonna bitch like that? That's pretty shady if you ask me.... =/

Saturday was boring as fuck... The cosplay started like 2 hours late, so it started at 10pm. Same time as the dance was supposed to start. But it was Greg Ayers spinning. I knew it wasn't gonna be good, but everyone went anyhow. I went for a bit, but I was in such a bad mood that I just sat there doing nothing. Mint came to talk to me, and I appreciated it very much, but I don't think anything could cheer me up... I just went back to the room and talked to Kayoubi on AIM and Jessica thru text message for the rest of the night. The two of them did manage to brighten my mood, but I still wasn't happy.

Sunday, more of the same... Nothing going on at the con. We had talked about it all weekend, but on Sunday, we finally ordered the unlimited porn package.. XD So half the day was spent sitting there watching porn.

Newbeh, Eric, and I went on a supply run the middle of the day. We were gonna ride the train up to the West End to a CVS there, and see what we could find. On the way, I found out something very disturbing about someone..... So I'll be kicking their ass when I see them at Oni, along with a couple other people... Then some other stuff happened, that I won't mention here. But yeah. We get to the CVS, and they have a small supply of liquor. Got a 6-pk of Ice, a can of pringles, and a mt. dew. Not much, but good enough. Head back, and yeah. Suger goes for the drink, I finish the little bit of vodka I had left, but didn't feel anything. I knew I wasn't getting drunk that night.... =/ Now at this point... Phlinx had already left. He wanted to take Mint, but she wanted to stay. Levi wanted to go, but had paid for the room already. So like, everyone didn't want to be there, except Suger.

So they all go to the 3rd dance, but I stay in the room. I pretty much spent my night watching TV and talking to Kayoubi on AIM til 2am. Those were good times.

Then we have Monday. Everyone leaves around noon. My Super Shuttle ride isn't showing up til 1:30, so I'm by myself for a while. It shows, I get to the airport at 2, and I have 2 hours to sit around and do nothing... -_-;;; Talk to Kayoubi for a bit more, along with anyone that happened to be on AIM while I was bored out of my mind.. Heh. Got back to Chicago, my parents picked me up, then we went to Cheeseburgers in Paradise. Was alright....not something I'd go to everyday... ^^;

Get home, start unpacking, talk to Kayoubi for a little more, then slept.

Woke up today for work, talked to Kayoubi, got some bad news... (or at least bad for me, but that's neither here nor there), and yeah... Didn't have too good of a day... =/ It's not your fault tho....just bad timing is all.


And that was my weekend. Some goods, some bads, some really goods, some really bads.

Honestly, if I had it all to do over again... I probably wouldn't of gone to the con. I'd of saved the money for Onicon, or paid bills, or something. But AFest was so totally not worth it... I mean, it was great meeting guys like Newbeh, Socknin, Mint, Tol, etc... But yeah....



I need to change my life, and now. My only problem is I have no positive encouragement in my life... I don't have anyone to be all "you're doing good" and crap... That's why I don't think positive about myself because noone else seems to.

But I'll save that for another day... For now, I promised Jessica I would get on FFXI and level DRG... So I'm either gonna do that, or play poker, which I haven't done in a couple days.. XD
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