Thursday, January 12, 2006

Much luv to muh girlies, Bunny, Seth, and Shun. ^.^


I've been playing WAAAAY too much FFXI as of late. But getting a lot done. I finally have sky access! =D We had one failed attempt at a Gae Bolg run. A friend of mine is farming skulls this weekend, might see if we can do Vouivy. I already beat teh Maat. So now, really, all I have left to do is get the Gae Bolg, and an Assault Jerkin. There really isn't anything stopping me in my progress to level anymore......except for lack of party invites... ;_;

Must....get.....to.....69
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

meow meow meow meow
meow meow meow meow
meow meow meow meow
meow mix please deliver
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Friday, January 6, 2006

Don't read this if you don't want to. Fair warning.























You know, I'll never understand you. For a time, I thought I did. But I guess not. You keep your true feelings kept deep down, and don't let anyone in. Even if they have good intentions, and mean well. You still refuse to let people in.

You say you hurt so much, yet when people help you, it means nothing to you. You just shake it off as nothing, and continue being depressed. And why? Because you can't get what you want.

You cry about being single. Yet you HAD a boyfriend. And hell, you had me basically saying I would be open to getting back together with you. But that wasn't good enough. You wanted what you wanted, and nothing else was good enough.

You can't always get what you want.

Wanna know why I started saying I hated you to begin with? Because of the constant rejection you left me feeling. I gave up trying to make you happy because I knew it was pointless. I gave up the offer of going out again because I'm not "him". I'm not good enough in your eyes, as no person, man or women, is.

You are truely one of the most confusing people I've ever met.

To be perfectly honest, I don't hate you. You say I need to take a joke... How bout you?

But no. You had to make a crack about Texas. And you KNOW I take my football and my Texas heritage VERY seriously. Joking or not, for you say just out and say Texas had to cheat to win... No, I took that VERY personally. Joking or not.

It may mean nothing to you, but to me... What you said is the equilvilent of me saying all gays/lesbians should be burned like the witches in the 1700's. I'm joking, but some people would take it as serious, hate crime, etc.

So you're only cheering for USC because your mom is cheering for Texas? What kind of sordid truth is that?! What kind of justificatoin for what you said is that?

Maybe what I said was a little overboard. But you know what....

You want all the attention. And when someone else is happy, you only seemed to want to strike it down. Why couldn't you just be happy for someone else? What was the point of even saying "they cheated" to begin with, joking or not?!? Just because "it's an anime/con/gaming group" doesn't mean there aren't any football fans in the group.

Hell, if Limo saw what you said, he'd be asking for your head on a plate right about now.



So you know what... I don't hate you. I just think less of you right now.

And that, is no joke.
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Sunday, January 1, 2006

2006. Oh boy. What fun. x.x;;;;

So let's hope this new year isn't as crappy as the last one was.


And now, my list of Big Goals in 06.

#5: Try to go to as many cons as possible, and spend time with all my friends. And meet new people, like Shun, Kenjiro, and his friend Nicki. And get to know people I only shortly met, like Seth and Enya. And have fun times with the likes of Phlinx, Danzig, Marzgurl, and the rest. Already, I'm going to Ushicon. Shiokaze is unknown right now. AKon is a definete yes, as that con rocks. Going to AX for the first time with Kaylyn and Andrew and others, and anyone else that's there. (and while there, try to avoid as much drama and conflict with anyone from Chicago that might hate my guts in the process) AFest is boring, but we found good ways of entertaining ourselfs. Oni is always good. And this new con I found, Shimakon, down in South Padre. Can't go wrong with Padre in September. b^^ I just wanna spend as much time as I can with my friends, especially since I live so far away, and can't see them that often.

#4: The whole relationship aspect of things. I'll be 25 soon, and I haven't had a girlfriend, or date for that matter, since I was 18. That's depressing and sad. And thus, is something I need to fix ASAP. I have high hopes with Nicki, but who knows. Then, there's all these other girls I would so totally go out with, if circumstances were different. If Bunny-Chan wasn't 15; If Tala didn't hate me; If Scrangie wasn't engaged; If Danzig was a chick. Wait....scratch that last one... =P But yeah. Then, when I find this special someone, be the best I can for them.

#3: Try to come in to some money. I see this happening one of three different ways. First, I applied for that show Deal or No Deal. And seriously.....I wouldn't be all greedy, and go for the million or whatever. I'm perfectly content getting like 20-30k, and coming back and setting my life straight. Yeah, a million would be nice and all, but realistically thinking, 20-30k is just fine for me. Plus meeting Howie Mandell, and being on TV... Always awesome there.. XD Second, the World Series of Poker. Either April or May starts the qualifiers to that on the sites I play on. 2 years ago, I almost made it. Last year, I tanked. This year, I've been playing some halfway decent poker, so I think I might have what it takes to make it to Vegas. And ultimately, again, I'm being realistic. I know there's NO way in hell I'll win that thing. (and i think 1st place prize is gonna be like 10 million or something....) I just wanna go to go, and try to get thru the first day. To me, that would be a personal accomplishment. And I'm not taking the Steve Dannenmann approach either. My only goal is to make it thru Day One. Then go from there. And if I win any money, awesome. If not, I'm not gonna be depressed, cause I got to go for free kinda, so it's all good. ^^ Now the third way I want to come to some money is the route I don't really want to take, but know I have to. Get a loan for 15000 bucks, and use that to pay off the credit cards, then just pay the loan back over 3 or 4 years. Again, not something I really want to do, but something that needs to be done.

#2: Move out of my parents house. Move back to Texas. I don't know where or with who, but yeah. Whether it's with Kim and Geoff in Austin, with Kaylyn and Andrew in SA or anywhere else, or I don't know. I just know I want to get out of Chicago, and go back south. I'm almost 25.....I shouldn't still be living at home. And also, at some point, I know I need to go back to college. But I'll worry about that later.... I have a lot of other stuff I have to worry about first.

#1: Get the damn debt under control. Hence why #3 kinda becomes important... ^^;;;


Seriously, if I get like hella money in either the WSOP or on that tv show, then the moving just moved up from sometime over the summer to a lot sooner. And the more money I have, the more cons I can go to, and more partying with friends I can do.

So one way or the other, all 5 things are connected.


I just hope that on January 1st 2007, I can say my life really has changed for the best.

So again... Let's hope 2006 is better than 2005 was.
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Friday, December 30, 2005

yeeeeaaaahhhh.... =/



so um.......

someone come kidnap me. =(
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Blah... Yet another crappy day. =/

4 more weeks.


Sigh....

My plans for New Years. Sit at home and do nothing. It's just a normal Saturday night for me. Work on Sunday morning, noone to do anything with, and yeah.


I sent off an application for that show Deal or No Deal. Let's hope I get accepted, eh? ^^;; Money = Good
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Monday, December 26, 2005

t - 12:15am, @work



Yes, you read that right, I typed that right... Have to work a graveyard shift tonight... So I'll be awake til like 6 or 7am. Feel free to send some lovin my way on AIM or something, as I'm both bored out of my mind, halfway asleep, and feeling like shit. x.x;;;;

Yet to mess with my iPod. Dunno why really, but whatever. You think the first thing I would of done was uploaded every mp3 and CD I own, but I didn't. I just went back to playing FFXI... x.x;;; (good thing I did too... heh)


God I feel like shit... Like seriously, I kinda fell asleep at like 10, and woke up at 11:45. So much for showering before going in... I just rolled over, threw my hoodie on, brushed my teeth, ran a wet comb thru my hair, and left. Heh.......


It's gonna be a looong fucking night... x.x;;;;
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Saturday, December 24, 2005

Well today's been fucking great...

Between the drama on the ravenin's board, to people being assholes at work, to some other bullshit....


Why do I bother falling for people who don't really give two shits about you, when you just want to see them happy. Especially when they're being oblivious to the fact that maybe MAYBE you might wanna get back together... But whatever... I'm done. I give up. It's not worth it.


If this blind date thing at Ushi doesn't work out, then I am officially taking myself out of the dating pool. It's over. I'm done. It's not fucking worth it..... -_-;;;;



Merry fucking christmas
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t - 5:30am

Twas the morning before X-Mas, and Kris is at work.
I was up til midnight playing Naruto, god aren't I a dork?


Ok, that's all the rhyming you get. =P

My game came in about 6pm last night. =D Ran thru story mode, and messed around with RPG mode, but for the life of me, I can't figure it out... It seems like all I'm doing is running in to people, then giving them something, then meeting up with them again, then having lunch with them.... I've had lunch with Temari like 3 times, Kankuro twice, Kiba twice, Shino twice, Konohamuaru like 4 times... It's driving me insane!!! And I'm not gonna dig my way thru the boards at gamefaqs to try to figure it out. Guess I'll just wait til there's an actual FAQ up or something.

And it sucks, cause I still have 10 characters left to unlock... ;_;


Reasons why UH3 pwns GNT4!!!
5 - Cursed Seal Sasuke and Kyuubi Naruto are in the game, but they aren't selectable characters. You have to perform a special on your opponent, and then you transform in to those for the rest of the fight.
4 - Butterfly Chouji!
3 - You can transform into chupathingy Gaara and the giant snake Orochimaru
2 - Custom special moves. After you pick your character in versus mode, you can pick what you want your moves to be. Kinda like Capcom/SNK 2 and other fighters.
1 - Two words.....

DRUNKEN LEE


So yeah. I need to unlock these other characters... -_-;;;


As it stands right now, this will be my last Ushicon. They seem to be going completely downhill, and don't really know what they're doing any more. I truly feel that way. Expect a long rant on the RaveNinBoards here in a bit.


And that's it for now I guess. If I don't say anything tomorrow, have a merry x-mas. And if you don't want to, have one anyhow. =P
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Thursday, December 22, 2005

Product name Qty. Price/Unit Price


Naruto: Narutimett Hero 3 (Japanese, NTSC J) 1 US$ 64.90 US$ 64.90


Sum US$ 64.90

Shipping US$ 21.20

Total US$ 86.10


Dec 22, 2005 23:54:45 HK BILLING INFORMATION RECEIVED
Dec 22, 2005 20:27:00 US LOUISVILLE IN TRANSIT TO
Dec 22, 2005 20:26:00 HK CHEK LAP KOK DEPARTURE SCAN
Dec 22, 2005 19:01:28 HK CHEK LAP KOK EXPORT SCAN
Dec 22, 2005 19:00:28 HK CHEK LAP KOK ORIGIN SCAN
Dec 22, 2005 15:15:12 HK KWAI CHUNG PICKUP SCAN
Dec 22, 2005 12:07:57 US LOUISVILLE REGISTERED WITH CLEARING AGENCY. SHIPMENT RELEASE PENDING CLEARING AGENCY REVIEW;SHIPMENT SUBMITTED TO CLEARING AGENCY, AWAITING FINAL RELEASE


Tomorrow maybe? =D
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