Thursday, July 21, 2005

Boy, there sure is a lot of violent thoughts out there, conditionally directed at me.. ^^;;;

"I'll kill him if he hurts you."

People don't know me very well, do they? ;_;

In my life, I've never done ANYTHING to hurt a girl. I've never cheated, I've never not been there (tho the whole distance aspect kinda hurts that claim, but that's what cell phones are for), and yeah...

Normally, it's me getting hurt in relationships. In fact, I can boldly say that in just about every relationship I've had, it was me that got hurt in the end. Like in the case of psychobitch... "We were never going out. When I said I love you, that was just my sarcastic sense of humor." And not to mention all the other lies she told me, which I could talk about, but it would make yesterday's entry look like a paragraph.

Yes, I've been wronged in love many times. But I've always remained loyal and faithful, because that's the kind of guy I am. That's why I'm still a virgin at 24, because relationships and love mean that much to me.....that I won't just go out and sleep with some random person that I don't feel I'm in love with.


Now allow me to say I am totally and utterly crazy about Tala. And AFAIK, she is back. Naturally tho, the paranoia inside of me makes me think otherwise, but I can't help that. I've been burned so many times in the past that this isn't really anything I shouldn't expect at this point. I have very little trust in people because of what's happened to me that yeah...

DTA: Don't Trust Anyone.

Sadly, I live my life by this motto.

And yet, in these few weeks that we've talked, I feel I can trust Tala.


I just wish everyone else out there could trust me.

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