Wednesday, September 21, 2005

The rejections continue.....

Aside from girls hating me, which is nothing new really...

Yesterday, I went LFP both on my PS2 with Krisnwo, and on the PC with Cuteythief. With Kris, I was trying to level THF out in the Dunes. And Cutey, it's MNK in the Dunes. Now with Cutey, I can understand no invites... No subjob, crappy job, yeah. Only a party desperate for a 6th would invite me. So I was banking more on Kris getting a party...

Went LFP at about noon.

4pm rolls around, and I'm still LFP.... -_-;;;


Seriously... Do I had a bad rep in the game or something? Why is it no matter what job I level, I can't get any invites??

To test this theory, I've equipped BLM stuff. BLM's are in decent demand, for the most part. If I can't get an invite with BLM in Qufim, then I will admit defeat with Krisnwo, and be done with him.

It's enough I'm walking around without a LS equipped these days, since noone's on MoM except for Mikero, and I'm sick of hearing him talk about how awesome he thinks he is, and how people miss him when he's gone. I wish I could just strangle him thru the internet... But that's neither here nor there...



And I know hardly anyone is gonna read this, yet I type anyhow.

I feel like I'm losing friends here... The only person that's talked to me in the last week has been Kayoubi. And for that, I'm more grateful than she'll ever know. But I've been so bummed out the last couple days that I just don't feel like talking to her. Plus she has all this stuff going on, between homework, spending time with friends, etc.

As busy as she is, she always tries to call me, or IM me, or something. And for that, Thank you.

But other people... I just don't have anyone to talk to it seems. I feel Kaylyn is pissed at me over all the AC crap. There's Andrew, but he's always working. (and I need my WHM equip back ASAP so I can level it)

All I seem to be doing as of late is sit in my room thinking about all this, and it just makes me feel worse.


Oh... And a little note... That diet thing....big fucking waste of my time...

I spent a week, working out, actually caring about what I eat, and etc... And I fucking GAINED 5 pounds... Don't feed me bullshit about how muscle weights more than fat, because there's no way in hell I can gain 5 pounds of muscle in a week, and have my body feel worse than it did before I started the "diet".


I guess the only way I'll ever lose weight is liposuction or gastric... =/


Maybe if I was more physically attractive, I'd have more confidence and morale.....

Maybe then I wouldn't be laughed at when I ask a girl out on a date.... =(


On a happier note to close...

I bought a DS today. We had them on sale for 100 bucks today at work. Couldn't pass it up, seeing how I just won 100 bucks in the football pool at work.. ^^;;

So what are some good DS games. I haven't really been keeping up with it to tell the truth... Yeah...
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