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Wednesday, November 9, 2005
when it rains, it pours...
today's been a completely shitty day. you have no clue....
and now, i've spent the majority of the day thinking about stuff...
parts of a convo i had with someone tonight......
K: I don't really care anymore. I've basicaly given up hope on ever meeting anyone.
?: don't
K: Nah, I have.
?: please don't
K: I know it's never gonna happen. Why bother trying.
?: -whines-
K: Not your fault.
?: I feel it is
K: It's not.
K: It's my own fault really.
K: But whatever.
?: oh?
?: -pats-
K: I'm totally ugly, I have no direction in life, I'm 25 still living at home, still a virgin, tiny dick, too much debt.......
K: Yeah, why would any woman in their right mind want to go out with me.
?: o.o
?: you put yourself down more than I do
K: Yeah, well you're still y oung. There's time for you to correct whatever you think is wrong with you.
K: I'm beyond hope.
K: I mean, it's enough I feel like I'll be dead by 27.
?: -huggles-
K: It's enough I sit here, and thinka bout it more and more, and there's no way I'd be abble to move, and live, and get by...
K: I just can't do it.
K: I've fucked myself over too much.
K: And now I'm fucked for life.
?: -huggles-
?: -don't think that-
K: I don't think that
K: I know that
K: I just wish someone would prove me wrong....
K: Just once....
Not a suicidal cry for help... Just serious deep inner thinking.
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