Sunday, December 18, 2005

Last couple days haven't been too kind to me. It's like everything is collapsing around me.

Works been work. Nothing new or special going on. Same bullshit as always. Tho I think they finally understand that I'm not happy, and I'm leaving this summer. For a while, I said I was gonna move, and they thought I was full of shit. But now I think they see I'm not. (tho i very much could be)

Family is fucking driving me INSANE....

Ok, first off, my grandma. ALL she does is talk. Yap yap yap yap yap. The most meaningless bullshit too. If you're talking, she feels she HAS to interject her opinion and thoughts on the matter, and often says a lot of stuff that's wrong. But you can't correct her, because she's old, and then she gets defensive and talks more. So yeah. My parents are humoring her, I'm not. I can't stand her shit.

So we're at dinner the other night, and I've had my fill of her. I don't wanna talk. But they keep trying to talk to me. Keep trying to pry information out of me. "What do you think Kris?" "What's wrong?" Etc. and I want nothing to do with it. So I just sit to myself and work on this Sudoku book I got the other day.

Then yesterday... Oh god did yesterday suck... I'm at work, and they're calling me on my cell phone to pick stuff up from the store for them, so they can do their baking stuff. Not a problem, minus the cell phone part. But we changed how outside calls are taken at work, and they didn't know. So that's ok. It's just a good thing I wasn't around a boss or anything... I was just sitting in my office doing jack shit. But then I go to leave. Get to my car, car won't start.. WONDERFUL!!!!!!!!! Call home, ask my dad to please come out and give me a jump. So I'm sitting in my car with it like 10 degrees outside, waiting for him to show up. Lovely, huh?

But he didn't know where I parked... So he circled the lot, didn't find me, and went back home.... And he didn't take his cell phone with him, so when I tried to call him, it went to no avail. So my mom calls me while I'm sitting there. I'm listening to the radio, since I could get that to work, just couldn't get it to turn over. She asks me to get something else that she needed... -_-;;; Ok, I'm sitting in a freezing ass car with my windows iced up on the INSIDE, and you want me to get you some chestnuts cause you burned the ones you had... Ok, fine. -_-;;;

Dad finally shows up, we jump the car, and it starts just fine. Take it over to the battery place, 100 bucks to get a new battery.. -_-;;;;;;;; Get home, and I'm rather pissed off. "Here you go Kris, here's all the stuff you need to make the Chex Mix." Ok, I am NOT fucking doing this today. Not with how I feel right now. I get some lunch, grab a beer, and go to my room. I mean hell, I'm so anti-social right now, I don't even log on FFXI. (which is a different story)

So I'm in my room watching football and shit. My mom comes in, wondering if the thing I'm getting my dad had come in yet. I say yes. She wants to see it. I pull out the bag it came in, and she starts whigging out...

The deal with this... We have this phone at home, and it can have multiple handsets connected to the same base station. And she wanted to get a new handset and charger for their room. So I got one off EBay for 60 bucks after shipping. But they didn't send it in a box, just the parts and whatnot. Which I'm cool with that... Not a big deal... But to her, it is.

Plus, the case is a different color than the one's we already have. "Our phones are black, this one is gray. I don't think it's the right model." Ok, lovely. But yanno what? To prove her wrong, I opened it, started charging it, and connected it to the base station. Works just FINE. She makes a big fuckin deal over nothing.

Then, just cause I want to be left alone, I stay in my room the rest of the day, and fall asleep around 4. I get woken up at 7 for dinner. Go down, get my food, and go back to my room. While I'm eating, I can clearly hear them yelling and screaming downstairs, about me. And they were sure to do it loud enough so I could hear.

I swear to god, I hate my damn family....

At this point, I just go to bed. Stayed up to watch Naruto, and was out at 8:30.


Odds are, I'll have to do this all over again today. They just can't understand that I don't like talking. I'm not a talkative person. (just cause I type novels on these updates doesn't mean anything. there's a difference between on online persona and a RL persona. plus, anyone that reads these things actually KNOWS who I am... i really feel like my family doesn't understand me. and that's why i choose to have minimal interaction with them)

At times, I wish they would just give up, because it ain't gonna happen. I'm not open about my life with them, because I know they don't understand. I can't talk about games, or anime, or cons, or anything like that. They're so close-minded that it proves pointless. Seriously, when they ask me about my friends, they say "the crazy one" or "the black one". I only tolerate this because I can't move out quite yet. (and if someone gets this job, it might be sooner. i would SO move to ft worth with them. they're one of the few people out there that "get me", if that makes any sense.)


Just yet another reason why X-Mas makes me so miserable. =/
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